novymir
28-10-2009, 07:10 PM
...is deeper than most people know..
I wrote this in several pm's to another member of this forum, but I ended up deciding to publish it as well, thinking it might possibly be of use to someone. This is where I started on this forum, I came here because the veil was lifting, and I did not understand what I was seeing-experiencing. Still don't completely, but I WILL.
Hi again, I watched the Zagami vid. He's got some interesting things to say, and alot of other things too. He dosn't come off to me as real credible, like 50-50 maybe. I can't picture this guy as really "in the know", he knows stuff, but the stuff he's saying has already been said by others, the "demon" stuff is probably on wikipedia... And he's a muslim? There's a problem there I think. He also claimed that Creation was based on The Hierarchy. Or, the Pyramid. I don't accept that, maybe this paradigm, but not the WHOLE.
Alright, beyond that... So these entities, that's what I'm going to call them from now on, it's a less (subliminally)loaded term, are manifested by the cancer-consciousness, they have a physical existence in the 4th "dimension" or somesuch less perceptually limited realm. They can and do interact with and manipulate humanity.
And us humans are manifestations of The Creator. That means we are aspects or expressions of The Creator projected into the virtually-separated material realm as a means of expanding IT's conscious-awareness of ITSELF through experience, I think.
We exist within both sides of duality, as THE ONE, and as Ones of THE ONE. We are IT, IT is Us. Simultaneously. The problem is when we are unaware of this. It is not necessary to completely lose awareness of what we are to have an valid, real experience. I'm proof of that. I'm not liking the experience much anymore though because I'm still partly under "their" control. I've really had enough of this non-sense.
Back to the entities. When they project their physicality on this "dimension" it manifests as weather anomolies, etc. I'm not getting that part. These beings, okay, so it's an energetic thing right? The Earth consciousness is an energy Being conscious, and when they project themselves into that energy field or whatever it is, their energy causes a reaction and a modification within the Earth consciousness and the effect is weather etc being transformed into a force of malevolent energy manifesting as violent storms and earthquakes etc?
Back to humans. Okay, so these entities that are manifested by the cancer consciousness. What is the source of this consciousness? I've got 2 theories, it's a group-mind egregore created by humans, or, it's the demiurge created by earlier manifestations of THE ONE. The old gnostic story of Sophia. I'm kinda leaning in that direction now, which will put the real problem above the demiurge. In my mind it could go all the way to the 1st manifestation of THE PRIME CREATOR. But I don't believe everything is within the confines of The Hierarchy, there are multitudes of other creations and realities outside of it I would think.
"They" may or may not be aware of anything outside of their perceived reality. I guess I imagine that 1st or whichever One imagined itself as THE PRIME CREATOR, and also does not really know what or why it is. I see it as a real and valid expression of THE PRIME CREATOR, but I really think IT needs to come to terms with it and heal this Self-harming aspect. And of course, We are part of that process.
I picture like a regular "civilization" that exists in the 4th dimension, these entities populate it, but they are more or less artificial intelligence, like proxy-beings used by the cancer conciousness being or something like that. I keep seeing the image of the clouds in that earth photo representing the demiurge. I wonder if those entity-beings used to be humans that were taken over and transformed by It? This is or seems to be a complex issue at this level...
What I think though, is escape is possible. Yes, "if everything is an illusion then nothing is an illusion", right? Maybe, maybe not. Illusion denotes deceived or false perception. Not everything is an illusion, THE PRIME CREATOR is not an illusion, IT Knows IT IS REAL. Illusion only begins on this side of duality, in the sense of individuality(separateness) and the perceived "outside world". This is right isn't it? I mean, I AM THE PRIME CREATOR, yes. But when I project this aspect of myself "outward" I become immersed in the illusion of separateness, to a degree... Now,,, anyways.... Because of the illusion of separateness I can perceive and experience an individuated Life, which is a great gift. Back to the illusion. How did it start? I don't know.
