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ashyr
20-05-2007, 05:38 AM
Greetings.

Im about to replay a recollection of my memory from when i was about 4-5 years old one of my few and far between memorys of a young age.

My parents, me and my baby sister were traveling to my uncle and aunties house which was in a costal bay they owned with a lodge and fishing trawler etc now this was a very very remote area and a very long drive @ that down gravel roads along cliff sides. I destinctly remember seeing this car coming towards us about 300m ahead I knew my father didnt see the car approaching, though out of fear i never said anything, and i knew we were going to crash into him. Very next minuted he came round the corner with his brakes on slid across the road and hit into us. we got front impact and pushed about 5 meters to the left which left our left wheels of the car on the edge of the cliff. I remember we all had to get out my fathers side and my dad held me over the edge and said "see that son, we almost ended up down there" i vaigly remember it being some mammoth droppof down to some water. now we ended up getting the car 2 my uncles late that evening and by that stage i think the lodge was full. My uncle told us ot use the bach in bay next over which was under his control at that time also. the only access to this bay was by boat i think. so we had to scoot out there in the dark in a dinghy with my father,mother and baby sister, when we got there i remmeber it being 1 main room with the kitched attached and a bathroom/toilet and 1 bedroom.
My parents put me in the bedroom and my sister in the main room with them. I remeber screaming heaps cause i could see people through my window and my parents kept puttin me back in the room. Aparently my parents said "I was seeing monkeys" thru the stained glass and windows and found it hard to get me to sleep in the room by myself. Now even at a young age i knew how to be crafty and just pretended to sleep until my parents were in there bed then i knew if i sneaked into there bed they were already in bed they wouldnt put me back. so here i am feeling my way along these walls in the dark. i walked out in the open main room and over to the wall withe the front door and felt my way along the wall until beside my fathers side of the bed. Just then i noticed i had put my hands in somethings mouth. It was the same height as me @ 4-5 years old. Now this "thing" wasnt a person cause there were no KNEE's for me to walkinto it was standing flat against the wall and also i thought it was going to bite my fingers off. but instead it just clamped down on my hand with a bit of pressure and then let go. i was in that state u know were u scream but nothing comes out. i swiftly lept into bed with my parents and lay there scared as anything. In the morning my parents awoke to find the bach had been robbed. Every window and door in the house was open wide. and sunlight beaming in. Also the microwave or whatever it was, had be stolen. i remember my parents initial reaction was "oh uncle peter must have come and grabbed it in the middle of the night" see'ings were next bay over by boat only. seemed logical. until u think shit my uncle's lodge has like how many rooms with how many microwave deepfryers luxuries why would he come al the way over here on boat etc just for that and not wake any one up or whatever? still to this day ask my parents i dont think they know but they always just try to shut me up by saying "oh when u were seeing the monkeys"
aparently thats all they rememebr was me screaming about monkeys in the windows.

they never mention anything about the robbery or whatever it was. i cant actually rememeber me telling them about the fingers in something mouth. thats a bit much for them. but even now i only told the closest people to me and sorta had a chuckle at it.


any ideas anyone?
im open to interp.

some of my own ideas but not drawn conclusions are,

The person was my father trying to steal stuff from my uncle and i found him in the middle of the night. ? (cant explain how he could hide between the wall and the bed at the same height as me but me not run into his knees"

there were monkeys?

there were small people ransaking the place?

why the microwave only?

barbitone
04-06-2007, 02:59 PM
now that is a strange story! how strong are these memories? it sort of sounds like some of the stories of abductions and visitations etc that people often need to visit a hypno-therapist to extract what could be traumatic memories.....such as ET's etc...

Did it feel like a regular mouth? normal teeth?

do you ever suffer from lost time these days or anything?

I'm not sure mate. The monkeys thing too, reminds me of when people have been witnessing strange beings but either the being projects a false memory (in this case monkeys) or your mind does it itself from trauma overload, self-editing, that sort of thing.

Hope you find out....

ashyr
05-06-2007, 02:57 AM
well yeah im a bit reluctant to goto a hyno=therapist. 1. because i have what they call Attention deficit disorder. im doubting my hypnotism is highly unpossible. 2ndly it could be dangerous.

about the teeth. um it was almost like flat smooth teeth. almost like a horse bite. the teeth just applied enough pressure to let me know.

thse memorys are so strong i cant belive i can recall it so long ago but i know what it was. the nervous thing is explaining how it felt and what i felt the meaning of the BITE was.

it was almost asif this thing was as shocked that i had found it as i was. let alone OMG putting my hand in its mouth. u could imagine feeling your way along the wall in the dark. next minute your hands in something smouth.
it just clamped down a bit of pressure and i had this initial thought before freakin out that it was a signal like "i can but wont hurt you" or "this isnt for you" or "youve just entered something you shouldnt have" "you dont realise what youve just done" feeling