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geewhizz
29-06-2007, 07:51 PM
Hi

First of all I dont like the word 'Ascension'! too damn New agey for my liking but I will use it to communicate.

I prefer the great change.

These are my personal symptoms but I bet you can identify with some of them. These happened over a period of 15-20yrs..

Extreme tiredness-collapsing on bed when home from work
Lucid dreams
Dream flashbacks-maybe 35+ dreams all merging together to form one continuous
Astral Projection
Read Read Read! a quest for knowledge £100s spent on weird and wonderful books
Job hopping
Relationship breakdown because of extreme differing views on life
Loner, no contact with family
Kundalini activation- nasty!
Big toenail blackened and fell off
Skin rashes
Ear problems
Third eye/forehead pressure
Diabetes symptoms but not having diabetes
Blood sugar levels crazy throughout the daylight
extreme hunger
extreme thurst!- 4litres a day sometimes
feeling light and wanting to levitate-not mastered yet!
dizzyness
short term memory loss
not being able to string a sentence together
lactose intolerant
Caffiene intolerant-make dizzyness even worse
diahorrea
nausia
emotions from one extreme to another-happy sad
heart flutters and near heartattack when running
no sympathy for 'Victim mentality' sufferers
not bothering about pensions/future
not wanting kids or marriage
self absorbed
dont read newspapers or watch tv
not interested with 911/illuminati conspricy bull anymore
sensitive to others feelings
stay away from large crowds due to emotion sense overload-other peoples
have no fear
crave balance of every atom in body
Visual perception phenomena-colours are more vivid and vision brighter
etc etc....

the list goes on

Yeas I have been checked out by my doctor and he CANNOT find anything wrong

Who knows eh??

Peace

lapis
30-06-2007, 02:54 AM
Sorry, I have to say something here cause I'm sooooo tired of hearing people bash the "new age". :mad: Sorry geewhizz but I've been hearing this for years and it really amazes me. Here's the deal as I know it:

The whole ascension process is happening now BECAUSE of the fact that we've orbited, transitioned, into the next astrological Age of Aquarius! This is what the term "new age" really means. It IS A "new age", a new astrological Age (about 2,100+ years long).

OK, I feel a tad bit better now. And yes I too have been living through this current "ascension process" personally myself physically since Feb. 1998, so I can understand how unpleasant many many aspects of it really are. It isn't easy turning "Lead into Gold"! ;)

barbitone
30-06-2007, 05:57 AM
Hi Geewhizz. I don't think you bashed anything as far as I'm concerened. New Age is a useless term. Ascension, I agree has some associations that aren't needed. Identification with ups and downs\illusion. Relative perspective. Ascend as OPPOSE to descend. We need not go anywhere. We are.

Anyway, nice thread mate. I could tick of about 80% of those myself. I certainly agree with the "getting tired of focusing on the NWO and Illuminati and that. Once you know; get out. Don't stand there and count the bars in the cell just leave.
One thing I've definetly been noticing is the high pitch tone. Especially when I'm going to sleep it's not the normal tones.....it's like a pulsating, very audible tone.
My dreams are becoming more and more vivid on a regular basis. Not as many random, abstract type of dreams. I feel almost completely out of the mainstream , consciousness loop. I have to put in effort to remember my worries and things. Like "what was I freting about again? .....hmm oh yeah...." because I constantly try to refresh my consciousness into the moment. Everything exists in this moment. There is nothing else.

When I talk like this to people I start to even wonder if I'm making sense ant more, because it is so different to the "norm" perspective. I have to try to remember what the "norm" stance is. Normally it's the absence of a stance.... like "what do you think about the crystal skulls? or the crop circles?" - "the what?" you know.....:rolleyes:

bigus_dickus
30-06-2007, 07:19 AM
to be honest, it looks like you're getting sick...

geewhizz
30-06-2007, 01:17 PM
Hi Barbitone

I used to hear high pitched tones/ringing and whistles up to about 4 yrs ago. It was weird because when I left the UK to go on holiday to the caribbean it stopped as soon as we left British airspace!
It sound to me it is somekind of ELF but I have probably gone through the frequency and come out the otherside:) it will pass my friend


Bigus Dickus wrote to be honest, it looks like you're getting sick...

Im afraid the NHS and BUPA says otherwise mate.

I have had Blood checks, Urine checks, Heart checks and full MOT's

If you dont believe me pal it means nothing to me:cool:

bigus_dickus
30-06-2007, 06:46 PM
Im afraid the NHS and BUPA says otherwise mate.

