Why I believe that aliens exist

[midwich cuckoo]

Ok this isn't the easiest of things to admit but...

When I was 8 I met an 'alien', it was sitting on a lamp post in Glasgow during summer 1981.

It was small, about 4 foot tall, it was light gray in colour and had big black almond shaped eyes.

He told me some things which still haunt me to this day. :(

This isn't the only time I've seen 'aliens', I've also seen 'flying saucers' and experienced psychic abilities.

[tinmenace]

Dude! Don't tease us like that! Tell us what he told you! pwease?

[graflok]

He told me some things which still haunt me to this day. :(



Did he tell you how to keep people in suspense? :cool:

graflok

[midwich cuckoo]

Ok but it's not relevent to any of you. :(

It said - "we will drive your mum crazy if you don't do what we want you to do!"

These days I am my mums fulltime carer, she has an unexplainable illness.

Thing is, I have no idea what they wanted me to do. Or at least I don't think I do!?. :confused:

My older sister has also met these things, she called them pixies they talked to her in her bed.

My sister and I also shared the same dreams when we were younger.

[tinmenace]

Yikes! And your sister too, eh? Wow.

When last did any of you see them?

[tinmenace]

Did he tell you how to keep people in suspense? :cool:

graflok

... in suspenders! LMAO!:p :p

[midwich cuckoo]

I knew you guys would think I was mental. :(

This happens with whoever I tell, so I'm not surprised, we are all wired.

[tinmenace]

What made you say that? Nobody has said you're mental....have they?? *scrolling back...*....nope...nobody.

Just interested in the details. But, if you don't feel comfortable sharing them... that's your right.:o

[midwich cuckoo]

I know this will lead into more questions but I'm frustrated at keeping quiet about this.

I've been to see psychiatrists, according to them I am as sane as they come, one of them said watching tv shows like the the X files was to blame, but the X files wasn't on when I was 8 years old and I can't think of anything else like it when I was young, I even drew pictures of this thing, which I wish I still had.

About 2 years later, when I was 10, my mum and I saw a flying saucer, it was roughly 40 - 50 feet in diameter and very shiny, like silver. My mum took photos of it, we both remember this as clear as yesterday, however her camera dissapeared!.

Right after witnessing the 'flying saucer' we suddenly found ourselve's at a house fire in which 2 people died, I know this sounds strange but we can't account for the time in between!.

I have had other strange experiences which I might go into later.

If you haven't already, have a look at this - My First Encounter (http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2404)

[graflok]

I knew you guys would think I was mental. :(

This happens with whoever I tell, so I'm not surprised, we are all wired.

I didn't mean to imply you were "mental." I only meant that to say you saw something extraordinary without giving any details was a bit frustrating for a reader such as myself.

Thanks for telling us about it.

graflok

[mcmenek1]

Hi midwich cuckoo,

I also believe in aliens although I’ve never seen any....I have read up on it and only certain people seem to be abducted......these people seem to be spiritually aware and psychic.....the reason these people are abducted is so they can be shut down vibrationally by having various things done to them like having small implants inserted into the body.......these aliens are obviously frightened of these people......maybe because of what they might reveal.

Maybe you and your mum are being targeted for this reason......its possible they have done something to your mum that’s making her ill......have you tried buying your mum some orgonite this will help to restore your mum’s life force energy.

I’m interested in what you have to say......please tell more........:)

Love
&
Peace

[tinmenace]

Thanks for sharing MC. Sounds like an abduction. Did you and your Mum discuss this possibility?

[indigo]

Right after witnessing the 'flying saucer' we suddenly found ourselve's at a house fire in which 2 people died
Where I used to live we had a fire, no one died but I used to see alot of ufo activity above this place and would also be interested to hear more of your story.

[midwich cuckoo]

My mum took a photo of the flying disk, I remember this clear as day, but when we suddenly found ourselve's standing outside this housefire, my mum noticed that she no longer had the camera. :confused: Also it was suddenly night time!.

Around the same time, my sister and I were playing in my bedroom when we saw a black cat with the strangest big green eyes sitting on the windowsill outside. Ok that doesn't sound too incredible but we lived 3 floors up with about a fifty foot drop. It scared the shit out of us.

The same night we shared a dream about being in a large green field with a strange machine sitting in the middle, for some reason I called it the coal eating machine!?. It was about 20-30 feet in length, about 10 foot high, Rectangular in shape, a bit like a large iron piano, black in colour, with large square teeth surrounding a large rectangular opening at the front. It had a strange smell which I can't really describe, we also woke up with a strange chemically/metalic taste in our mouths.

Surrounding this machine were the kind of tables you find in canteen areas, large rectangular white tables. On the tables were white polystyrene cups, some containing what looked like orange juice, some of them had been knocked or blown over. The place was deserted.

We were shown images of world wide disasters, cities in ruins and also a strange orange powder on the ground!?. And a whole lot of dead people. I got the impression that this was something that is yet to happen.

Regarding my mum, she is a medical mystery doctors are baffled and amazed by her condition. She also has psychic abilities.

I have loads more strange stuff to share another time.

[tinmenace]

Definitely an abduction.

[premasai]

Ok but it's not relevent to any of you. :(

It said - "we will drive your mum crazy if you don't do what we want you to do!"

These days I am my mums fulltime carer, she has an unexplainable illness.

Thing is, I have no idea what they wanted me to do. Or at least I don't think I do!?. :confused:

My older sister has also met these things, she called them pixies they talked to her in her bed.

My sister and I also shared the same dreams when we were younger.


