skaarlaw
26-08-2009, 06:06 PM
I have discussed this with a few of my peers, and they have come up with multiple reasonings (past life, metaphorical etc.), but none of them are bang to rights "OH YES! That's it!" kind of realization for me.
So I came here, since a hivemind > a few minds. ^_^
The character comes in the form of a blonde female, in early 20's in appearance.
I consider her very good looking and we frequently get intimate. The latest occurance was in some kind of low-ceiling stairwell area with a very long ladder we had to climb up to to get there, it was dim in lighting.
The first meeting as I remember was just her standing outside a mansion with huge iron gates and snow-covered hedges wearing a white jumper, looking pure and beautiful.
She also never seems to change in physical appearance, except for what she is wearing or where she is.
But the thing that confuses me, and leads me to wanting to know more, is the fact that I feel a VERY strong connection to this person?
I feel like i'm married to her or something. (Which supports the past-life idea)
Being 17 in real life, and not particularly successful with the ladies, i'd say that I have never ever felt this kind of connection before, and this unknown girl seems to be the only one who can give it to me.
So I came here, since a hivemind > a few minds. ^_^
The character comes in the form of a blonde female, in early 20's in appearance.
I consider her very good looking and we frequently get intimate. The latest occurance was in some kind of low-ceiling stairwell area with a very long ladder we had to climb up to to get there, it was dim in lighting.
The first meeting as I remember was just her standing outside a mansion with huge iron gates and snow-covered hedges wearing a white jumper, looking pure and beautiful.
She also never seems to change in physical appearance, except for what she is wearing or where she is.
But the thing that confuses me, and leads me to wanting to know more, is the fact that I feel a VERY strong connection to this person?
I feel like i'm married to her or something. (Which supports the past-life idea)
Being 17 in real life, and not particularly successful with the ladies, i'd say that I have never ever felt this kind of connection before, and this unknown girl seems to be the only one who can give it to me.