I have had Blood checks, Urine checks, Heart checks and full MOT's

If you dont believe me pal it means nothing to me:cool:

it's not that i don't believe you. it has happened to me, to feel sick and have medical examinations that revealed i was ok. but, i already knew what was wrong, others made me go to the doctors, they wouldn't leave me alone.

my point is, that they are symptoms alright.. but why are they ascending and not descending symptoms?

earthseed
01-07-2007, 07:50 AM
It is funny how they've got us convinced that the sicker and weaker we get the more evolved we are becoming no they are trying to kill us off okay? I'm sorry that isn't a spiritual experience.

mart
01-07-2007, 09:36 AM
I'm so with you on that one Earthseed.

geewhizz
01-07-2007, 11:39 AM
Earth seed wrote
It is funny how they've got us convinced that the sicker and weaker we get the more evolved we are becoming no they are trying to kill us off okay? I'm sorry that isn't a spiritual experience.

nah mate this happened over a period of 15-20yrs if you read my posting properly

I feel fantastic now. However, my diet is the most important thing, if I dont ground myself with Porridge oats 4 times aday and tuna fish, I am away with the fairies.
I have evolved my consciousness but its hard to keep it in 3D reality.

I wouldnt class myself as devolving you pathetic victim absorbed people.

Im 35yrs old and Im glad Ive been through my experiences

good day to you.

barbitone
01-07-2007, 11:47 AM
I wouldnt class myself as devolving you pathetic victim absorbed people.

:rolleyes: I think that's a line stepper sentence there mate. There are better ways to get the message across.

ngawaka19
01-07-2007, 01:36 PM
:rolleyes: I think that's a line stepper sentence there mate. There are better ways to get the message across.

With you on that one barbitone.


geewhiz,

Is it really this difficult to grow to the next level?

Should it be this difficult?

If so, I don't want to do it.

I'm hoping that these problems of yours, had to do with your environment and or your diet and living habits, including your thought habits.

What an absolute drag for you to have to go thru all that shit. I've always been sure that it was as simple as waking up one day. I haven't reached that stage yet and the rate I'm going probably wont for a while yet, I am a bit older than you so its very inspiring to hear about your growth.

chur

brians201
01-07-2007, 03:23 PM
I wouldnt class myself as devolving you pathetic victim absorbed people.

Im 35yrs old and Im glad Ive been through my experiences

good day to you.[/quote]

================================================== =====

Jeeezz GeeWizz ........ you had a cool thread going there with some fascinating observations which other people had shared also ....... Then you go and blow it with that really ""Devolved"" quote of yours ... It certainly doesn't sound a very ascended way to put across your point !
I wonder what brought that on ?? :eek:

geewhizz
01-07-2007, 03:55 PM
quote myself I wouldnt class myself as devolving you pathetic victim absorbed people.

Im 35yrs old and Im glad Ive been through my experiences

good day to you


mmmm yes It does look a bit strong so I apologise for that. The thing that bothers me is that many of you understand this symptom process and others will never because of their own victimhood mentality, they will never be free. The word 'Pathetic' is a bit strong and eliteist but as many of you know, we havent got that long left now so maybe some people need a strong word or two:(
sorry guys.

ngawaka19
Is it really this difficult to grow to the next level?

Should it be this difficult?

If so, I don't want to do it.

I'm hoping that these problems of yours, had to do with your environment and or your diet and living habits, including your thought habits.

What an absolute drag for you to have to go thru all that shit. I've always been sure that it was as simple as waking up one day. I haven't reached that stage yet and the rate I'm going probably wont for a while yet, I am a bit older than you so its very inspiring to hear about your growth.


I dont think everyone wil go through this as bad as me and I hope you dont. I feel that because of my upbringing and surroundings it did kick me hard, and i mean that bigtime! I also was a bid of a bad person when I was younger.

I am actually an Aquarian and a friend of mine also born under this sign went through the awakening process same as me?? maybe a link for some people:confused: maybe not.

brians201
Jeeezz GeeWizz ........ you had a cool thread going there with some fascinating observations which other people had shared also ....... Then you go and blow it with that really ""Devolved"" quote of yours ... It certainly doesn't sound a very ascended way to put across your point !
I wonder what brought that on ??

Mate just because Im going through this {and the worst is over I hope} it doesnt mean I have to be the stereotypical 'Ascended Master' does it? ha ha ha
Oh yes I will love everyone and everything, I will leap and glide around kissing the birds and the trees.....ahhh ascension
la la la la laaaaa

brians201
01-07-2007, 04:30 PM
Ascension !!!! ........... I never did buy the Virgin Mary fairytale :rolleyes: But there's nothing wrong with a good feast every now and again .. :p

I never really got any of your symptoms but sometimes just sitting down in a grassy place by a stream can bring tears to my eyes and shivers down my spine as I breathe in Mother Earth ..

geewhizz
02-07-2007, 07:49 PM
brians201

I never really got any of your symptoms but sometimes just sitting down in a grassy place by a stream can bring tears to my eyes and shivers down my spine as I breathe in Mother Earth ..