Take my advise and be careful with sharing this type of experiences on such an open forum.

[limelady]

Hello mc

I totally believe you becaue I have seen many UFO's myself. My friend Matthew Delooze had some very weird close encounters with ETs when he was a child. You may like to read his account here:

http://matthew-delooze.blogspot.com/2006/08/alien-abduction-in-lancashire-uk.html

Can I also suggest you try and get hold of a copy of this book
Milabs: Military Mind Control & Alien Abductions
by researchers Helmut Lammer & Marion Lammer.

Amazon.com: Milabs: Military Mind Control & Alien Abduction (9781881532187): Helmut Lammer, Marion Lammer: Books@@AMEPARAM@@http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/413WM7Q15ZL.@@AMEPARAM@@413WM7Q15ZL

You may relate to some of the info it contains, and it may give you some of the answers you still need.

Lime :)

[limelady]

Definitely an abduction.

Oh yes, and abduction alright!

But by whom?

ETs? MILABs (military abduction)? USAPs (Unacknowledged Special Access Projects)?

There are MANY happenings on this planet that are not what they appear to be!

;)

[indigo]

Yes it sounds like an abduction to me too. Something strange happened to me when I was younger, about night turning to day then back to night again and so on kind of like pulstating.....I don't know if anyone else see it, I just thought it was normal so didn't say anything.

That book looks good limelady:eek:

[truthcommission]

Hi midwich,

Here is an interesting report by Dr. Jacques Vallee well known communications science expert who has studied thousands of cases where human beings have observed unusual phenomena. He has found that the human response to such observation is predictable and graphically depictable.

Whether the person's psychological structure is being assaulted by the unusual and shocking brutality of a murder or the strangeness of a UFO sighting, the effect is the same. The last paragraph is particularly relevant.

a. Initially as by a kind of psychological inertia, the mind records fairly objectively what the eye is reporting.

b. But when it has realized the strange nature of the phenomena it goes into shock. The mind likes to live in a comfortable world where it feels it knows what to expect, and that, is not too threatening either physically or psychologically. The unusual dispels the comfortable illusion the mind has created. This shock tears at the very mooring of the human psychological structure.*

c. To protect itself against such an intrusive and threatening reality the mind will begin to add imagination and interpretation to the incoming data to make it more acceptable. Since the mind is doing all this in haste some of the hurriedly added details and suggestions tumble over one another and contradict one another in a bizarre fashion ( as any police officer interrogating murder witnesses will tell you).

d. Once the mind has constructed a "safe" framework for the new information it may again peek out and collect some more objective data. If the data is still threatening it will again go into shock and the process starts all over again.

e. If the data is at the highest strangeness level where it brings terror either:

(1) The mind will pass out and go into amnesia burying the events perhaps permanently in the unconscious.

(2) The personal psychological will collapse and the mind will reach down into its deepest place where "that which cannot be destroyed" is and it will abandon itself to this entity for survival protection. Encounter with this changeless indestructible entity is usually referred to as a religious experience. In the confusion and the shock, this experience is often attributed to the shocking event or object and that is why primitive peoples worship such bizarre things as airplanes or cigarette lighters.

f. The degree of strangeness of the phenomena dictates how many people the mind is willing and able to tell the event to. A mildly unusual or shocking event will be told to many people. A very shocking event of high strangeness will be told to few people or practically none at all. Occasionally the event is so shockingly unusual that it isn't even reported to the person's conscious mind but is buried in the unconscious of the person where it is only accessible to hypnosis or careful level six communication, sharing with another person.

[pollock]

Well here it is then my weirdest "dream", witch fits right in with the last paragraph btw as I have not told this to many people mostly out of fear of being laught at:o.
It took me ages to write it down and it still isnt all correct so excuse my typos and gramatical errors

At the time I am 16 living with my boyfriend in a small apartment on the 5th floor!
I "wake" up in our bed (a 1½ person so not big) next to my boyfriend who is still sleeping, I remember laying on my back staring up in the ceiling in the darkness and suddenly feeling weird, then I realize I can feel a presense in the hallway and as I tune in to this I "feel" it is more than one, they are not very big and I can feel them looking through the books in the bookshelf(???). I get a feeling of panic, they are not good things whatever they are, and I try to tell myself its just a dream, then I suddenly wake up!
As I am calming down, reassuring myself it was just a dream, I realize it wasn't and that now the things in the hallway are moving towards the livingroom and the kitchen.
Then the same thing happens again, I wake up again, only to realise they are still there. Moving through the house looking at everything,lifting things, smelling them, looking under the sofa cushions, things like that, all this I just kind of "know" the way you do in dreams.
I then try to wake my boyfriend up, but it is impossible, he doesn't wake even when I shake him, I didnt want to make noice so I only whisper his name, but when I do I feel the others turn their attention in my direction.
Then I have one more of those "blackouts" and I wake up again, now I am not laying down like the other times, I am sitting with my back against the wall and my legs across my boyfriend trying to scream, but no sound comes out at all.
The things, whatever they are, are standing in the door of the kitchen looking at me, but I don't recall how they looked at all, just the feeling that they where smaller than normal and very different.
Then suddenly I wake up again, lying in the bed all normaly, I shake my boyfriend and he wakes up, then I just start crying blubbering all these things to the poor man, he comforts me and tells me it was just a dream and somehow I fall back to sleep.
For every one of these "wake ups" the menacing feeling got worse and worse, the first time it was just like, hey whats this and a little unease.The last time I was totally paniced.
I also got a panic attack later that day as I was crossing a bridge. I looked down into the water and just lost it, I started shaking and crying and broke into a cold sweat, my friend that I was walking with had to help me of the bridge and it took several minutes before I felt somewhat normal again.
I don't know what this experience was, at the time I dissmissed it as just a very weird and powerfull dream. It wasnt until five years later that I read some stories of aliens and people who had been abducted and this dream sprung to mind.
It doesn't feel as if I was taken away though, but then again I have no idea what was going on in between me sitting up against the wall and finally waking up to "reality" if anything!
I have never experienced anything like it since but I remember it as if it was yesterday.
Ok, this became a long tale and it was impossible to explain the utterly devastating fear witch I experienced so its purely details but I would be happy for some feedback!