What I know is that this particular illusion is is something I no longer wish to participate in, and, I know it's an illusion. I can see that things are not "solid", I can see what appears to be an energy stream or somesuch thing being projected onto, or into my visual field. It is fluid. I also can see a pulsing curling wave-like light-energy phenomena that superimposes over a wall or a ceiling or whatever, eyes open or closed. My eyes water, and it kind of feels like I'm looking into the sun. One time I woke after a nap and looked at my headboard and the most incredible, bizarre thing I've ever saw took place... about a 5" around part of the headboard began to "dematerialize", what I saw through it appeared to be blurry green leaves like a forest. I can see my own energy glow, and once my hand seemed to be changing it's exterior composition.
I've seen and experienced other not "normal" phenomenon, astral attack, possessed-human attack, entity voice attack, physical object manipulations, and I experienced a time-shift. And of course there's the etheric subliminal weird mocking "demonic" imagery They have somehow drawn-- handwritten-- on my energy/visual field, that has the appearance of manifesting in the flesh, and everywhere. Don't know what the purpose of that is, except maybe to taint my perceptions through it like a filter. Or maybe it's some parasitic entities, past life symbolism, sorcery imprinted on me when I was in the Catholic orphanage, who knows... It's bullshit, whatever it is, I don't think a positive force would play that type of game.
I've gotten plenty of positive reinforcement also to neutralize the negative attacks as well. The negs overplayed their hand...though it's not over.
Anyways, the illusion is based on the subconscious mind accepting that which is projected into it as "real". Well, I know everything my senses perceive in a state of separateness is an illusion, I know my thoughts have not always been my own, in fact, hardly if ever in the "past", but then again, some were, they were from my True Self/Spirit. So, they are manipulating us in every way imaginable, including at the energetic level,the subconscious mind being the primary target, right? They are putting all sorts of implanted thoughts, concepts and ideas in our head/mind, all of them specifically designed to reinforce their versions of the reality illusion. And of course since everyone has been exposed and subjected to this we all reinforce it amongst ourselves.
First we have to recognize that almost every piece of data that we have received from an external source during our entire life is highly suspect and most likely false, not only that but it was specifically designed and originated from outside of this realm to deceive. Everything. Basically, once one figures that out, they must delete, and/or neutralize all past data in memory that reinforces the idea that we are weak, powerless, and separate from THE PRIME CREATOR. We are Creators within THE PRIME CREATOR as well as ITSELF. The power is derived from overcoming the illusion. If one knows what they see and feel with the senses is an illusion, created by their own mind, and they Know their True-Real State of Being--- meaning I AM THE PRIME CREATOR--- they cannot be forced to experience an illusion projected by another aspect of The PRIMAL SELF-- either by proxy-entities or energy transmissions/manipulations.
"If everything is an illusion then nothing is an illusion" is a deceptive statement. It is a paradox. It still comes down to acceptance within the subconscious mind of the projected energy or data as true and real. That is why they are flooding our minds with all this sick, depraved, horrific stuff, it's all downloaded data stored in memory. The conscious mind may be perfectly aware that a movie is just a movie, or a story is just a story, but what about when the 5 senses are confronted with such a scenario projected by "Them/It"? The movie or story was designed to lead one while in a state of suspended disbelief in a direction they desire, they know we will identify with certain characters and in part will be living a virtual-reality confined within the parameters of the script and visual imagery. All this stuff does is A: plant the idea or concept in our head along with who knows what additional subliminal messages, and B: it works as a reinforcement if and when the 5 senses are confronted with something similar at a later time, and C: our thoughts and focus on these things will contribute to making them manifest in some way or another.
Basically it's Sorcery, hypnotic suggestion. That's what it is, manipulation of the subconscious mind to control and direct our creative potentials in self-defeating ways.
All these bible-torah-koran-kaliyuga-2012-end of the world believers are being used to create an armagedden scenario. It has to be. Some are trying to counter this with a more positive approach, ie; a shift in consciousness-awareness, but the vast majority are oblivious to the causes and effects within this paradigm/reality and will be swept away and immersed within a virtual-reality designed to completely traumatize the population and set them up to surrender themselves to a false-authority. I suspect they will bring about the "alien" disclosure, the anti-christ/lucifer, and the messiah/christ scenarios, in that order, or possibly different groupings of people will experience different combinations and will be unaware of the larger illusion/big-picture.
All of which will be fakes. Of course they're fakes. It's all a complex game to trick people into accepting a version of reality designed to permanently destroy any possibility of REALizing True Self and ever breaking free from this sick Self-hating consciouness.