I know what you mean with this.

Mother Earth may be an illusion but it sometimes feels overwhelming:)

logic bomb
12-07-2007, 07:37 AM
Geewhizz, I also don't think you were bashing the New Age at all there but recognizing it for what it really is.

Just because someone is experiencing the powerful energies of our time and the "Ascension" doesn't mean they have to buy into Theosophical bullshit.

Have you ever wondered why we have terms like "ascension" and how most of the channelings come from entities with biblical names. Think about that for a second.

[Paragraph removed for reasons of personal safety upon request - Thanks, you know who you are :)]

lb

mariag
19-07-2007, 10:16 PM
Hello everybody ,I am newly awake and i must say that i feel great , everyday is a new adventure, I have no fears anymore nor any regrets ,I feel enlightened and one with one ..
Love to you all

lapis
16-08-2007, 09:11 PM
I hope you're feeling better sidreighn! Have you ever had diabetic problems before?

"Short term memory loss..."

When we're expanding out beyond the consciousness and energetic 'box' that is the old lower world, many memories, words and terms or names for simple objects, linear time and other things gets all screwed up for awhile. These symptoms usually indicate that we're shifting once again energetically and are having to adapt to the current state of literally existing at a faster higher rate than before. This of course happens repeatedly....like energetically stepping up stair steps.

"Surges of emotion..."

This is another common symptom of higher energetic functioning. Heart chakra activations or just living from that higher energy/consciousness state (our higher Hearts) does cause us to get very emotional and cry over the most horrific and/or the most beautiful and simple of things! As our higher Hearts get more and more fully functional, so will our energetic connection with each other causing everyone to feel and sense far more than we're used to at lower levels of consciousness.

"Try to stay away from large crowds......"

Again, the more we energetically transmute, aka ascend, the harder and more physically, mentally, emotionally and psychically painful it is for us to be near or around other people who've not changed energetically. They aren't real happy being near us either! :D We are now becoming like the other higher frequency nonphysical beings (like 'angels' etc) who've always had a difficult time connecting with us in the old lower frequency world! We're now experiencing this same phenomenon of not being able to cope with any and all lower denser energies/consciousness. ;) A very good sign of what's happening.

"Ear problems...."

Usually ear and/or hearing problems also have to do with our changing levels of frequency. I've learned over the years that when I increase or expand my vibratory rate, my physical hearing changes. My own voice sounds different to me. Also when we make these energetic expansions our hearing will buzz, hum, click, ring and feel like there's greater pressure in our ears. There is because we've moved up or become slightly less physically dense once again and we often perceive this shifting in our hearing and ears too.

lapis
17-08-2007, 07:25 PM
sidreighn,

If I post about something and list specifics like I did in my earlier post, its because I've personally lived those things myself many times; not just once or twice but constantly for many years. I wouldn't be so bold otherwise.

I've also discovered some other people who write articles, books, and lecture about this same ascension information. When I discover other information, after the fact, that exactly matches the many different things I've lived with for the past 10 years now then I'm pretty rock solid confident with what it is and why. This is the way my life's gone with so many of these sorts of 'unusual' things, not just ascension symptoms.

Don't feel bad for being sceptial, it's a much needed trait now. But also be as discerning as you can so you'll perceive a much larger field of 'reality', because there's a lot going on now.

lapis
18-08-2007, 11:23 PM
sidreighn,

You didn't offend me at all, just the opposite actually! I deeply appreciated the way you so kindly asked me something instead of calling me names or labeling me some trendy term you really know nothing about.

If I understand your post correctly, the "old wisdom" as you called it, is exactly what is returning now! That and much more. Over the past 4 years, occasionally I've posts this:

The second coming is us! ;)

About the "pie in the sky" stuff you mentioned, I'm not totally sure what you're referring to. I'm not selling any partiular belief systems, only sharing what I personally have experienced and learned. I know that it's up to all of us to discern everything we read everywhere and the "ascension" process is no different. If it dosen't hit you in the heart/gut like a ton of bricks, then you haven't yet been activated by these higher frequency energies. I personally don't think everyone will....but the majority will and soon and that will cause some huge panic and confusion in many people. This has been happening already.

Another aspect of all this is that I don't personally expect Internet access to be available constantly (like we're used to) as the years progress towards 2011 and 2012. Because of that, I and many other people have been posting over the past few years what we've learned, what we personally experience, and the changes because of them (the ascension process) to try and help people being activated behind us with all of these activations and changes etc. In other words I and other people are trying to as gently as we can, openly share some of the "old wisdom" that's returning now due to our living the ascension process. But....you always discern for yourself please because that's what we're supposed to be doing finally.