Sweet dreams
F

[midwich cuckoo]

Hello Pollock. When you mentioned "the menacing feeling", I have felt something very similar, It's not any easy feeling to describe... it was like knowing that there is an 'evil' presence in the room or even in the house. It's the worst kind of fear I have ever experienced. I have had this feeling numerous times, but it's been a good few years since it happened last. Sorry I can't describe it any better. It really is the most eerie feeling. :(

Thanks for listening guys, it feels good to get all of this out. I have more to tell and I will answer all your questions later. :)

[tinmenace]

...then I just start crying blubbering all these things...I was totally paniced.

Ok, this became a long tale and it was impossible to explain the utterly devastating fear witch I experienced so its purely details but I would be happy for some feedback!




Awful! It's so scary when you feel so helpless. I find it very interesting, but not surprising, that these stories are being told here. Yes, this kind of experience would definitely alter your life and your path forever. Set you on a road in search of the truth. Wow! What a wake up call, eh?




Premasai, why shouldn't people tell these stories here?

[mcmenek1]

It doesn't feel as if I was taken away though, but then again I have no idea what was going on in between me sitting up against the wall and finally waking up to "reality" if anything!
I have never experienced anything like it since but I remember it as if it was yesterday.


Sweet dreams
F

Hi pollock,

Thanks for telling us your interesting story......if anything was done to you.....you probably wouldn't remember it.....as people who are abducted normally have their memories of the event erased.....but not all people do.
I'm sure their are people walking around who have been abducted who are completely oblivious to the event ever taking place.

Love
&
Peace

[mcmenek1]

Thanks for listening guys, it feels good to get all of this out. I have more to tell and I will answer all your questions later. :)

Hi midwich cuckoo,

Its been very interesting reading your story I'm glad that you've had the courage to tell us about it and that you feel good about telling us.......I'm looking forward to hearing what more you have to tell.......:)

Love
&
Peace

[midwich cuckoo]

If anyone missed my first post on this subject here it is -

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?p=27594#post27594

Sorry to coventry kid for hijacking that thread. ;)

[tinmenace]

I think you've stayed on topic here MC. ;)

[i_am]

I would just like people to know that all abductions are not bad. Years ago when my grandson was living with me, he came out and told me that he had the strangest dream., He told me of being taken away in a space ship. From what he told me I made comment that maybe it was not a dream. He was about 9 at the time and quite seriously said that it didn't feel like a dream, it felt real.

When he said they did tests with him I had a mild panic attack but he said no, it was only to see if he could understand them and fly their ship. He explained that they didn't talk and communicated by thought. He could read their thoughts and they could read his. I asked if he could fly the ship and he said, yes. He then went on to tell me that he had been with them to Mars. I said that no-one lived on Mars and he looked at me as if I was dumb and said they don't live on it. They live inside it. I said ok and do you know that there are supposed to be people living inside the earth too? I got 'the look' again and he just said, 'of course'.

I had recently read that the children would lead us and so none of what he said really surprised me. Although this was stuff I was aware of, it was nothing that he had been exposed to. He was 9! Anyhow a friend whose mother lived in Canada and channelled information, asked her guide and he said that it was all true but that he was having a great time and may at some point not want to come back. That scared me a little so I asked him if he was having a good time and he said he was having a ball. I asked him what he did and he said, anything he wanted. I then asked if he had ever thought of staying and he replied that he had. I asked why he didn't and he replied that it would hurt his Mum and myself too much.

It was quite funny as he would come out in the morning and say, "they're baaack!"

One day he said he had been contacted by the greys (remember this is a 9 year old) He said that they wanted to destroy the earth but that his buddies weren't going to let it happen.

He still remembers all of this but is busy being a teenager at the moment. I guess when they need him, they will be back.

[pollock]

Hi pollock,

Thanks for telling us your interesting story......if anything was done to you.....you probably wouldn't remember it.....as people who are abducted normally have their memories of the event erased.....but not all people do.
I'm sure their are people walking around who have been abducted who are completely oblivious to the event ever taking place.

Love
&
Peace

Yes my thoughts too, but as I was not entiredly zombiefied at the time either and I always had a very close connection with my body, I feel I would have noticed if something had happened, but I dont know.
Another reason I am not sure is that I have had a lot of near accident and a couple of times I should have been dead or seriously injured, and every time it just didnt happen, for some reason or other.
F. ex once an idiot "friend" was showing of with a gun he thought wasn't loaded, pointing it at me and the gun went of about ½-1 meter from my head. I should have been shot, it was pointing right at my face but somehow I just felt the bullet buzzing past my cheek, it was the weirdest feeling, as if my skin was crawling and I was half deaf for days after, Ive never seen so shocked a man, we havnt talked much since so I never really asked if he saw anything unusual!
And when I was about 6 I was almost molested by a young man, (to personal for details) but for some reason he just stopped and ran away before it got too serious.
If it was just once or twice this kinda thing had happend, I would blame chance but its too many times to be random imo!
Well I wanted to say that I have always felt as if something was protecting me from my worst mistakes and accidents and maybe thats why I am not sure something happened to me at the time of the weird "dream".
Has anyone else had similar feelings?