So, I believe a person can exit this reality. We can shift out of this reality, when, where and how we go is dependent upon control of the subconscious and the Intent, desire and application of Will. Of course we aren't really "going" anywhere, what we can do is change our perspective and consequently our perceptions, and consequently our experience.
We are not tied to a collective humanity consciousness, I'm not bound to the destiny of the majority, a grouping, or any individual in this virtual-reality. I Am One of THE TRUE AND ONLY ONE, I AM IT, I Am a free-agent of IT, my mission and purpose is to be True to Myself. I do not recognize as true or real that which conflicts with the Creative Spirit within of LOVE-FORGIVENESS-LIFE=TRUTH. That which conflicts with IT is Error,,, projections of an injured and Spiritually crippled consciousness, immersed in a Toxic Shame identity. I reject It's projections for what they are; Illusions, I do not have to experience them, I Am the Observer, and I have seen enough. I INTEND and WILL decide for myself what is true and real on this side of duality, I Know their tricks, I Know my weaknesses they seek to exploit, I Know my fears, and I also Know That I Am, THAT ,I AM ALL THAT Ever Was, Is, and Will BE. They do not Know this.
Their mathematically formulated "reality" is invalidated, I do not recognize their calculations as anything more than projections of a mind, they are nothing, they are made up out of nothing, their "sacred-geometry" is nothing outside of this prison-paradigm, it's all Pragmatism.. The Infinite cannot be measured or quantified therefore this creation is not The All That IS, It's a tiny speck within IT and that's all It will ever Be. But permanence is illusion as well, "no changes are permanent, but change is...". "They" would do well to finally face up to their Error, like I have, and allow the correction/healing to take effect and open up the door to True Free Life. They/It are slaves to their insecurity, their perceived experience, their Toxic-Shame inspired sanctimonious-shamelessness.
So, while it is necessary to Know what is going on behind the scenes, and therefore in the subconscious mind, it is also necessary to avoid being further programed in the process, and to continue to train the mind to reject that which the True Self has no desire, intent, or will to validate as "real" and True. It's kind of a catch-22, eventually one gets to a point where enough is enough, you can end up chasing down all these ideas and speculations and information forever, all the while you are constantly forced to check and reject it as you go, immobilizing and/or neutralizing assertive action that expresses the True Creative Spirit. Not to mention the effect that focus and thought has-- it needs to be disciplined and Intent and Will must be spelled out unmistakably-- ie; I do NOT Intend or Will manifest anything harmful or unhealthy, I Intend and Will Know Truth, only which already IS. Not something I might project. But I Will project and manifest when I Am ready.
I Know I could "see" "demons", I Know they exist in some way or another, but, why would I want to see them, why would I want to interact with them? To do so only gives them or their projecter power/energy. They are antithical to what I want to experience, my whole purpose is to banish/abolish these types of reality constructs from within my state of Being and Create what is of Me, not of them or any other externally projected anti-Truth programing.
Just thought I'd share my thoughts that were triggered in the moment... I think it's time to get off the internet permanently, it's been a year since I began to awake spiritually, I've got enough info, and I gotta continue the Healing process. Thanks to You and All for the help.
I've tried to help too, and will continue as I go. As long as I can.
That's all. I will probably post this in the forum, just because. Oh, by the way, the reason I know what the "Demiurge" is, and what ails It is because I suffered from the same thing It suffers from, I experienced a microcosm of what It experienced. And I Know. I also have been addicted to voyeurism, not on the internet so much, but in the "real world". Don't bother trying to speculate how that was manifested, the stereotypes don't fit, and you won't know unless I explained it, which I'm not going to do, though my offline friends know, and I have put it on the public record intentionally-- an uncoerced public confession( I just did it again).
There are no real secrets, only unawareness. "They" will not be able to blackmail or judge me. "They/It" set me up from the day I was born( I forgive them all completely, I understand, forgiveness of Self is harder), but They were not the only Consciousness active in my Life, nor the Strongest. "But it's all right now...", They thought they had me in the bag..... nope. "They/It" are gonna learn from me, and THE TRUTH WILL BE UNDENIABLE.
I'm not looking back, if by chance someone had a question, search my posts, it's all there.
