moose
13-09-2007, 11:33 AM
From about 10 i started realising i didnt think like others, not often but it would happen, i would have day dreams that would come true or sense things before they happened. Im not saying it was always but it did happen, only rarely.
It got a bit more frequent in my teen years, & this was when i met my best friend at the times mum & nan.
After a couple of years of knowing them one night they were saying about psychic abilities & guardian spirits as they themselves had been to a medium & been informed they possess this gift. They weren't at all witchcrafty or as you would percieve people into this, just your every day mum & nan.
They went on to tell me that i too had it but very strong & were telling me attributes of my life that were 100% spot on, i.e. always appearing to have bad luck, (what i call sods law more like) & could see things before they happen.
Now i found the reason for my earlier revelations. It all made sense. However, as i started telling people this they thought i was a wierdo (these people being some of my best friends, but teenage boys can be harsh), maybe it was the way i went about it.
Then one day, i woke up & new i would hurt myself. I didnt know how but i could just feel it. I went to the roller disco that night (i was a full on skater at the time) & usually i could flip of the ramp, & been doing it for months. That night i land from about 6-7 feet onto the top of my head & got knocked out. I woke up in the bathroom/toliets in the sports centre being checked by a first aider. I noticed i had blood all down my white t shirt. I had been coughing up blood. I went to hospital & luckily it was just an internal nose bleed but i had to watch how i slept as it could form a clot.
I was ok but it led me to get a bit of OCD. I found it got this as this sense i had scared me as i knew it was going to happen. Therefore, i just started getting anxious with anything as i couldnt distinguish between what i 'knew' to happen or what i was just being anxious of.
This led on for about 3-4 years on & off, finally leading to disappear & i had no senses or anything.
It has pretty much gone now (all of it, sensing & anything) but about 7 months ago i was driving to pick my girlfriend up from college. On the way there i had a very vivid daydream of hitting a car from behind. I could feel the impact (i have been involved in a couple of impacts & sort of relived the moment). Thought nothing of it. Later that night we were both driving to tescos & i hit a car from behind.
I don't know if i had this premonition because i saw, before having it, a tree wrapped in flowers on the way. Most probably. This dream would normally be shrugged off if i had one as the anxiety i used to get would plague me with visions, so i learnt to stop it.
Since then, sod's law has been doing my head in constantly, its ridiculous, just stupid things, like for instance, for the last 2 holidays i have been on, i have got toncilitis the day before them, the strange thing being that i say to my girlfriend, 'i bet im going to have toncilitis then'...months before! I had it the week before some important work had to be in for uni..luckily i got an extension.....then my pc with all my work on decided to just shut down for absolutely no reason & not work & it took pretty much all my extrension to reboot it. Sod's law. I hate the idea that life is re written but its stupid when i can predict that this or that will happen (no matter how small a thing).
Is this really sods law or just where i have tuned the sense?
Another thing is the guardian spirit. I booked a holiday with 3 friends to a place we go to fairly often in spain. The day we went, i realised that my passport was 10 days out of date (thinking i had a 10 year passport, it was 5). therefore i couldnt go. 3 days later my friend had to come home as he had been chased by spanish pikies & jumped a wall, not realising it was a 20ft drop on the other side. he broke his leg & his arm. My mum still thinks to this day that the pasport thing was an omen to me not to go. She believes i had this tihng because her mum, my nan was very a spiritual lady, as i only learnt after her passing. Is this the spirit guiding me? In spite of the sods law, there is some things that i feel something is looking after me too. its all too mental.
I have spoken to one other person, i used to work with him, who had exactly the same thing as me but he had it really intensely. He had seen spirits & been contacted in dreams & stuff & we got on really well.
We had a classic conversation were he would say, this happens to me or if i say this then that will happen & i did the same back to him. It just made me feel really good to find someone with the same thing....what ever it is called. ? He felt the same, it was a proper should i say 'bonding' moment that he too had realised someone with similar things going on.
Basically i am writing on here to see if there are others as im sure there are & if they have any ideas on clarifying the sense, stopping the sods law act (i did actually get rid of it, i felt so free) & just general information on it?
Sometimes its bad, sometimes i feel free from it. Can anyone shed any light on the subject?
I am still fairly new to all this, i did read the biggest secret a couple of years ago but am reading tales from the timeloop at the moment with a more mature approach to it. Also looking around all the sites so it has alerted me to mention the above as it doesnt seem so crazy as my friends once said i was...........