Protection
F

[indigo]

Wow some interesting stories guys:eek: I love reading stuff like this having had experience of some of it.

[mcmenek1]

I asked if he could fly the ship and he said, yes. He then went on to tell me that he had been with them to Mars. I said that no-one lived on Mars and he looked at me as if I was dumb and said they don't live on it. They live inside it. I said ok and do you know that there are supposed to be people living inside the earth too? I got 'the look' again and he just said, 'of course'.



Hi i_am,

Thanks for shearing that lovely story about your grandson......I think it's amazing that a 9 year old could have all that information......It was interesting what he said about people living inside Mars and planet Earth......:)

I don't know if you have heard of Matthew Ward but he has some interesting things to say about the spiritually evolved souls living in Earth’s interior.

Quote

" The planet never was “solid,” but not always since its formation have souls lived beneath the surface. Some souls who perished physically in Lemurian, Atlantean and prior civilizations chose to return to an Earth lifetime and formed a homeland safe from later residents who it was known would come with cellular patterning with the dark influence that eventually would cause wars, brutality and other ungodly acts. So for millennia these spiritually evolved souls have flourished in their beautiful sanctuary in Earth’s interior, always aware of happenings on the surface and sending love energy to the souls in the midst of those lifetimes. Like your extraterrestrial family who have been helping you on and above the planet, the souls in the interior will introduce themselves when it is safe to do so. You will experience the reality of what we have been telling you: From The Beginning, you have been loved, assisted, cared for and honored, and on that loving note, I say farewell for this moment."

Source: http://www.matthewbooks.com/mm/anmviewer.asp?a=52

Love
&
Peace

[i_am]

Hi i_am,

Thanks for shearing that lovely story about your grandson......I think it's amazing that a 9 year old could have all that information......It was interesting what he said about people living inside Mars and planet Earth......:)

I don't know if you have heard of Matthew Ward but he has some interesting things to say about the spiritually evolved souls living in Earth’s interior.

Love
&
Peace

Yes I have one of the Matthew books. They are truly beautiful.

Grandson (now 18) would probably be devastated if he knew I had told his story. Annonimity is a good thing sometimes .:cool:

[i_am]

Grandson (now 18) would probably be devastated if he knew I had told his story. Annonimity is a good thing sometimes .:cool:

I had lots of experiences with this child but one I meant to relate was concerning the movie Contact. We were watching at home, neither of us having seen it before. If you have seen the movie, when they were downloading the 'plans' He went ohhh, its a transporter. I asked him how he knew that, had he seen one. He said yes. When they finally deciphered the 'plans' it was..... tada....a transporter. :eek: I was gob smacked !

[mcmenek1]

Another reason I am not sure is that I have had a lot of near accident and a couple of times I should have been dead or seriously injured, and every time it just didnt happen, for some reason or other.
F. ex once an idiot "friend" was showing of with a gun he thought wasn't loaded, pointing it at me and the gun went of about ½-1 meter from my head. I should have been shot, it was pointing right at my face but somehow I just felt the bullet buzzing past my cheek, it was the weirdest feeling, as if my skin was crawling and I was half deaf for days after, Ive never seen so shocked a man, we havnt talked much since so I never really asked if he saw anything unusual!
And when I was about 6 I was almost molested by a young man, (to personal for details) but for some reason he just stopped and ran away before it got too serious.
If it was just once or twice this kinda thing had happend, I would blame chance but its too many times to be random imo!
Well I wanted to say that I have always felt as if something was protecting me from my worst mistakes and accidents and maybe thats why I am not sure something happened to me at the time of the weird "dream".
Has anyone else had similar feelings?

Protection
F

Hi pollock,

It's strange that you should say that......when I was about 12 years old I was with 5 or 6 school friends and we were daring each other to do dangerous things......one of the dares was to run across the top of a corrugated steel garage roof and jump off.....and as we jumped off we had to clear a 2 meter high steel spiked fence that was about 3 to 4 meters away from the garage

Well we were all a bit nervous about trying it as you can imagine......anyway one of my friends plucked up courage to try it and he made it.....as we nervously looked on......no one else wanted to do it......so I said I would have a go.

I started my run at the top of the garage trying to build up speed.......as I got to the edge of the roof I put my foot down to take off.......but my foot went straight through a plastic sky light that unbeknown to me was at the edge of the roof........so I didn't get any take off from the roof top......my momentum took me off the roof......now there is no way that I should have cleared that steel fence.....well I clipped the top of the fence actually and I just managed to get over it by the skin of my teeth......someone was looking out for me that day I feel that I know this deep down.......as I shouldn't really be here.

I agree with you pollock about something or someone watching over us in this life.......if it is not our time to leave this place then things happen to us that ensure we don't leave..........thankfully.........:)

Love
&
Peace

[tinmenace]

Hi pollock,

It's strange that you should say that......when I was about 12 years old I was with 5 or 6 school friends and we were daring each other to do dangerous things......one of the dares was to run across the top of a corrugated steel garage roof and jump off.....and as we jumped off we had to clear a 2 meter high steel spiked fence that was about 3 to 4 meters away from the garage

Well we were all a bit nervous about trying it as you can imagine......anyway one of my friends plucked up courage to try it and he made it.....as we nervously looked on......no one else wanted to do it......so I said I would have a go.