Love-Truth-Forgiveness-Life for One and ALL.
I wrote this in several pm's to another member of this forum, but I ended up deciding to publish it as well, thinking it might possibly be of use to someone. This is where I started on this forum, I came here because the veil was lifting, and I did not understand what I was seeing-experiencing. Still don't completely, but I WILL.
Hi again, I watched the Zagami vid. He's got some interesting things to say, and alot of other things too. He dosn't come off to me as real credible, like 50-50 maybe. I can't picture this guy as really "in the know", he knows stuff, but the stuff he's saying has already been said by others, the "demon" stuff is probably on wikipedia... And he's a muslim? There's a problem there I think. He also claimed that Creation was based on The Hierarchy. Or, the Pyramid. I don't accept that, maybe this paradigm, but not the WHOLE.
Alright, beyond that... So these entities, that's what I'm going to call them from now on, it's a less (subliminally)loaded term, are manifested by the cancer-consciousness, they have a physical existence in the 4th "dimension" or somesuch less perceptually limited realm. They can and do interact with and manipulate humanity.
And us humans are manifestations of The Creator. That means we are aspects or expressions of The Creator projected into the virtually-separated material realm as a means of expanding IT's conscious-awareness of ITSELF through experience, I think.
We exist within both sides of duality, as THE ONE, and as Ones of THE ONE. We are IT, IT is Us. Simultaneously. The problem is when we are unaware of this. It is not necessary to completely lose awareness of what we are to have an valid, real experience. I'm proof of that. I'm not liking the experience much anymore though because I'm still partly under "their" control. I've really had enough of this non-sense.
Back to the entities. When they project their physicality on this "dimension" it manifests as weather anomolies, etc. I'm not getting that part. These beings, okay, so it's an energetic thing right? The Earth consciousness is an energy Being conscious, and when they project themselves into that energy field or whatever it is, their energy causes a reaction and a modification within the Earth consciousness and the effect is weather etc being transformed into a force of malevolent energy manifesting as violent storms and earthquakes etc?
Back to humans. Okay, so these entities that are manifested by the cancer consciousness. What is the source of this consciousness? I've got 2 theories, it's a group-mind egregore created by humans, or, it's the demiurge created by earlier manifestations of THE ONE. The old gnostic story of Sophia. I'm kinda leaning in that direction now, which will put the real problem above the demiurge. In my mind it could go all the way to the 1st manifestation of THE PRIME CREATOR. But I don't believe everything is within the confines of The Hierarchy, there are multitudes of other creations and realities outside of it I would think.
"They" may or may not be aware of anything outside of their perceived reality. I guess I imagine that 1st or whichever One imagined itself as THE PRIME CREATOR, and also does not really know what or why it is. I see it as a real and valid expression of THE PRIME CREATOR, but I really think IT needs to come to terms with it and heal this Self-harming aspect. And of course, We are part of that process.
I picture like a regular "civilization" that exists in the 4th dimension, these entities populate it, but they are more or less artificial intelligence, like proxy-beings used by the cancer conciousness being or something like that. I keep seeing the image of the clouds in that earth photo representing the demiurge. I wonder if those entity-beings used to be humans that were taken over and transformed by It? This is or seems to be a complex issue at this level...
What I think though, is escape is possible. Yes, "if everything is an illusion then nothing is an illusion", right? Maybe, maybe not. Illusion denotes deceived or false perception. Not everything is an illusion, THE PRIME CREATOR is not an illusion, IT Knows IT IS REAL. Illusion only begins on this side of duality, in the sense of individuality(separateness) and the perceived "outside world". This is right isn't it? I mean, I AM THE PRIME CREATOR, yes. But when I project this aspect of myself "outward" I become immersed in the illusion of separateness, to a degree... Now,,, anyways.... Because of the illusion of separateness I can perceive and experience an individuated Life, which is a great gift. Back to the illusion. How did it start? I don't know.
What I know is that this particular illusion is is something I no longer wish to participate in, and, I know it's an illusion. I can see that things are not "solid", I can see what appears to be an energy stream or somesuch thing being projected onto, or into my visual field. It is fluid. I also can see a pulsing curling wave-like light-energy phenomena that superimposes over a wall or a ceiling or whatever, eyes open or closed. My eyes water, and it kind of feels like I'm looking into the sun. One time I woke after a nap and looked at my headboard and the most incredible, bizarre thing I've ever saw took place... about a 5" around part of the headboard began to "dematerialize", what I saw through it appeared to be blurry green leaves like a forest. I can see my own energy glow, and once my hand seemed to be changing it's exterior composition.