You didn't offend me at all. :)

beldazar
23-12-2007, 09:59 PM
Hi Everyone! Im new to all this, only been a week or two since I found out that all this is a Virtual Reality. The symptoms I had were the feeling that I was going MAD and would need a shrink but knew that a shrink would try to 'fix' me, then I felt like I wanted to rise out of my body and fly away. After that I felt like there were miniscule trembles going on inside my stomach, next came the feeling that I had a big strong butterfly fluttering away in the centre of my ribcage, after that came a pressure at the back of my head, it wasnt like a headache, more like my brains were swelling up. Last night I felt the top of my head, Im not sure if it was cold or warm air coming in or out. Now I have pressure at the front of my forehead, rather like a palm pressing there which has got stronger but certainly isnt painful. I dont feel anything else but if there is more to come...Bring it on I say!!!!!!! Love to all! xxxxxx

swoarg
24-12-2007, 01:56 AM
strange caus have allso had the same symptons i am sceptic but for some reason i am here i put mine down to a diary and lactose intolarance that i never knew i had which gave me most of those symptons and some pain most of my life, which with all this going on lead to depresion but once i stopped using cows milk it all became clear hmm 40 years of discomfort though but i still think there is more to it and would realy like to think i am ascending feels like it some times

pennycat
25-04-2008, 12:28 AM
described me to a tee. Wow!

ticker
25-04-2008, 02:44 AM
Great thread OP! I hope you start feeling better :)

At 19, all of this is very overwhelming to me and pretty tough at times. A year or so ago I was the high school jock, weekend warrior (getting hammered all the time), always doing something and going out with people.. being "cool".

Now I enjoy reading books, taking walks along the water, going for a hike in the woods, spending time with the people I care about, all of that good stuff and I love it! I've always been relatively intelligent in school but my knowledge in the past year as well as my wisdom has increased a great deal (not to mention my maturity:rolleyes:). At times my thoughts become so complex and fast I really don't know how to describe it. I really can't put it into words, but in those moments I can make sense of everything.. of life and deep down I think that is what everyone wants.. a sense of belonging, purpose, "knowing", not "believing". I feel like I've learned so much and become such a better person I can't imagine how I would be in 10 years from now.. though the fate of our planet does seem somewhat distorted.. so I don't know if I will get that chance in this lifetime.

The past year or so I've changed big time, but I couldn't imagine living any other way anymore. I was a very angry/competitive/cocky kid although I was a good person deep down. Sure ignorance might be bliss, but there is so much more to appreciate about life now. It is nice to have people to talk with on here as I'm sure you can imagine ascension (or w/e you chose to call it) and anything in relation to it isn't exactly a hot topic for teenage boys. Anyways, ill stop rambling on :p.


TiCkEr

sevenworlds
25-04-2008, 01:34 PM
I've had many of the symptoms of the original poster.

I'm 28 now but shortly after I left school and got my first job, when I was 17, I went through an "illness" 3 months into the job. It started with me feeling totally spaced out, I couldn't concentrate, people talking just sounded like muffled noise, and my body was completely exhausted. That first time it lasted a week and I thought it was the flu or some bug.

From then on, I would be at work for a month then off sick for a week then back for a month and so on until it got to the point where I was off work more than I was there. I didn't know what the hell was going on. Even while I was sick I couldn't do anything. If I tried to read or watch tv I didn't have the energy or couldn't make sense of it. I also had strange things happening on the days I managed to go to work. Once I was looking at the clock and the hands were at the 3 o'clock position but I kept reading it as 9 o'clock, even though I knew it couldn't possibly be that time. That happened a lot whenever I tried to read the time. I also got dizziness and feeling light-headed while I was at work.

I went to the doctor many times during this period. He kept saying it was a "virus" at first. I had tingling, crawling sensations in my head a lot and when I explained that to him he said it would be "the virus rushing through my bloodstream in my head". (Now I understand that it was my crown chakra being activated). Eventually I was sent for various tests, brain scans, all sorts and they couldn't find anything. I was diagnosed as having Chronic Fatigue Syndrome or ME. I had to quit my job and it took about 2 - 3 years to recover.

From then until the end of 2006, I could at least function and seemed back to normal although I would have intense mood swings and felt a sort of depression always looming over me, sometimes suicidal. Just a feeling of something not being quite right. I assumed I was over the "CFS/ME" but I never felt quite the same.

At the end of 2006, a series of bizarre coincidences led me to David Icke and after watching one of his talks everything clicked. I hadn't had any prior knowledge of conspiracies or spirituality but everything he was saying resonated as the truth to me. That started a 3 month period of reading up and watching everything I could find on conspiracies (I just seemed to be doing this on auto-pilot) and then I started being led more towards spirituality. I accidently stumbled upon Eckhart Tolle, watched one of his talks and within 20 mins felt a strange peace within me. It was the same sort of inner knowing that I got from Icke but it felt deeper. That was at the beginning of 2007.