Thanks
It got a bit more frequent in my teen years, & this was when i met my best friend at the times mum & nan.
After a couple of years of knowing them one night they were saying about psychic abilities & guardian spirits as they themselves had been to a medium & been informed they possess this gift. They weren't at all witchcrafty or as you would percieve people into this, just your every day mum & nan.
They went on to tell me that i too had it but very strong & were telling me attributes of my life that were 100% spot on, i.e. always appearing to have bad luck, (what i call sods law more like) & could see things before they happen.
Now i found the reason for my earlier revelations. It all made sense. However, as i started telling people this they thought i was a wierdo (these people being some of my best friends, but teenage boys can be harsh), maybe it was the way i went about it.
Then one day, i woke up & new i would hurt myself. I didnt know how but i could just feel it. I went to the roller disco that night (i was a full on skater at the time) & usually i could flip of the ramp, & been doing it for months. That night i land from about 6-7 feet onto the top of my head & got knocked out. I woke up in the bathroom/toliets in the sports centre being checked by a first aider. I noticed i had blood all down my white t shirt. I had been coughing up blood. I went to hospital & luckily it was just an internal nose bleed but i had to watch how i slept as it could form a clot.
I was ok but it led me to get a bit of OCD. I found it got this as this sense i had scared me as i knew it was going to happen. Therefore, i just started getting anxious with anything as i couldnt distinguish between what i 'knew' to happen or what i was just being anxious of.
This led on for about 3-4 years on & off, finally leading to disappear & i had no senses or anything.
It has pretty much gone now (all of it, sensing & anything) but about 7 months ago i was driving to pick my girlfriend up from college. On the way there i had a very vivid daydream of hitting a car from behind. I could feel the impact (i have been involved in a couple of impacts & sort of relived the moment). Thought nothing of it. Later that night we were both driving to tescos & i hit a car from behind.
I don't know if i had this premonition because i saw, before having it, a tree wrapped in flowers on the way. Most probably. This dream would normally be shrugged off if i had one as the anxiety i used to get would plague me with visions, so i learnt to stop it.
Since then, sod's law has been doing my head in constantly, its ridiculous, just stupid things, like for instance, for the last 2 holidays i have been on, i have got toncilitis the day before them, the strange thing being that i say to my girlfriend, 'i bet im going to have toncilitis then'...months before! I had it the week before some important work had to be in for uni..luckily i got an extension.....then my pc with all my work on decided to just shut down for absolutely no reason & not work & it took pretty much all my extrension to reboot it. Sod's law. I hate the idea that life is re written but its stupid when i can predict that this or that will happen (no matter how small a thing).
Is this really sods law or just where i have tuned the sense?
Another thing is the guardian spirit. I booked a holiday with 3 friends to a place we go to fairly often in spain. The day we went, i realised that my passport was 10 days out of date (thinking i had a 10 year passport, it was 5). therefore i couldnt go. 3 days later my friend had to come home as he had been chased by spanish pikies & jumped a wall, not realising it was a 20ft drop on the other side. he broke his leg & his arm. My mum still thinks to this day that the pasport thing was an omen to me not to go. She believes i had this tihng because her mum, my nan was very a spiritual lady, as i only learnt after her passing. Is this the spirit guiding me? In spite of the sods law, there is some things that i feel something is looking after me too. its all too mental.
I have spoken to one other person, i used to work with him, who had exactly the same thing as me but he had it really intensely. He had seen spirits & been contacted in dreams & stuff & we got on really well.
We had a classic conversation were he would say, this happens to me or if i say this then that will happen & i did the same back to him. It just made me feel really good to find someone with the same thing....what ever it is called. ? He felt the same, it was a proper should i say 'bonding' moment that he too had realised someone with similar things going on.
Basically i am writing on here to see if there are others as im sure there are & if they have any ideas on clarifying the sense, stopping the sods law act (i did actually get rid of it, i felt so free) & just general information on it?
Sometimes its bad, sometimes i feel free from it. Can anyone shed any light on the subject?
I am still fairly new to all this, i did read the biggest secret a couple of years ago but am reading tales from the timeloop at the moment with a more mature approach to it. Also looking around all the sites so it has alerted me to mention the above as it doesnt seem so crazy as my friends once said i was...........
Thanks