I've seen and experienced other not "normal" phenomenon, astral attack, possessed-human attack, entity voice attack, physical object manipulations, and I experienced a time-shift. And of course there's the etheric subliminal weird mocking "demonic" imagery They have somehow drawn-- handwritten-- on my energy/visual field, that has the appearance of manifesting in the flesh, and everywhere. Don't know what the purpose of that is, except maybe to taint my perceptions through it like a filter. Or maybe it's some parasitic entities, past life symbolism, sorcery imprinted on me when I was in the Catholic orphanage, who knows... It's bullshit, whatever it is, I don't think a positive force would play that type of game.
I've gotten plenty of positive reinforcement also to neutralize the negative attacks as well. The negs overplayed their hand...though it's not over.
Anyways, the illusion is based on the subconscious mind accepting that which is projected into it as "real". Well, I know everything my senses perceive in a state of separateness is an illusion, I know my thoughts have not always been my own, in fact, hardly if ever in the "past", but then again, some were, they were from my True Self/Spirit. So, they are manipulating us in every way imaginable, including at the energetic level,the subconscious mind being the primary target, right? They are putting all sorts of implanted thoughts, concepts and ideas in our head/mind, all of them specifically designed to reinforce their versions of the reality illusion. And of course since everyone has been exposed and subjected to this we all reinforce it amongst ourselves.
First we have to recognize that almost every piece of data that we have received from an external source during our entire life is highly suspect and most likely false, not only that but it was specifically designed and originated from outside of this realm to deceive. Everything. Basically, once one figures that out, they must delete, and/or neutralize all past data in memory that reinforces the idea that we are weak, powerless, and separate from THE PRIME CREATOR. We are Creators within THE PRIME CREATOR as well as ITSELF. The power is derived from overcoming the illusion. If one knows what they see and feel with the senses is an illusion, created by their own mind, and they Know their True-Real State of Being--- meaning I AM THE PRIME CREATOR--- they cannot be forced to experience an illusion projected by another aspect of The PRIMAL SELF-- either by proxy-entities or energy transmissions/manipulations.
"If everything is an illusion then nothing is an illusion" is a deceptive statement. It is a paradox. It still comes down to acceptance within the subconscious mind of the projected energy or data as true and real. That is why they are flooding our minds with all this sick, depraved, horrific stuff, it's all downloaded data stored in memory. The conscious mind may be perfectly aware that a movie is just a movie, or a story is just a story, but what about when the 5 senses are confronted with such a scenario projected by "Them/It"? The movie or story was designed to lead one while in a state of suspended disbelief in a direction they desire, they know we will identify with certain characters and in part will be living a virtual-reality confined within the parameters of the script and visual imagery. All this stuff does is A: plant the idea or concept in our head along with who knows what additional subliminal messages, and B: it works as a reinforcement if and when the 5 senses are confronted with something similar at a later time, and C: our thoughts and focus on these things will contribute to making them manifest in some way or another.
Basically it's Sorcery, hypnotic suggestion. That's what it is, manipulation of the subconscious mind to control and direct our creative potentials in self-defeating ways.
All these bible-torah-koran-kaliyuga-2012-end of the world believers are being used to create an armagedden scenario. It has to be. Some are trying to counter this with a more positive approach, ie; a shift in consciousness-awareness, but the vast majority are oblivious to the causes and effects within this paradigm/reality and will be swept away and immersed within a virtual-reality designed to completely traumatize the population and set them up to surrender themselves to a false-authority. I suspect they will bring about the "alien" disclosure, the anti-christ/lucifer, and the messiah/christ scenarios, in that order, or possibly different groupings of people will experience different combinations and will be unaware of the larger illusion/big-picture.
All of which will be fakes. Of course they're fakes. It's all a complex game to trick people into accepting a version of reality designed to permanently destroy any possibility of REALizing True Self and ever breaking free from this sick Self-hating consciouness.