From then on, it seems everything has really exploded for me. I started actually seeing the world differently with my eyes. Everything looked crisp and just like Icke describes it, "as if you are looking through one of those 3D viewfinders". Last year was just a crazy time for me. I was 27 then, my mother died suddenly in March. She had been in perfect health but died of a stroke at 47. There was a family bust up which has left me with only my brother, dad and gran for contact. I had to move house unexpectedly. The family cat also died. He was 17. The number 7 became very significant and I realised that number had been prominent in my life and my mum's for a long time.

I had all sorts of visions, realisations, synchronicities, blissful states, odd body movements which were out of my control, so many weird and wonderful things happened along with the tougher aspects. I got all these insights and suddenly knew that my "illness" 10 years earlier had actually been the activation of this energy.

I'm still in the process of this "awakening" but it seems to be getting more intense, with less of the bliss, as if it's really getting to the deeper stuff now. Some people call it the "kundalini awakening" and various other terms. I don't know anymore, all I know is it's an incredible force which works through you, clearing your body of everything you've ever known. It doesn't care about your everyday lifestyle, jobs, friendships, etc. It's only concern seems to be to purify your body in any way it can.

Anyone who tells you spirituality or awakening is an airy-fairy walk in the park clearly has no idea. This is a natural force like an earthquake or volcano. It will shake the foundations of your life any way it pleases until you surrender and accept. I've given up on trying to put labels on it now. I don't even like using the word "spiritual" or "awakening" or any of those terms. I simply use them for communication purposes. I have no idea how long this will last and who or what I'll end up being at the end of it all but despite it being very hardgoing at times, I wouldn't change anything. I know deep down this is right and so I'd say to anyone else going through similar symptoms, hang in there.

kezann
25-04-2008, 06:37 PM
Hi Peeps!

Well I couldn't miss this thread, now could I?

I was in awe reading what you all wrote (I won't mention the hiccup at the beginning, which you all so excellently came through).

Isn't it amazing how similar our experiences are? I'm not talking stuff like 'I randomly went grey at the age of 12 and once had a parrot called Steve' or anything. But it's so obvious that the most of us, whether we know it or not, are actually far more advanced than we give ourselves credit for.

For instance, Mariag wrote

Hello everybody ,I am newly awake and i must say that i feel great , everyday is a new adventure, I have no fears anymore nor any regrets ,I feel enlightened and one with one ..
Love to you all

Love to you too Mariag, you sound like such a sweetie. I wanna hug ya to bits, I felt the sunshine in that post.

Another one that caught my eye was Sevenworlds

Anyone who tells you spirituality or awakening is an airy-fairy walk in the park clearly has no idea. This is a natural force like an earthquake or volcano. It will shake the foundations of your life any way it pleases until you surrender and accept. I've given up on trying to put labels on it now. I don't even like using the word "spiritual" or "awakening" or any of those terms. I simply use them for communication purposes. I have no idea how long this will last and who or what I'll end up being at the end of it all but despite it being very hardgoing at times, I wouldn't change anything. I know deep down this is right and so I'd say to anyone else going through similar symptoms, hang in there.

Couldn't have written it better myself! This is a tough road we're all 'converging' on right now and, providing we remember that we're all on the same side, we have an opportunity here to bond together and really get some shit kicked off! I wouldn't consider myself ascended. I wasn't particularly aware of what the term meant until I started reading this thread, and I can't say I'm much more enlightened now tbh. But I know that something amazing is happening here that we're all a part of, whatever our stage of understanding.

Which brings me neatly onto (and I'll use it as an ender too I love it so much) my absolute favourite. I take my hat off and prostrate myself in praise at the feet of Lapis, who wrote

The second coming is us!

Amen!

Love n hugs

Kerry-Ann
xXx

pennycat
25-04-2008, 10:12 PM
I find the physical symptoms interesting, what causes the heart flutters, thirst, rashes and headaches?

Lucid dreams
Dream flashbacks-maybe 35+ dreams all merging together to form one continuous
Astral Projection
Read Read Read! a quest for knowledge £100s spent on weird and wonderful books
Loner, no contact with family - been that way for years
Skin rashes
Ear problems
Third eye/forehead pressure
Diabetes symptoms but not having diabetes
Blood sugar levels crazy throughout the daylight
extreme hunger
extreme thurst!- 4litres a day sometimes
feeling light and wanting to levitate-not mastered yet! - Does dancing count, (if you hated it because you had two left shoes on two right feet)?
dizzyness
short term memory loss
not being able to string a sentence together - not new
lactose intolerant
Caffiene intolerant-make dizzyness even worse
diahorrea
nausia
emotions from one extreme to another-happy sad
heart flutters and near heartattack when running - scary lately.
no sympathy for 'Victim mentality' sufferers - (Oh definitely...)
not bothering about pensions/future - I'd be worried if I suddenly cared.
not wanting kids or marriage - want but forget I have sometimes.
self absorbed
dont read newspapers or watch tv - lies, lies, lies.
not interested with 911/illuminati conspricy bull anymore - How long can you argue that the sky is blue with someone who insists its not.
sensitive to others feelings - yes
stay away from large crowds due to emotion sense overload-other peoples
have no fear
crave balance of every atom in body
Visual perception phenomena-colours are more vivid and vision brighter
etc etc....I'm 40 I'm just getting use to needing glasses to read.

