cureing mental illness-a side note

[binhdinh_khiwarrior]

just wanted to make a side note from what astral was saying, and thought it would be betetr to make a new thread so that more wouldbe likely to view this.

psychosis vs enlightenment

one of thehardest things within eastern religous practises for western people to understand, and accept is that there is a method to "salvation" - enlightenment. i say salvation because that'
s the only comparable thing to be able to explain enlightenment to a say a hard core christian.

now the point on the body that corospond to enlightenment is the crown chakra, and if opened when the person isn;'t ready can make them "crazy"/cause psychosis. if you look into ninjutsu practises such as the kuji kiri just (the nine cuts) it is said that one must be very careful about practising the final cut as it corrospond to the crown chakra. if opened without guidance will cause psychosis (and in rare cases spontaneous combustion!) this is because energy is activated from that chakara when it is open, if one is not aware of this, then it will stay there-cause headaches and eventually mental illness. so if anyoneh ere has had this problem then i recommendseeing a reputable energy worker, or you could waft insece smoke over the area and visualise the blockage moving down out of your mouth. or if u can work with energy then just move it lol
but i believe that the opposite side to enlightenment is psychosis-the same place but different side. enlightenment=great truth/understanding psychosis=self delusions (believing one's own lies and fallacies).

anyway, just thought iwould chuck this in here. If you suffer from mental illness, don't worry, it dosn't mean your bad (and i wasn't implying that), it's just like any sickness, and it must be treated with the utmost compassion and sympathy.

[astraltraveller]

i dont believe it . ive just typed a damned essay and hit a button and its all gone . im so weak and tired but i will try again .

i was a wannabe ninja when i was younger and practiced the nine cuts kuji kiri from a book by ashida kim , in the book it warned that it could be dangerous but was vague in its explanation . anyway i continued and didnt whant to stop because i achieved spiritual feets wich nobody would believe you about . one day i was standing on high ground at the foot of a bridge just before i figured out that i controle my own future by sending a high energy prayer and thank you to the cosmos and i was elated and as i stood on the mound i clasped my fingers into RIN and i was surging with energy like no other day and i thought wouldnt it be terrible if i displeased god and he took away my power and made me become numb all down my rite side , why this thought came to me i dont know but years latter i had an accident and low and behold i became numb all down my rite side and since that day i have wonderd why god has done this too ne and i have fealt he hates me . i have been through so much shit from the day i was born . i am like a psychic vampire to everyone who cares about me and who tries to help me because i just get sicker and sicker and i am desperate to die but knowing my luck god will just torture me and dump me in the lower astral with all the evil beings yet all my life ive tried to do good .

i dont know if it was the nine cuts or god who has helped destroy my life but i definitly have energy blockages down the rite side wich is very numb and lotts of stagnent chi . i was never given psychosis though .

all i would say is take binhdinh_khiwarrior advice and dont fuck with kuji kiri withought a master who knows what he is doing and the same goes for trying to awake the kundalini .

many thanks for your post binhdinh_khiwarrior you definitly know what you are talking about .

[astraltraveller]

dude do you mind giving me your thoughts on something , ile say it anyway and just hope you can help .

i remember never bothering with the nineth cut , thier was about 3 i used the most but anyway . i said i had this thought that it would be terrible if god switched off my energy and i whent dead down the rite side , ive thought for years that god planted this thought in my head or it was my own premonition . ive had lotts of bad luck after giving up practicing ninjutsu and could only learn so much from books and whent onto other arts instead . this is embarasing but when i realized we controle the future i made my last prayer to the cosmos and asked that i be given a bad back so i could get on the sick so i could have a break from life and give myself time to sort problems out i was going through , i asked this though to be temporary and i never asked to have my power switched off and i didnt ask for all the other crap and illness thats happened . i have blamed god a lot but i know i shouldnt do this , its easy to blame god when things go wrong but seriously , do you think ive done this to myself binhdinh_khiwarrior or is it possible god did it to me for some reason like to teach me something or maybe i was a bastard in a previous life or did i do it to myself by what i asked the cosmos . is it reversable too ? , ive asked the csmos for help and to say ive had enough but the prayer is never answerd and ive purchased books and joined websites on creating abundance and altering the future ect and it cost a lot but they mainly talk about manifesting money and i dont whant that i just whant to undo what ive done . anyway i think you know what your talking about so its worth asking , its bloody uncanny how your brought up a seperate post on kuji in aswell , spooky .

best regards

astral

[binhdinh_khiwarrior]

thankyou copy and paste!


i had forgotton about this post and just had a look at some post that i had made (a geenral search and saw that u had replied!interesting synchoronosity!)