So, I believe a person can exit this reality. We can shift out of this reality, when, where and how we go is dependent upon control of the subconscious and the Intent, desire and application of Will. Of course we aren't really "going" anywhere, what we can do is change our perspective and consequently our perceptions, and consequently our experience.
We are not tied to a collective humanity consciousness, I'm not bound to the destiny of the majority, a grouping, or any individual in this virtual-reality. I Am One of THE TRUE AND ONLY ONE, I AM IT, I Am a free-agent of IT, my mission and purpose is to be True to Myself. I do not recognize as true or real that which conflicts with the Creative Spirit within of LOVE-FORGIVENESS-LIFE=TRUTH. That which conflicts with IT is Error,,, projections of an injured and Spiritually crippled consciousness, immersed in a Toxic Shame identity. I reject It's projections for what they are; Illusions, I do not have to experience them, I Am the Observer, and I have seen enough. I INTEND and WILL decide for myself what is true and real on this side of duality, I Know their tricks, I Know my weaknesses they seek to exploit, I Know my fears, and I also Know That I Am, THAT ,I AM ALL THAT Ever Was, Is, and Will BE. They do not Know this.
Their mathematically formulated "reality" is invalidated, I do not recognize their calculations as anything more than projections of a mind, they are nothing, they are made up out of nothing, their "sacred-geometry" is nothing outside of this prison-paradigm, it's all Pragmatism.. The Infinite cannot be measured or quantified therefore this creation is not The All That IS, It's a tiny speck within IT and that's all It will ever Be. But permanence is illusion as well, "no changes are permanent, but change is...". "They" would do well to finally face up to their Error, like I have, and allow the correction/healing to take effect and open up the door to True Free Life. They/It are slaves to their insecurity, their perceived experience, their Toxic-Shame inspired sanctimonious-shamelessness.
So, while it is necessary to Know what is going on behind the scenes, and therefore in the subconscious mind, it is also necessary to avoid being further programed in the process, and to continue to train the mind to reject that which the True Self has no desire, intent, or will to validate as "real" and True. It's kind of a catch-22, eventually one gets to a point where enough is enough, you can end up chasing down all these ideas and speculations and information forever, all the while you are constantly forced to check and reject it as you go, immobilizing and/or neutralizing assertive action that expresses the True Creative Spirit. Not to mention the effect that focus and thought has-- it needs to be disciplined and Intent and Will must be spelled out unmistakably-- ie; I do NOT Intend or Will manifest anything harmful or unhealthy, I Intend and Will Know Truth, only which already IS. Not something I might project. But I Will project and manifest when I Am ready.
I Know I could "see" "demons", I Know they exist in some way or another, but, why would I want to see them, why would I want to interact with them? To do so only gives them or their projecter power/energy. They are antithical to what I want to experience, my whole purpose is to banish/abolish these types of reality constructs from within my state of Being and Create what is of Me, not of them or any other externally projected anti-Truth programing.
Just thought I'd share my thoughts that were triggered in the moment... I think it's time to get off the internet permanently, it's been a year since I began to awake spiritually, I've got enough info, and I gotta continue the Healing process. Thanks to You and All for the help.
I've tried to help too, and will continue as I go. As long as I can.
That's all. I will probably post this in the forum, just because. Oh, by the way, the reason I know what the "Demiurge" is, and what ails It is because I suffered from the same thing It suffers from, I experienced a microcosm of what It experienced. And I Know. I also have been addicted to voyeurism, not on the internet so much, but in the "real world". Don't bother trying to speculate how that was manifested, the stereotypes don't fit, and you won't know unless I explained it, which I'm not going to do, though my offline friends know, and I have put it on the public record intentionally-- an uncoerced public confession( I just did it again).
There are no real secrets, only unawareness. "They" will not be able to blackmail or judge me. "They/It" set me up from the day I was born( I forgive them all completely, I understand, forgiveness of Self is harder), but They were not the only Consciousness active in my Life, nor the Strongest. "But it's all right now...", They thought they had me in the bag..... nope. "They/It" are gonna learn from me, and THE TRUTH WILL BE UNDENIABLE.
I'm not looking back, if by chance someone had a question, search my posts, it's all there.
Love-Truth-Forgiveness-Life for One and ALL.