love gina

spinoza
26-04-2008, 11:28 AM
I find the physical symptoms interesting, what causes the heart flutters, thirst, rashes and headaches?

Probably from the realisation that everything is Infinite, we are all One, the Universe is within us, and nothing dies. It is only reborn into a higher life.
I 'suffered' much of the same symptoms, it's just spiritual evolution and being drawn further into the light. You begin to take on some of the qualities of the Sea of Light, such as love, creativity, compassion, intuitve knowledge, limitless capacity for absorbing knowledge, insatiable thirst for beauty (Real Beauty, not superficial).

asentinel
26-04-2008, 12:38 PM
I hope you're feeling better sidreighn! Have you ever had diabetic problems before?

"Short term memory loss..."

HAD MY EYE ON ALZHEIMERS SYMPTOMS! ??

When we're expanding out beyond the consciousness and energetic 'box' that is the old lower world, many memories, words and terms or names for simple objects, linear time and other things gets all screwed up for awhile. These symptoms usually indicate that we're shifting once again energetically and are having to adapt to the current state of literally existing at a faster higher rate than before. This of course happens repeatedly....like energetically stepping up stair steps.

"Surges of emotion..."

TEARS COME AT THE MOST UNGUARDED MOMENTS, SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE YOUR HEART IS BEING SUCKED OUT OF YOUR CHEST! PHYSICAL PAIN IN THE HEART WHEN CONNECTION IS MADE WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE, WHEN THEY ARE THINKING OF YOU AND VICE VERSA.

This is another common symptom of higher energetic functioning. Heart chakra activations or just living from that higher energy/consciousness state (our higher Hearts) does cause us to get very emotional and cry over the most horrific and/or the most beautiful and simple of things! As our higher Hearts get more and more fully functional, so will our energetic connection with each other causing everyone to feel and sense far more than we're used to at lower levels of consciousness.

"Try to stay away from large crowds......"

OH YES, SOMETIMES HAVE TO AVOID IF SUDDENLY UNPLANNED EXPOSURE LEADS TO PANIC ATTACK. CAN FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE TAKING CHUNKS OFF YOUR ENERGY BODY, MUST STOP AND DRAW IN ENERGY BODY CLOSE, SMALLER SO THAT YOU DON'T FEEL RIPPED TO SHREDS. ESPECIALLY NOTICABLE IF YOU HAVE BEEN FASTING AND/OR NOT SOCIALISING MUCH. ALSO IF YOU HAVE BEEN FASTING OR ISOLATING, THE COLOURS SEEM TO JUMP OUT LIKE VIVID 3D PROJECTIONS.

Again, the more we energetically transmute, aka ascend, the harder and more physically, mentally, emotionally and psychically painful it is for us to be near or around other people who've not changed energetically. They aren't real happy being near us either! :D We are now becoming like the other higher frequency nonphysical beings (like 'angels' etc) who've always had a difficult time connecting with us in the old lower frequency world! We're now experiencing this same phenomenon of not being able to cope with any and all lower denser energies/consciousness. ;) A very good sign of what's happening.

"Ear problems...."

SOMETIMES A POPPING, LIKE YOU HAVE CLIMBED UP TO ANOTHER ALTITUDE WHERE ENERGY IS MORE REFINED. OTHERS STANDING NEARBY WILL SOMETIMES NOTICE AND HEAR MY EARS POP! THEY MAY SAY THEY CANNOT STAND TOO CLOSE AS THEY FEEL LIKE A BILLOWING/ROLLING CLOUD/SURGE OF ENERGY PUSHING AT THEM. (OMG, HOPE THEY ARE NOT TELLING ME TO CHANGE DEODORANTS!!)

ANYONE ELSE GET A SERIES OF NOSE BLEEDS, THEN AFTER A WHILE IT SETTLES DOWN. SAME WITH HEADACHES.

Usually ear and/or hearing problems also have to do with our changing levels of frequency. I've learned over the years that when I increase or expand my vibratory rate, my physical hearing changes. My own voice sounds different to me. Also when we make these energetic expansions our hearing will buzz, hum, click, ring and feel like there's greater pressure in our ears. There is because we've moved up or become slightly less physically dense once again and we often perceive this shifting in our hearing and ears too.


