aegis
27-05-2007, 03:35 AM
Greetings everyone, as you can gather from the title, I have some problems I need help with...
I Warn you that this is pretty long, and definately not the whole of it:
A week ago, I decided I wanted to research old civilizations, and I had started seeing them as all quite similar...
This led me to a book called the 12th. planet, which confirmed something I was already suspecting, that we were created by those who descended from the skies, at least thats how the oldst known sumerian artifacts say it...
This has led me into an insane spiral...
As a child, I was known to draw pictures of the greys ever since kindergarten... I have memories of beings, but I always equated it to a child's imagination, as I say, if you watch and talk to a child for long enough, it almost seems as if they're high on drugs with some of the things they say...
Well I needed to figure everything out, which led me to children of the matrix, which I am at the end of now, and what brought me to this forum in hopes of help...
I have one of my first memories being, a tall skinny doctor, an exact picture i cant see in my head... I remember being given a yellow baloon, laid on a table, and then this doctor stuck a needle deep into the heel of my foot, and i remember it hurt quite a lot... (my mother says this never happened and she refused to give me any innoculations all my life)
My next memory is standing alone in the living room, looking out at a dark blue clouded sky at either first sunrse or end of sunset...
After this we moved to another province, BC(Canada) where I remember being in bed as a child, I had woken up and saw a red square in my wall which then turned black and inside i could see a few taller, black shadowed figures, and infront of them, in a line of about 12x4 standing infront of these figures, only they diddnt look like the "greys" ,they were much smaller, diddnt seem to have arms, and almost looked like those little robots from the ninja turtles cartoons that were a chomping mouth with legs basically... I grabbed a plastc sword beside my bed, yelled I have the power (as I was a He-Man freak as a kid) and ran past them, sword pointed at them, out the door and into my mom's room, I find it odd that the beings diddnt do anything, they just stood there as the little grey ones bobbled almost a bit in their lineup...
from here we move again, and in this house, a friend of the family (susposedly) gave me a deck of tarot cards... they are called the "Tarot of the GOLDEN DAWN", I have seen a refrence to the golden dawn being linked to the illuminati, and felt an instant chill...
At this house I have seen somesort of tall being hiding almost, against a tree, my friend saw this as well he claimed... I had also remembered from this time period, trying to run from two, short, grey monsters, I only glanced at them, but I ran upstairs, and in the process of running through the kitchen, heading towards my moms room, everything... slowed down... i could almost hear laughter from them then... I remember i tried best I could to run but just fell face down shortly....
Here is why I am freaked right now as, the house we moved to after this,and the guy who gave me this golden dawn tarot, was staying there as well then, I VIVIDLY remember getting up in my room, wondering why I could smell matches...
as i got up I felt extremely slow in the head,like i had been up really late and awoken after only an hours sleep, i opened my room door and took an immediate left to try and go check on my little sister, as i thought something might have been wrong, as i tried to turn her door knob, everything got slow again, but i couldnt open her door.. my mom's door being 2 feet from her's, I tried for that next, but couldn't open it...
Something then almost told me I should go back to sleep, but right then i remember, it smells like matches... what if there is a fire? and i turned around and started to stumble from the hallway into where it met the living room... Here it is a blurr, my senses only remember smelling matches, a tall black blurr, another tall rey blurr and possibly 1-2 more behiend him, all in my living room, and a voice saying in no tone which I can remember "turn around, go back into your room and go to bed...
So I did just that... While laying there i remembered seeing an almost smoky haze before the window.. outside all i saw was grey overcast clouds, so I know this was in the early morning hours and not night...
Since then, nothing much happened, I know i would go camp out in my tent alone on the odd night though, which I can't help wondering why I'd want to do that in retrospect...
Recently, my sister and I saw a ufo, it seemed to change colors based around a bright white, it was a sphere shape.. I got about 3 minutes of it on my digital camera video mode, which I'd be happy to share if anyone wants to see...
Shortly after I recorded this, I was downtown, and a fair skinned asian girl wearing black glasses, leather pants and a tight black shirt, approached me when I was sitting on a bus, a crowded one I might add, and she said "Hi... I've seen you around, and I have something I'm sure will interest you" I just said OK, and she handed me a business card that said something along the lines of "worship of the light bringer" near a symbol, I remembered i diddn't recognize it at the time... from what I remember, it was something very similar to that of that freemason crest they use...
