You have the gift of discernment and probably, as you grow older, it will blossom. Just my personal opinion, but when we are young and finding our way in the world, so much time and energy is taken up. I used to say I felt "blocked". When life slowed down for me, things became more clear. I guess that's why it is so important to take time for ourselves and let our minds have a rest. The beach sounds like a good way

We are to KNOW Satan's Devices! (Ephesians 6:11-18) "Put on the whole armor of God so that we can stand against the wiles of the devil…" Now that you have gained discernment in these things, you can resist the enemy at his attacks!