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Now this is disturbing, sometimes when I watching a little of the dumb television because I am only wanting non-challenging mind-numbing distraction, that is what I get, cannot seem to stay awake, like it is hypnotising me, and I will jolt awake again, after hearing a buzzing sound like the programme has gone off station and they are broadcasting some sort of noise, this has happened often lately. It is like a signal, and I turn off the silly thing, however it is quite horrific to think many people may not even notice this.

Sometimes I feel a acupuncture meridan will "light up" and pain/heat will flow right down to a toe.

Who knows, are they processing us all like fried chickens??

Short term memory is a worry at times, and it is helpful to keep a list of things you wish to achieve in your daily routine, otherwise it is easy to get distracted.

Have had disconnections with people and family, and cannot see relevance or common ground to operate from. Insight of memory revisited regarding difficult relationships eg. relatives passed over.

That's about all I can think of for the moment, you see another glitch coming.... :eek:

kezann
26-04-2008, 12:58 PM
Who knows, are they processing us all like fried chickens??

Short term memory is a worry at times, and it is helpful to keep a list of things you wish to achieve in your daily routine, otherwise it is easy to get distracted.

That's exactly what they are doing hun. The television is singularly the most powerful tool they have to control us. 400 channels programming us into fear, apathy, negativity, judgement, cruelty and self-loathing.

Of course, they started that to us at the age of four! The TV means, of course, that they can reach us from the get-go.

There's no wonder we all have memory problems, our brains are constantly bombarded with so much crap, most of which is purposefully designed to make no sense, that we're mentally chasing our tails all day to find anything that we placed there.

I guess I can't really relate to most of the physical symptoms as I have MS, and they come with the territory.

It would be interesting to know what effect that noise has on the human brain though. Do we have a scientist in the house? Maybe it's to zombie us down a bit, or make us scared, or angry. Just a thought.

Love to all

Kerry-Ann
xXx

spinoza
26-04-2008, 03:00 PM
That's exactly what they are doing hun. The television is singularly the most powerful tool they have to control us. 400 channels programming us into fear, apathy, negativity, judgement, cruelty and self-loathing.

Of course, they started that to us at the age of four! The TV means, of course, that they can reach us from the get-go.

There's no wonder we all have memory problems, our brains are constantly bombarded with so much crap, most of which is purposefully designed to make no sense, that we're mentally chasing our tails all day to find anything that we placed there.

You hit the nail on the head here.
I've also been exploring that the fact TV is so addictive is not down to the 'entertaining' programming at all. It's because our souls are all part of the Infinite unity of things, and wish to be attached at all times to the infinite: for the weakness of our nature, it could not subsist without love to strengthen it. As materialist society keeps us away from realising the ocean of light within, our minds are attracted by whatever offers its energy towards us. Like TV, and electronic consumerables.
The scary thing is, people have been made easily susceptible to brainwashing without the light which guides, because the powerful structure of the illimitable universe has been, for most, been diluted into materialist time-space delusions. It's not the universe which has been changed, it's our perception of it. And perceptions/thoughts of things can alter the way they affect us - fact. For unity, the partnership between micro and macrocosm needs to reciprocate.
When two things (the soul and the universe) reciprocate become entwined in divine oneness (which they were never meant to be divisible from), herein lies perfect knowledge, perfect love, perfect freedom.

pennycat
27-04-2008, 02:06 AM
At least.;)

lapis
28-04-2008, 11:32 PM
kezann,

I just wanted to say a big thank you for your very kind words earlier. :)

geewhizz
29-04-2008, 09:17 PM
Pennycat dissected and altered my original posting
I find the physical symptoms interesting, what causes the heart flutters, thirst, rashes and headaches?

Lucid dreams
Dream flashbacks-maybe 35+ dreams all merging together to form one continuous
Astral Projection
Read Read Read! a quest for knowledge £100s spent on weird and wonderful books
Loner, no contact with family - been that way for years
Skin rashes
Ear problems
Third eye/forehead pressure
Diabetes symptoms but not having diabetes
Blood sugar levels crazy throughout the daylight
extreme hunger
extreme thurst!- 4litres a day sometimes
feeling light and wanting to levitate-not mastered yet! - Does dancing count, (if you hated it because you had two left shoes on two right feet)?
dizzyness
short term memory loss
not being able to string a sentence together - not new
lactose intolerant
Caffiene intolerant-make dizzyness even worse
diahorrea
nausia
emotions from one extreme to another-happy sad
heart flutters and near heartattack when running - scary lately.
no sympathy for 'Victim mentality' sufferers - (Oh definitely...)
not bothering about pensions/future - I'd be worried if I suddenly cared.
not wanting kids or marriage - want but forget I have sometimes.
self absorbed
dont read newspapers or watch tv - lies, lies, lies.
not interested with 911/illuminati conspricy bull anymore - How long can you argue that the sky is blue with someone who insists its not.
sensitive to others feelings - yes
stay away from large crowds due to emotion sense overload-other peoples
have no fear
crave balance of every atom in body
Visual perception phenomena-colours are more vivid and vision brighter
etc etc....I'm 40 I'm just getting use to needing glasses to read.