All these things, are getting to me..
I happen to be 6'4, my sister 6'0, I have light brown hair with blondish natural streaks, a blonde and brown beard, she is brunette, we both are fair skined and have blue eyes...
my uncle paid for our geneology a couple of years ago and said to me "looks like we come from Vikings, you couldn't draw a straighter line from "leif erickson" to us"
I diddn't know who Leif Erickson was, I now do and well...
I believe I must be of this bloodline, I believe they have been after me for years..
Only reasons I can say i'm not dead or a clone right now is, my mother has always been "new age" and perhaps enlightened, always moved us to another house after enough stories... and I myself couldn't want to fight these things more.
Ever since I was old enough to think I could fight them,that has always been my attitude, which I think is all that saved me from the dissection scenarios...
As I grew older, I stopped thinking about them with such beleif... until now...
And now I am in a constant state of anxiety, my sword has been laying next to me ever since I found out we are born of alien DNA...
Now I hear of the Illuminati...
I went to our local freemasonary building lastnight... there I saw their gift shop called "The Sheep's Wool" above the store sign you see a cest of what looks like a large Bee... I see then their catering company, called "Ambrosia Catering" with a giant rose as its symbol which sits atop the free mason symbol.
It all looks true, the Illuminati seem to be not hidden, but proven to me...
I Can't sleep anymore... I can't help but think that "they" know that I know, and they know I will fight...
They always come when you sleep... and thats where I can't fight them now that I learn they are indeed of flesh.
I'm just asking anyone out there who knows anything about this... help me???
Is it true that I am indeed a "son of Thor"? Was he truely evil?
Is there any way warding them off?
Is there any way other than taking drugs that I can sleep?
I don't know how to think or feel anymore... what I do know is, I am anxious to all hell, I havn't slept in over 28 hours, I am not afraid to fight, just afraid to be taken when I cannot...
Can anyone out there shed any light on anything for me???
I would be eternally grateful...
Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this....
Heres hoping...
I Warn you that this is pretty long, and definately not the whole of it:
A week ago, I decided I wanted to research old civilizations, and I had started seeing them as all quite similar...
This led me to a book called the 12th. planet, which confirmed something I was already suspecting, that we were created by those who descended from the skies, at least thats how the oldst known sumerian artifacts say it...
This has led me into an insane spiral...
As a child, I was known to draw pictures of the greys ever since kindergarten... I have memories of beings, but I always equated it to a child's imagination, as I say, if you watch and talk to a child for long enough, it almost seems as if they're high on drugs with some of the things they say...
Well I needed to figure everything out, which led me to children of the matrix, which I am at the end of now, and what brought me to this forum in hopes of help...
I have one of my first memories being, a tall skinny doctor, an exact picture i cant see in my head... I remember being given a yellow baloon, laid on a table, and then this doctor stuck a needle deep into the heel of my foot, and i remember it hurt quite a lot... (my mother says this never happened and she refused to give me any innoculations all my life)
My next memory is standing alone in the living room, looking out at a dark blue clouded sky at either first sunrse or end of sunset...
After this we moved to another province, BC(Canada) where I remember being in bed as a child, I had woken up and saw a red square in my wall which then turned black and inside i could see a few taller, black shadowed figures, and infront of them, in a line of about 12x4 standing infront of these figures, only they diddnt look like the "greys" ,they were much smaller, diddnt seem to have arms, and almost looked like those little robots from the ninja turtles cartoons that were a chomping mouth with legs basically... I grabbed a plastc sword beside my bed, yelled I have the power (as I was a He-Man freak as a kid) and ran past them, sword pointed at them, out the door and into my mom's room, I find it odd that the beings diddnt do anything, they just stood there as the little grey ones bobbled almost a bit in their lineup...
from here we move again, and in this house, a friend of the family (susposedly) gave me a deck of tarot cards... they are called the "Tarot of the GOLDEN DAWN", I have seen a refrence to the golden dawn being linked to the illuminati, and felt an instant chill...