I started my run at the top of the garage trying to build up speed.......as I got to the edge of the roof I put my foot down to take off.......but my foot went straight through a plastic sky light that unbeknown to me was at the edge of the roof........so I didn't get any take off from the roof top......my momentum took me off the roof......now there is no way that I should have cleared that steel fence.....well I clipped the top of the fence actually and I just managed to get over it by the skin of my teeth......someone was looking out for me that day I feel that I know this deep down.......as I shouldn't really be here.

I agree with you pollock about something or someone watching over us in this life.......if it is not our time to leave this place then things happen to us that ensure we don't leave..........thankfully.........:)

Love
&
Peace

Oh wow! How I can relate to that! I cannot tell you how many times I feel that my life should have ended through my stupidity. I know that we are all here to do what we're all here to do (Oracle to Neo) and that whatever it is I'm supposed to do is not yet complete and that is why I was inexplicably 'saved' from mortal danger on many many occasions.

I hope that whatever it is, it doesn't include great heights or submarines! :p :p

[mcmenek1]

Oh wow! How I can relate to that! I cannot tell you how many times I feel that my life should have ended through my stupidity. I know that we are all here to do what we're all here to do (Oracle to Neo) and that whatever it is I'm supposed to do is not yet complete and that is why I was inexplicably 'saved' from mortal danger on many many occasions.

I hope that whatever it is, it doesn't include great heights or submarines! :p :p

Hi tinmenace,

I take it your speciality sport is not high diving then......:D :D :D

Love
&
Peace

[tinmenace]

Hi tinmenace,

I take it your speciality sport is not high diving then......:D :D :D

Love
&
Peace

Nah ah! :(

[midwich cuckoo]

I've decided not to say any more on this subject, it doesn't feel right discussing it now, sorry guys, I've been feeling under attack ever since. :(

[tinmenace]

Sorry MC. Big hug! Know that it's not coming from here.

Sending good vibes.

[midwich cuckoo]

Thankyou TM, much appreciated, also I know who is attacking me and they can kiss my ring!. :D

Time to use my secret weapon. ;)

[tinmenace]

Time to use my secret weapon. ;)

Yay! :D

[neutron flux]

Midwich Cuckoo, have you ever thought about being hypnotically regressed to uncover any memories? It might help.

Personally, I've seen 1 ufo and so have members of my family (my mother and grandmother saw a cigar shaped ufo on Southsea beach years ago with hundreds of witnesses.)

I've never had missing time but I've had many dreams of aliens and ufos and there is evidence to show that a great number of abductions happen in altered states and the soul is extracted rather than the physical body being taken.

But anyway I thought I might share this extract from a hypnosis session:

Some background on the subject:

I think I should tell the reader a little bit about the subject and her experiences so that you can have a better foundation on which to evaluate what was said.

The subject was about 35 years old; the wife of a stockbroker, owner of her own jewelry business, and mother to two girls. She had been born and raised in Colorado in a Mormon family, but had left at an early age and traveled to California to stay with a brother who worked in a jewelry store. There, she also obtained employment in the same business and ended up marrying the owner who subsequently died leaving her with a small child and a large inheritance.

She moved with her second husband, the stockbroker, her child from her first marriage, and a new baby to Florida. The object was to get away from the unhappy memories of the loss of her first husband and start a new life. The jewelry business she left in the care of her brother in California.

After her youngest child started school, the subject, (and we can call her Maryann, though that is not her real name), became bored and decided to go to work for the large brokerage that employed her husband. She took an administrative position and settled into her "corporate" role with ease, being very intelligent, charming and attractive.

At the same time, she began to attend a Metaphysical/Spiritualist church, probably more out of curiosity than anything else, but soon became deeply involved in the spiritualist beliefs and practices. At this point, strange things began to happen, though she claimed that strange things had happened to her all her life, she just had managed to suppress most of it.

The first thing was that she kept encountering a man in the building where she worked. He was employed by a firm on a different floor, so she only saw him in the elevators, the parking lot, and the local eateries. But, every time she did encounter him, she was conscious of a strange electricity between them and it was not long before they were exchanging brief pleasantries.

One night when she was leaving the building, her husband being away on company business, she encountered the man and engaged in a short, casual conversation. That would have been that except for the fact that he walked her to her car and she discovered that her keys were locked inside. The man "rescued" her by spending an hour or more getting the door open, and then suggested that they needed to have a drink to celebrate success. Not having to go home right away, and feeling gratitude for such kindness, Maryann agreed to go next door to a pub for a beer before going home.

At the pub they met another of Maryann's co-workers, and this lady joined them. At the table, over their single glasses of beer, the subject turned to metaphysical things, and then to Indian shamanic beliefs. The man said he knew where there was a local Indian mound (there are a number of them in this area) and that it was a place of great power. He offered to show both ladies where it was. Feeling secure with a lady companion, Maryann wanted to see this Indian mound, and they all went together in the man's car. It was late and past dark, and when they arrived at the location, a swampy, wooded area on the Gulf of Mexico, they all got out and proceeded to hike through the underbrush to the purported Indian mound.

At some point, the second woman was left behind and lost and something happened to frighten Maryann, but afterward she couldn't say what it was, only that she was very confused and demanded to be taken home. The man cheerfully obliged, the located her friend wandering in the bushes, and he took them back to their cars and off they went home. The only problem was, when Maryann got home, it was almost midnight. She had "lost" over three hours.