love gina

Why???

spinoza
01-05-2008, 01:52 PM
She was pointing out her symptoms of the transcendent life were distinctly similar to yours, proving a universality to them. Proving....the transcendent is common to all humans. Proving....life without the Infinite is a lie.

tootrue
18-01-2009, 01:58 PM
Hi

First of all I dont like the word 'Ascension'! too damn New agey for my liking but I will use it to communicate.




dont use 'Ascension', if you are going to talk about Awakening
Where are we, or anyone else
going to ascend to? To the higher realms? How is it any better there, than here?

budda_i_am_awake
06-09-2010, 02:03 PM
Earth seed wrote


nah mate this happened over a period of 15-20yrs if you read my posting properly

I feel fantastic now. However, my diet is the most important thing, if I dont ground myself with Porridge oats 4 times aday and tuna fish, I am away with the fairies.
I have evolved my consciousness but its hard to keep it in 3D reality.

I wouldnt class myself as devolving you pathetic victim absorbed people.

Im 35yrs old and Im glad Ive been through my experiences

good day to you.

tuna is full of mecury! IGNORE THIS PERSON THEY AR MIXING TRUTH WITH LIES! THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE THAT GETTING ILL IS BETTER! MEDITATION AND AWAKING SHOULD MAKE YOU CLOSER TO THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE NOT SEEK SOLATUDE! IT SHOULD MAKE YOU FEELSCARED FOR THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE THIS PERSON IS NOT EXPERENCE SPIRITUAL AWAKENING I BE SUPRICED IF THIS IS NOT ALL MADE UP.

TUNA IS BAD! PORAGE I THINK HAS GLUTEN IN... IGNORE THIS ALL!

ambler1980
06-09-2010, 10:19 PM
Extreme tiredness-collapsing on bed when home from work
Lucid dreams
Dream flashbacks-maybe 35+ dreams all merging together to form one continuous
Astral Projection
Read Read Read! a quest for knowledge £100s spent on weird and wonderful books
Job hopping
Relationship breakdown because of extreme differing views on life
Loner, no contact with family
Kundalini activation- nasty!
Big toenail blackened and fell off
Skin rashes
Ear problems
Third eye/forehead pressure
Diabetes symptoms but not having diabetes
Blood sugar levels crazy throughout the daylight
extreme hunger
extreme thurst!- 4litres a day sometimes
feeling light and wanting to levitate-not mastered yet!
dizzyness
short term memory loss
not being able to string a sentence together
lactose intolerant
Caffiene intolerant-make dizzyness even worse
diahorrea
nausia
emotions from one extreme to another-happy sad
heart flutters and near heartattack when running
no sympathy for 'Victim mentality' sufferers
not bothering about pensions/future
not wanting kids or marriage
self absorbed
dont read newspapers or watch tv
not interested with 911/illuminati conspricy bull anymore
sensitive to others feelings
stay away from large crowds due to emotion sense overload-other peoples
have no fear
crave balance of every atom in body
Visual perception phenomena-colours are more vivid and vision brighter
etc etc....



wow, this has been me to a tee ever since 2003. i made a rhyme :D

sevenworlds
07-09-2010, 03:19 PM
I haven't posted here for a long time but I saw this thread had come up again which I'd posted on back in 2008. To add a few things...

I want to stress that all these symptoms and effects are just that - effects. Some people get the idea that these things or Kundalini or whatever you want to call it is the actual awakening. I question what is there to awaken anyway, but if we are to use that term, it means nothing unless the thought-mechanism has come to a halt.

You, as you know yourself, must cease to exist otherwise the things we are talking about in this thread are just experiences, however radical they seem.

These effects and symptoms happen to the body, not to you. You were never asleep and so there is nothing to awaken to. It is just seen what you are not. The person who wants to awaken is the one who disappears, or to put it another way, is seen to be false and never was real at any point.

In seeing that, so much energy is released throughout the body. Energy that was serving this false idea of yourself and stored in every cell of the body is freed up and that can result in aches, pains and all sorts of strange phenomenon that you experience.

Thought, in trying to sustain itself, will attempt to give importance to these experiences, to add them to the false sense of yourself, and so as far as I see, much of the advice being dished out all over the place about ascension and awakening is perpetuating this. You can see this for yourself, don't listen to me.