>"i dont believe it . ive just typed a damned essay and hit a button and its all gone . im so weak and tired but i will try again ."

oh man i'm so with u! makes u wanna put u r head through the screen lol, or the screen though someone elses head..lol


I'm not sure if i should go into as much detail as i'm gonna, but maybe i help help other's too!

wow what an intersting story! i will give u my honest opinion! God did AND didn't do that to you and is also the reason we are chatting about this now... now what i mean is, is that at a certain level every body is connected but an energy-not Qi, more like a majik force or psi/mental force, that is the latent power of God, this energy permeates everything and at the same time bonds and connmects everything. you could say that all together this is God-although that is a bit simplistic and i believe in a higher conciousness as being part of it too-but individually we are our own God that is part of THE GOD (if u get what i mean-this bit is a bit tricky to explain lol). I don't mean we are God's indiviually, because at a very base level we are all one-we are inside The God so to speak, but we make up part of it so we too are God (lol confusing enuff for ya yet!? lol). so what im getting at is that once we achieve a certain level of qi and mental force (qi= yang, majik=yin) we can control the other universe (because the microcosm is as the macrocosm-control the inner universe and u control the other universe).
we become every thought that we have (and i mean that literally-we are %80 water, and water is very affected by though-let alone qi!).

You know about the front dan tien, right? the Sea of Chi, each point has an opposite side. the sea of chi is below ur navel, and on the front of ur body-the soft side (well, iv got a gut so mines pretty soft chuckle chuckle!) that is the yin side of ur body- like non action, soft, go with the flow kinda thing, strengthening the will in regards to the use of ki and storing energy. the opposite side is the bony part of ur body so that's a yang area (the whole back is), it's not soft and u can't really flex the muslces there easliy, so instead u replace that action with the mudra and that is like a short cut key to ur energy. this yang side is the action, will made manifest, raw power, kinda side.
the reason this side is dangerous is because it accesses this raw power, of "doing", rather than say "feeling" energy. when u applied Rin, you accessed this power, and then u had the worst thing u could have possibly had, a fuckin stray though! bam, it took a while but it came back, manifested it'sself and fucked you up! (sorry im not trying to make light of ur problem-this is how i speak normally). ok the reason it WAS and WASN'T God who did this is because it was that stray thought (or rather a whimsical thought) you made manifest using this "doing" energy. you willed it,you basically cast black majik against yourself! i don't think u loose karma points for it (lol). That is why this stuff, must be taught to pros, and people at a high level of mastery of their inner universe-including their thoughts! Because at a certain point, ur thoughts will become real. If u get angry, say at ur girlfriend, and u practise kuji kiri- then u will probably project energy at them, without realising. we are human, and we make mistakes, that's why it's not for everybody (imaghine a world where everybody's dreams and nightmares were manifest-ala-sphere!).
I think you are punishing ur self, for whatever reason, probably subconciously. Everybody needs a break sometimes mate, you don't have to have an excuse (even though society seems to demand-fuck society in that regard!).

Inside you is the power to reverse this majik. But you may have weakened urself, i am actually a healer, and i can probably help you (all I need is ur credit card details....lol only kidding!sorry Unbreakable is one of my favorite movies). You see what i think is that the side of you the part that is connected always to that whole/God, the part that infinatly loves you, wants you to get better- this where the whole synchronosity comes in, that's why it seems spooky to u coz it kinda is! lol. That's how God work through people, you learned some cool stuff, further than you were ready for, got hurt-but learnt from it, and now u met me and i am sure i can help :-), so you see in actualy fact it was u (+ the part of u connected toGod which followed ur will) that caused this to happen, and now that same part of God that connects us (and everything else in the universe) wants you to heal. whew...that was a bit of a mind benda don't ya reckon?? lol if i loose this lot-i will go spare!