At that point her life began to fall apart. She was suddenly so emotional and upset all the time that she couldn't stay on an even keel from one minute to the next. She became obsessed with the man in the building, and believed that he was her "soul mate" one minute, and that he was a government spy the next. She felt that somehow she must find ways to be with him. At the same time, her husband was in an auto accident with another woman in the car and her marriage began to disintegrate. The series of events becomes very complicated, and is not relevant to our present subject, but it was at this point that I met her, at a Reiki gathering.

At that meeting many aspects of metaphysics were discussed and I mentioned in passing that I was a hypnotherapist. Maryann looked at me like a startled deer paralyzed by headlights and said: "God! Just what I need! You have NO IDEA what I have been going through!"

She made an appointment and, after talking with her extensively, I understood that she seemed to be suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Of course, my first suspicion was that she had been given some kind of "date rape" drug by this man who took her to the Indian mound, but after several hypnosis sessions, I began to think that something else altogether had happened. It was clear that she had been "set up" in her encounters with the man, and that he had been more or less "placed" in her life for the very purpose of effecting an abduction by beings unknown.




The session:

September 1, 1994.

Q: Okay, relax. (Countdown) I want you to go back to that point in space/time, back in December 1993; you are somewhere in northern California spending the night somewhere; you had a dream; in that dream you seemed to be at some sort of meeting. What day was that in December?

A: I want to say the 28th.

Q: Where are you?

A: I'm in Northern California, right outside the redwood forest.

Q: Are you in a hotel or motel?

A: A Motel.

A: Do you remember the name of the motel?

A: Umm... I think it was Motel 8.

Q: Alright, you are getting ready to go to bed. Describe what you do.

A: The girls are fussing and we are getting them settled down. Everything's put away. Umm... I'm laying on the bed. The girls are in the other bed fighting a little bit. There's two beds in the room. E__ and I are in one and they are in the other.

Q: Are the lights out yet?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Are you going to sleep?

A: Um hmm (big yawn) I'm really tired.

Q: What happens next?

A: I'm asleep.

Q: Move to when the dream begins.

A: It's funny. Right before that I felt like somebody was trying to break in the door and then when you moved me I see waves in front of me, like light waves.

Q: Okay. Stop and go back to when somebody was trying to break in the door. Describe everything that happens from that moment forward. Do you hear someone at the door?

A: Yeah. It's like there are people outside the door. I don't get a good feeling from this (signs of distress).

Q: Go ahead. You are here and you are safe. What's happening?

A: (Sigh) I can't see.

Q: Why can't you see?

A: I don't know. It was like a face flashed and now its dark.

Q: Okay, stop, take a deep breath and take yourself down deeper. You saw a face flash. Go back to the moment when you hear someone outside the door. I am going to count to three and everything that happens from that moment forward will be clear and plainly displayed on a screen. Watch the screen. The screen is the projection of your subconscious and unconscious mind. It records everything whether you are awake or asleep. (Countdown) You hear someone outside the door. What happens next?

A: I see the door opening. There is a light.

Q: What kind of light?

A: It is a real bright light. The crack of the door... it's opening... I'm laying in bed...

Q: What is E__ doing?

A: He's asleep. They come... (sigh).... they come over to my side of the bed; they touch my head; I get up and I just walk with them.

Q: What do "they" look like?

A: They're white.

Q: How tall are they?

A: They're like little children.

Q: Describe their faces.

A: They have big eyes... Big, brown eyes.

Q: Big ears, little ears?

A: I don't see ears.

Q: No ears?

A: Unh uh.

Q: Big nose, little nose?

A: Um, just a little nose and a little tiny mouth.

Q: Did they say anything to you?

A: No, I know who they are.

Q: They came in and touched your head. How many came in?

A: I think there is three of them.

Q: And they just touch your head.

A: Um hmm. They wake me up and I get up out of bed and I go with them.

Q: And where do you go?

A: They are holding my hand and I go with them.

Q: Do you go out the door?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What happens when you get outside? Do you just walk across the parking lot?

A: No.

Q: What happens?

A: I see this ship and its got lights around the top and it's kind of small. And, (sigh) I just went in with them.

Q: Did you walk over to the ship? Was it in the parking lot?

A: No, it's funny; it's like we are walking on air or something. It is kind of funny. They have my hands and it's like... walking on a cloud...

Q: Okay. Can you look back and see if your body is still in the bed or is this your physical body?

A: No, I'm not in bed. This is my physical body. We go into the ship.

Q: Okay, you go into a ship. How do you go into it? Did you go through a door? Did you climb stairs into it?

A: I don't know, we are like riding something up to it. Oh, I see. It's blue beam of light.

Q: You are riding on a blue beam of light?

A: Um hmm. It's kind of neat. It's almost like you walk into a tunnel and it like carries you.

Q: What happens next? Watch the screen and describe everything you see. You see yourself entering the ship. What do you do next.

A: I sat down and then it's like a flash. It's like a shooting star.

Q: Where is the shooting star.

A: We... we're moving fast... it's like... real fast!

Q: And how does that make you feel?

A: Oh, I don't feel anything, it's so fast!

Q: Describe the interior of the ship.

A: Umm... I can't see for some reason.

Q: You can't see the interior of the ship?

A: It's dark.

Q: Do you see the beings in there anywhere with you?

A: Yeah, it's like we're sitting in the circle and they like have their eyes closed like they are thinking.

Q: Who's driving the ship?