At this house I have seen somesort of tall being hiding almost, against a tree, my friend saw this as well he claimed... I had also remembered from this time period, trying to run from two, short, grey monsters, I only glanced at them, but I ran upstairs, and in the process of running through the kitchen, heading towards my moms room, everything... slowed down... i could almost hear laughter from them then... I remember i tried best I could to run but just fell face down shortly....
Here is why I am freaked right now as, the house we moved to after this,and the guy who gave me this golden dawn tarot, was staying there as well then, I VIVIDLY remember getting up in my room, wondering why I could smell matches...
as i got up I felt extremely slow in the head,like i had been up really late and awoken after only an hours sleep, i opened my room door and took an immediate left to try and go check on my little sister, as i thought something might have been wrong, as i tried to turn her door knob, everything got slow again, but i couldnt open her door.. my mom's door being 2 feet from her's, I tried for that next, but couldn't open it...
Something then almost told me I should go back to sleep, but right then i remember, it smells like matches... what if there is a fire? and i turned around and started to stumble from the hallway into where it met the living room... Here it is a blurr, my senses only remember smelling matches, a tall black blurr, another tall rey blurr and possibly 1-2 more behiend him, all in my living room, and a voice saying in no tone which I can remember "turn around, go back into your room and go to bed...
So I did just that... While laying there i remembered seeing an almost smoky haze before the window.. outside all i saw was grey overcast clouds, so I know this was in the early morning hours and not night...
Since then, nothing much happened, I know i would go camp out in my tent alone on the odd night though, which I can't help wondering why I'd want to do that in retrospect...
Recently, my sister and I saw a ufo, it seemed to change colors based around a bright white, it was a sphere shape.. I got about 3 minutes of it on my digital camera video mode, which I'd be happy to share if anyone wants to see...
Shortly after I recorded this, I was downtown, and a fair skinned asian girl wearing black glasses, leather pants and a tight black shirt, approached me when I was sitting on a bus, a crowded one I might add, and she said "Hi... I've seen you around, and I have something I'm sure will interest you" I just said OK, and she handed me a business card that said something along the lines of "worship of the light bringer" near a symbol, I remembered i diddn't recognize it at the time... from what I remember, it was something very similar to that of that freemason crest they use...
All these things, are getting to me..
I happen to be 6'4, my sister 6'0, I have light brown hair with blondish natural streaks, a blonde and brown beard, she is brunette, we both are fair skined and have blue eyes...
my uncle paid for our geneology a couple of years ago and said to me "looks like we come from Vikings, you couldn't draw a straighter line from "leif erickson" to us"
I diddn't know who Leif Erickson was, I now do and well...
I believe I must be of this bloodline, I believe they have been after me for years..
Only reasons I can say i'm not dead or a clone right now is, my mother has always been "new age" and perhaps enlightened, always moved us to another house after enough stories... and I myself couldn't want to fight these things more.
Ever since I was old enough to think I could fight them,that has always been my attitude, which I think is all that saved me from the dissection scenarios...
As I grew older, I stopped thinking about them with such beleif... until now...
And now I am in a constant state of anxiety, my sword has been laying next to me ever since I found out we are born of alien DNA...
Now I hear of the Illuminati...
I went to our local freemasonary building lastnight... there I saw their gift shop called "The Sheep's Wool" above the store sign you see a cest of what looks like a large Bee... I see then their catering company, called "Ambrosia Catering" with a giant rose as its symbol which sits atop the free mason symbol.
It all looks true, the Illuminati seem to be not hidden, but proven to me...
I Can't sleep anymore... I can't help but think that "they" know that I know, and they know I will fight...
They always come when you sleep... and thats where I can't fight them now that I learn they are indeed of flesh.
I'm just asking anyone out there who knows anything about this... help me???
Is it true that I am indeed a "son of Thor"? Was he truely evil?
Is there any way warding them off?
Is there any way other than taking drugs that I can sleep?
I don't know how to think or feel anymore... what I do know is, I am anxious to all hell, I havn't slept in over 28 hours, I am not afraid to fight, just afraid to be taken when I cannot...
Can anyone out there shed any light on anything for me???
I would be eternally grateful...
Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this....
Heres hoping...