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I'm not interested in movies anymore, which is major. If you'd have told me that five years ago I'd call you crazy. Movies were my life and all I thought about...now I barely think about it anymore. I never thought that would happen. Music, concerts, TV, books, movies, clubs, drinking, vacations...I have absolutely no interest in this stuff anymore. And I'm not even depressed, I've never felt more alive and free. It's just that I get very little to no enjoyment out of these lower vibrational things now. Not that I'm above them, or people, or anything like that. I just don't feel in sync with them anymore. Like I have a meeting with a potential client soon that could bring in alot more money, and I'm not even excited about it. The thought of having extra income just so I can buy the latest iphone or android, or new shirt just bores me to death. I have no interest in any of it anymore. Of course I need to eat, pay the rent, etc...but those are necessities, don't have much choice there. I just don't see the point of money anymore...I know that's obvious to anyone who knows the scam, but inherently, deep inside, I do not feel on the same wavelength with those who see money as the key to a better life. Now I know what's out there, I've seen it in visions, astral travel, dreams...I don't know if my vibration is just totally out of sync with this one, or what, I just know I feel this way. I'm not sure if anyone else can relate.
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Look where you are Ambler! You're constantly posting in the "awakening" thread. What does that tell you (and us)?
Of course you're in the process of ascending. Well, your vibration that is. And I can completely relate to everything you said. In '08 when I had my "rebirth" experience, the idea of watching TV made me laugh and/or cringe. Now when I'm around people watching it, sometimes I literally have to cover my ears so I don't hear what's being said and to block out the vibrations. What's happening is that as the frequency of the Earth increases, those of us who are on the ascending path are basically following along, totally in rythem/in sync with what's going on in the ether around us. We are living through the unfolding of a very ancient prophecy now. The New Earth is coming...and it's one that the "NWO" is doing everything in its power to avoid. The Ascension...is coming. Last edited by paganoflight; 09-09-2010 at 05:49 AM. |
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Looks like there could be some digging to be done -and perhaps some recontextualizing. Hope you can feel better about it.
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I hear ya Ambler. I feel the same way. There has to be more to life then dreaming of the next tech toy. I too have lost interest in just about everything that used to bring me joy. The only thing that would be me joy right now is being able to help people and mother earth on a grand scale. To see earth transformed into the utopia that it should be. I would say that last year and all years before that I was a very materialistic person. I liked my shiney new things. Now it all seems so trite and pointless.
I am really hoping that there is truth to what is suppose to take place. I hope I don't waste years believing in this only to find out in a few years that nothing has changed. That my intentions and dreams were just only a pipe dream. That I got sucked by people that were in this for the money. That this is all there really is. |
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Now I don't care in the slightest. Even little things like typing and talking seem unnecessary and slow...agonizingly slow. I've always been out of sync, but now it's just unbearable, and nothing interests me...even when I try to do normal things I feel like I'm faking it (I am). I can't even picture myself five years from now, or even five months from now. Time feels like a total illusion to me and I can't see anything past the next few years, because I don't care. I was even voluntarily homeless a while ago, even though I had money...I just wanted to experience it because I was bored! I slept on the steps on an elementary school for a few nights, and washed myself in the sink of a laundry room in some apartment building...left my suitcase on the roof of the place. Sure it wasn't very pleasant, but I wanted to get over my concern of having a place to stay. During the day I was fine...I even met a pretty girl who had no idea I was sleeping on the street! I wanted to break that barrier that the ego holds of the self needing to be a certain way to talk to girls (i've got a nice apt., a cool car, other bullshit, etc). I punched through that barrier and conquered it. Now I just feel like I'm twiddling my thumbs, waiting for something to happen. I'm bored...bored...bored...bored.
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3d increases left-right hemisphere processing, it makes people a lot more hooked on what they are watching
I personally don't like the 3d fad either and had a conversation about it with lauren_almighty a while ago Last edited by disorder2k8; 09-09-2010 at 07:32 AM. |
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Maybe you are in the Dark Night of the soul?
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Hello Ambler, i feel for you about this subject, you speak like you were speaking of mny feelings lately. And i´m also extremely happy for you, glad to hear theres people out there who see through all this 3D life.
I´m almost over the worst phase of feeling detached from all this crap 3D and starting to see all the good sides of it. Sunshine, friend to talk to, good sleep at nights, the wind, all the colours, a cup of coffee.... Simple stuff thsat many people dont even notice or take for granted. Good sides of life in third dimension. There´s heck of a lot of beautyful and nice things here too. Ambler, are you sort of "homesick?" too? You said you have had enough.. sort of. ? Well, i feel this too. And that something big is going to happen in near future... Good, bad, that i dont know. But i´m rather convinced that your and my boredom will be swept away soon.
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That is precisely how I feel. I've been in a sort of haze for the past three years of my life. Nothing interests me anymore, I get no pleasure from all the mundane things I used to love and I can't get in sync with any aspects of my "old life". I call it "old life" as it has nothing to do with my "new life". My perspective has shifted completely. The awful thing is this whirlwind happened when I was getting out of college and it completely shattered any plans I had. I got really depressed and could barely get out of bed. Thankfully, things seem much better now and I don't feel depressed at all. I definitely feel like I'm riding in the same wavelength as whatever this is all supposed to be.
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This phenomena may be felt as one approaches the end of a cycle, for a student is tired of his classes as he approaches graduation. He is tired of all the restrains, he is tired of all the lessons and classes, he has already passed all the exams and the only thing that is keeping him in a positive mood, is that inner knowing that the time of graduation is near, the time when he "officially" becomes free to show his knowledge and share his gained experience with the huge world that lies out there...
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Spot on. Totally agree.
Trail running is something that won't loose my interest as it's my spiritual state and I can't tell you how much of an urge I feel to just get outside and just "be" and "experience" nature and consciousness through its activity. Maybe I'm running because I'm trying to find home but I can't help it because I know it's not truly here. I feel the most comfort and at peace when running in the pitch black down a dark road or trail. You're not an individual as part of your surroundings and everything is one for me. Last edited by tmimichael; 09-09-2010 at 08:29 PM. |
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Your welcome, I have the same issue at times(comes and goes) which is why I saw it
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