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Originally Posted by size_of_light
"While I desire to be a good person I still have a little voice inside that urges me to follow my programming, to follow my base urges. It is the side of me that carries all of my hatred and anger and it refers to people as "stupid apes". It is not difficult at this point in my life to stay in control, however that negative part of my psyche is always there. "
Remove the mention of 'programming' from your above paragraph, and I think it describes all of us, regardless of bloodline, so don't let it stress you too much. At times my little voice refers to them (other people) as 'mindless sheep', 'fucking idiots', 'morons', 'dildoes' and 'gormless fools' more often than 'stupid apes', but it's the same innate frustration and anger that we all have inside us.
Nevertheless respect and admiration for your courage and strength in sharing this with us.
Have you elaborated on the shapeshifting episode you witnessed, in previous posts, or if not, would you care to?
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I've posted a bit on these subjects but not the shapeshifting. Please keep in mind, I limit what I type on anything classified as commiting federal felonies is not something I would like to deal with the stresses of at this point in my life. Nor more than I would ask you to rob a bank for "the cause" of truth.
The only individual I've seen shapeshift was during my psyops training. The individual goes by the name Ingo Swan. My memories of the shapeshifts are very fuzzy however I recall seeing him do it a few times. I'm not certain if the human form is an illusion, if the reptilian form is an outward projection of the spiritual aspect of the reptilian host inside him. If the shapeshift is even a physical action or something else. Again, I was never given an explination, and even if I were, it would not mean I was told the truth. People on the inside do not have to be told the truth of anything. They only need the information, truth or lies, required for them to play their part in the game.
From what I remember the shapeshift is extremely fast, a second maybe less. Even typing about it I feel my heart racing a little. Their eyes inspire terror in me still to this day. It is not something I talk about.