Porcelain Heaven

[seeker1111]

A poem about the sad eating disorder, bulemia

Porcelain Heaven

Cold steel beneath my fingers
As the fire burns inside
My friend you're here again
Lets reminisce till dawn

White porcelain its a mirror
The basis of my life
Black rivers find me here
To break this reflection
Flushing down the drain

Touch me just once
Let me feel you come alive
Let me imagine this isn't all there is
I'm so alone
I cannot breath
Suffocation on my lips
I cannot handle this
Anymore

Ive become just like you
Empty and lifeless
Let me plunge myself deep inside
As you let me waste away

White porcelain its a mirror
The basis of my life
Black rivers find me here
To break this reflection
Flushing down the drain

I put my faith in you
As you promised me beautiful life
I cant turn back now
Lies inside of lies
Hurt again
In pain again
All for what
All for this