I know that you didn't ask for the other shit such as sickness, but that is probably more likey just an extra added effect of causeing injury to ur self. You get a river, chuck a truck load of sand in the middle suddenly, it will still flow, but not well, and as time goes on more and more sand collects and is trapped in that that pile of sand and it becomes a sand bank-ur sickness-which is probably y it took time for it to happen.

I am very glad this sickness did not include psychosis, because that damage is hard to repaire-coz blockages in ur brain cause it to overheat (pain is often Hot Qi) and cook-very nasty-or worse spontaneously combust...that would put a crimp in your day!

i have awakend kundalini in my self, and done other ninjutsu exercises regarding the eyes which give u the same visuals as a trip-ur right don't fuck with that unless ur are really really ready or uv had muchrooms/trips/or DMT coz there're the only things that will prepare u for "reality"


okie dokie, now what the fuck to do....

First things first, you must stop blaming God- This is not for God's sake but ur own, because it will not help ur recovery (but trust me dude i understand how u feel-it really can feel like God's out to fuck u up sometimes-but God doesn't work that way). have a chat to God, tell God how you feel, honestly, and you will see that God will listen to you (you may have a sensation around ur heart chakra area)-it's like when u get angry at ur parents- u scream, they scream, and nothing is accomplished-both sides are hurt! forgive God, and god will forgive you-and in that you forgive yourself! this will allow ur healing to start!

Now i am assuming that the pain is in the back, neck running down the back of ur shouldler, back/side part of the hip, and back/side of the knew (like a straightline running down ur body but on a diagonal to u) is this right? if not the it would be the same but on the front-but in actuality both sides are affected even if u can't feel it! Try to find to opposite points on ur body, start where there is definatly pain- the put a thumb or finger there and find the counter point to it, you will find that thereis blockage there too- try to create pressure between these points-this will releave some of the immediate blockage-so it will releave pain (the counter points are not just one but many, so keep pressing around ur body- using the pain as a guide if u get me) pain is there for a reason, it gives us a 3d image of the area that has the blockage. this may be painful-becoz of the intence release that will happen, but try to rid yourself of as many of the "lumps" in ur muscles as possible.

Do not have hot/warm showers to releave this pain, heat seals qi into the body, cool/cold water releases it. you don't have to have a full on cold shower but dipping into a pool would probably help- this will get rid of some of it, then use the massage and that get rid of most of the remaining. i will start working on you- iam assuming u are i nalot of pain/very sick, so i hope u will forgive me for not waiting for ur reply to start working on u, if u don't want this just pm me ok, but i am sure i can help!

oh and fireand or inscence can help too! get a candle (or a blessed inscence stick) and run the fire over the skin (not to burn, just enough to feel the heat, but it should touch ur skin-just for a sec), runn this over every area that is a problem (i guess the whole right side) this can burn up some of the trapped qi inside and outside u- if u use insece just waft he smoke over- but a canle will work better for ur body, inscence is better for ur aura- but u must clean both!

ok, well, that what i reckon anyway. I'll start trying to remove the blockages in ur right side, so don't worry if u get a weird sensation there, but let me know if this is not what u want.

alright mate, ihope i was of some help

hope u will feel better soon!

[binhdinh_khiwarrior]

I just tried to clear ur blockages, did u get that? i got some out and iv started trying to repaire ur Rin point too, i think it got damaged.