A: Umm... the only thing I can say is like their thoughts move the ship for some reason. It's like all three of them think together and it moves it.

Q: Um hmm. What happens next?

A: It's really hard for me to see.

Q: Take a deep breath. Relax. It will come.

A: Umm... We are going in an elongated ship, like a long cylinder... in the bottom... and I see all these points of light coming in, you know? They come in the bottom. We go in the bottom too, there's a lot of them.

Q: What happens next? Are you still in the ship?

A: Umm...

Q: When they flew into the bottom of this elongated ship, what did they do and how did you see it? Did you see it through a window?

A: Unh uh.

Q: How did you see it?

A: This is funny... it's like a section of the ship is like, um, a screen, almost like a two-way mirror, like dark smoked glass and you can see through it.

Q: Okay. So the ship goes up inside this big elongated ship and what does it do?

A: Oh, it fits in a slot.

Q: It fits in a slot?

A: Um hmm.

Q: And then what happens?

A: I see people.

Q: Where are these people coming from? Did you get out of the ship?

A: Um hmm.

Q: How did you get out?

A: Through an opening.

Q: What did you step onto when you got out?

A: It's like a path, a hallway.

Q: And what do you see in this hallway?

A: You just have to follow it.

Q: Are you walking by yourself?

A: No, they're with me. They're taking me.

Q: What happens next?

A: We come to a room.

Q: Okay, as you are going to this room do you see anything else around you?

A: No, we're in like a hallway... its like a tunnel... it's like you have to follow a tunnel.

Q: Is there anybody else in the tunnel?

A: Umm... I don't know. There's all different tunnels leading to this room.

Q: Is it a big room or a little room.

A: It's pretty big.

Q: What's in the room? What do you see?

A: Um hmm. It's hard for me to see. (Breathes deeply to deepen trance)

Q: What's going on around you.

A: I'm just going to tell you what I see... it's kind of weird. Umm... I see all these little white guys, they're like children... they're running around... a bunch of 'em... umm... I see this woman with gray umm... I don't know if I can see her... (distress) You know, it's like I'm trying to see and it's slipping. She's there but I can't see her.

Q: Take a real deep breath. I am going to count to three and on the count of three any blocks to your memory, any impediments, any distortions will dissolve away and you will see clearly and completely everything that occurred to you at that point in space time and forward (countdown). What do you see. Look at this woman. What does she look like?

A: Umm... This room is a round room and it has almost like a glass dome over the top of it... ummm... I'm, uh... it's like a city I'm seeing. This is strange...

Q: Describe it.

A: I see... it's real bright inside and it's like... ohhh... we came in above and you can look down and you see this big dome... like a glass bubble...its... it's really pretty... it's... it's like a glass city. I don't know, things are real, um... shiny... it looks like they're made out of glass and it's real pretty...

Q: Stop a minute... stop and take a real deep breath. Back up. Back up to the woman you couldn't see. On the count of three she will appear on the screen and you will be able to describe her clearly. (Countdown)

A: Umm... oooh... I see this woman... she's got long wiry white hair... I'm just going to tell you what I see. When I look in her eyes they are like circle green... circling green... spiraling... on one picture I see her as ugly but then I see a beautiful woman's face... I see her one way and when I look there is like a shadow over the face... it looks like a beautiful woman but when I first looked at her it wasn't but... when I look at it again it looks like a beautiful woman....

Q: What sensation do you get from this woman?

A: I just want to say she's hateful.

Q: Does she say anything to you?

A: No. It's like she's watching me real careful.

Q: What kind of clothes is she wearing?

A: Unh uh.

Q: She's naked?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What does her body look like?

A: Umm.. real thin and tall... really thin, thin, thin arms and long fingers.

Q: How many fingers?

A: I want to say four. She's real, real tall. Real skinny. But this big head with this wiry hair

Q: Describe the head.

A: It's a triangle but kind of rounded on the edges.

Q: Does she have big ears or little ears?

A: No, I'm seeing little curves on the side of her head.

Q: What about her mouth?

A: Rows of teeth.

Q: What about a nose?

A: I'm seeing two little curves, real small... two holes, just holes.

Q: You said she was naked. Does she have any obvious female parts?

A: No. She's just plain. Like a child.

Q: She doesn't say anything to you?

A: No. She's watching me though. Watching me as I'm walking by with these, these... she dislikes me for some reason.

Q: Okay, what happens next?

A: We're sitting down.

Q: We who?

A: (Sigh) I'm sitting on the bench... now this is... [long hesitation]

Q: Describe it. Just describe exactly what you see.

A: I'm sitting down and there is a small woman next to me and there's a man next to me. And this woman's like, right around behind me, standing up.

Q: Which woman is behind you?

A: The one with the, uh, the woman I don't like. She's bossy.

Q: Is she in charge?

A: Unh uh. But she's got, I don't know... she has a certain function or something... But, umm... I don't know, she's just not nice.

Q: You're sitting on a bench and there's a woman next to you.

A: Yeah. This is a person. A human.

Q: Do you recognize he?

A: Unh uh.

Q: Do you recognize the man?

A: I can't see him very clear.

Q: As you're sitting on the bench, what happens? Why are you sitting on the bench?

A: They're showing us a big screen.

Q: Tell me what you see on the screen.

A: (Sigh) Umm... What we are looking at is the earth and they are showing us different places on the earth.

Q: What about those places?

A: Bases I guess is what they are.

Q: Bases?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Anything that you would recognize?

A: Unh uh. Just spots, just showing different areas for some reason.

Q: What is the reason for showing you this?