[astraltraveller]

i dont know if you are still around but yes please can you do the healing , i will paypal you something if you whant , i cant have you do this for nothing . i have to have a good think and meditate and talk to god before i reply . i hope you dont think i am weak but i cried reading your post because i realize now what i have done to myself and have been wondering for so many years and spent so much money trying diffrent treatments and thought i would be like this forever and i am now crying for hurting gods feelings . before i messed myself up i had several spiritual experiences and became aware of god but didnt know if he realy exsisted but i allways fealt i was being looked after by a higher power that i thought must be god . i im going to feel bad now as it sinks in that i have been hurting gods feelings , i havnt meant to but every now and then i have thought is god an evil god but when things were going good i allways fealt so much love and protection from god , i have been thinking in a schitzoid manner .

please dont stop what you are doing , something is happening to my rite hand if i am not very much mistaken , it feels like some sensation is back , its a light warmth and .....oh hang on , ive just shifted my self in the chair and now i feel the same thing in my rite foot , im sure something has happened , it feels like qi is flowing but like on low volume if you know what i mean . in my left side i feel it too , my left hand feels it a lot though , imy body feels a bit lighter and its good .

rite ile be back soon after a good think . everything you have said makes sense , i have been seeking this knowledge for so long and i realy enjoyed reading what you said and you have made me feel so much better in my mind because my whole being says what you have said is all true , its just that my pain is slightly diffrent but shit you are pretty much spot on . it starts at the top of the tail bone and seems to go in a burning line under my butt on the rite side and goes down the back of my leg and to my big toe . my rite shoulder blade is fine though but you were close , i sometimes have something go out in line with the rite shoulder and it realy burns and it hurts when i breath but after some days it pops back into position . all the time though i cant feel air going in my rite lung and it feels like the lung is missing and feels like because the lung is missing that qi cant be produced to feed my rite side if this makes any sense but im sure its to do with the point on the tail bone were the blockage starts but i might be wrong and think you will know better than me .

rite ile bbs

i just cant thank you enough , this is synchronicity at its best , its the best proof yet ive ever seen that thier are no coincidences .

[binhdinh_khiwarrior]

i dont know if you are still around but yes please can you do the healing , i will paypal you something if you whant , i cant have you do this for nothing . i have to have a good think and meditate and talk to god before i reply . i hope you dont think i am weak but i cried reading your post because i realize now what i have done to myself and have been wondering for so many years and spent so much money trying diffrent treatments and thought i would be like this forever and i am now crying for hurting gods feelings . before i messed myself up i had several spiritual experiences and became aware of god but didnt know if he realy exsisted but i allways fealt i was being looked after by a higher power that i thought must be god . i im going to feel bad now as it sinks in that i have been hurting gods feelings , i havnt meant to but every now and then i have thought is god an evil god but when things were going good i allways fealt so much love and protection from god , i have been thinking in a schitzoid manner .

please dont stop what you are doing , something is happening to my rite hand if i am not very much mistaken , it feels like some sensation is back , its a light warmth and .....oh hang on , ive just shifted my self in the chair and now i feel the same thing in my rite foot , im sure something has happened , it feels like qi is flowing but like on low volume if you know what i mean . in my left side i feel it too , my left hand feels it a lot though , imy body feels a bit lighter and its good .

rite ile be back soon after a good think . everything you have said makes sense , i have been seeking this knowledge for so long and i realy enjoyed reading what you said and you have made me feel so much better in my mind because my whole being says what you have said is all true , its just that my pain is slightly diffrent but shit you are pretty much spot on . it starts at the top of the tail bone and seems to go in a burning line under my butt on the rite side and goes down the back of my leg and to my big toe . my rite shoulder blade is fine though but you were close , i sometimes have something go out in line with the rite shoulder and it realy burns and it hurts when i breath but after some days it pops back into position . all the time though i cant feel air going in my rite lung and it feels like the lung is missing and feels like because the lung is missing that qi cant be produced to feed my rite side if this makes any sense but im sure its to do with the point on the tail bone were the blockage starts but i might be wrong and think you will know better than me .

rite ile bbs

i just cant thank you enough , this is synchronicity at its best , its the best proof yet ive ever seen that thier are no coincidences .



No no i don't want your money, if i can help you then that's enough reward for me!
ok i'm gonna grab a BIG drink of water, and i'll start ok, just relax- and allow urself to heal!

don't worrie mate i don't think there is a person on this forum that hasn't had that sort of thinking (i know i have!) ur NOT ALONE! and no ur not weak for crying we are human and we need to cry to release bad emaotions (which manifests as "bad" ki and becomes sickness!) cry as often as you can! and don't worry mate ur words brought a few tears to my eyes!