A: (Sigh) They are preparing us.

Q: Preparing you for what?

A: Departures to these different bases.

Q: Departures to these different bases?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Has anybody told you anything? Details as to why?

A: They're showing us.

Q: What else do you see on the screen?

A: Umm... Well, its, its... it's like they show us this... oh, that's weird... [long pause]

Q: Describe it.

A: They show us different spots... they show it to us and then all this information comes into our heads like all about it and where it is... all the information about what it's about and what's going on and...

Q: Well, what is the information?

A: Umm... (sigh)

Q: Tell us what is coming into your head as you watch these pictures on the screen.

A: They are training us for a job or something. They want us to know how to do things.

Q: What kind of things?

A: Well, how to run things.

Q: Run what kind of things?

A: Things that, umm... how things work.

Q: What things. How what things work?

A: How these bases work. Where they're located. And they are training us to live there.

Q: Are these bases on the planet earth?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Can you name any specific ones?

A: Umm... The Amazon jungle, umm... the North Pole... they're all over.

Q: This knowledge, this information is coming into your mind as you watch these visual images on this screen, can you determine how to access it?

A: (Sigh)... I would say, umm... continuous hypnosis and peeling away the layers...

Q: Peeling away the layers. Okay, in other words you are saying the information is stored at a very deep level of the subconscious, the unconscious...

A: The unconscious...

Q: Is what you are seeing now an implanted screen memory or what actually happened?

A: What happened.

Q: Okay. Continue to describe what you are seeing on the screen. Anything else?

A: Umm... the only thing I see is that we're sitting there and it's like, umm... thought transfer, you know what I mean? It's like symbols and musical notes...

Q: You are seeing symbols?

A: Um hmm.

Q: And you are hearing music? Or sounds?

A: Well, I'm seeing the music.

Q: You are seeing the music?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Can you freeze frame any of these symbols and recall them and when you are awakened could you draw some of these symbols?

A: I don't know. They go real fast.

Q: Do they remind you of any kind of symbols you have seen at any place or time?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What do they remind you of?

A: Well, the crop circles.

Q: So crop circles may contain information?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Okay, what's happening next?

A: We're just learning.

Q: Can you tell us any more of what you are learning?

A: All about these bases. And what we need to be doing.

Q: Do you get any sense of when you are going to be doing this?

A: Umm... 1998 comes up for some reason. It's an important time for something... the countdown begins...

Q: Okay, do you get any sense of why it's going to be necessary to know how to do these things at these bases?

A: Oooh... we're in trouble...

Q: We're in trouble?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What do you see, what do you hear, what do you know?

A: I don't see, I feel... I just feel really sad.

Q: Why do you feel really sad?

A: I don't know, I just feel real sad. [subject begins to cry]

Q: Why do you feel sad? Talk about what you know. It will make you feel better to talk about it.

A: It's just... I don't know... so much destruction...

Q: There's destruction, what kind of destruction?

A: I don't know. It's almost like wars or something.

Q: Is it wars?

A: (Sigh, distress) It's like somebody's coming.

Q: Somebody's coming? Who's coming?

A: I don't know. It's like an army of ships or something I see.

Q: An army of ships is coming?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What kind of ships?

A: Spaceships. All I see is a group small discs flying in big squadrons or something.

Q: Are these...

A: Not nice.

Q: Not nice? Can you tell where they are coming from? Do you have that information from your screen?

A: Unh uh.

Q: Somebody's coming, and you see that there is going to be a war. Is this going to be a war between somebody that's coming and the people of the planet earth?

A: It doesn't make sense. It's almost... there's... these aliens are working with the government to prepare, plan for this upcoming... whatever these other people, these other beings that are coming. I know that doesn't make sense but that is what I am seeing or feeling or hearing.

Q: Okay, are the beings you are with, would you judge them to be of positive or negative polarity.

A: Umm... they're nice...

Q: Are the beings that are coming...

A: Except that woman... I don't like that woman...

Q: Are the beings that are coming, do you think they are of positive or negative nature in relation to humans? Or, is it just what they are telling you, that they are nice?

A: It's just what they are telling me.

Q: Could it be possible that the beings that you are with are the negative beings and the ones that are coming are the positive beings?

A: (Sigh) I don't know. I don't feel bad with these, these little white people... I don't like this woman, though.

Q: I want you to try a little experiment. I am going to count to three and on the count of three I want you to tap into her mind and see what she is thinking. (Countdown) Tap in and describe what you feel and think. How does she perceive what's going on?

A: [Evident distress] What I'm feeling right now is really hungry.

Q: Is that how she feels?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Hungry for what? What is she hungry for?

A: [Long hesitation] (Sigh) She feeds off of us.

Q: What do you mean? How does she feed off of us? What does she do when she feeds? What is it she is wanting to do?

A: She feeds off of us... I don't know. It's like she puts her mouth over you and sucks something... like your air out or something... and her eyes, you know what I mean? It's, you know... she drains you.

Q: And she is one of this group that you're with?

A: She's like lurking in the back. She isn't in charge, but she's, um, in the background. She's watching me.

Q: Let's move forward. They are continuing with the showing of the videos or the images. What happens when they finish these images?

A: I feel sick to my stomach.

Q: Why do you feel sick to your stomach?

A: I don't know. I just feel really bad.

Q: Talk about why you feel really bad.

A: They told us things that hurt us. I don't know, I just feel really bad. I hurt.

Q: Let's back up. Stop where you are and let's back up. I am going to count to three and on the count of three you are going to be at that point in space/time when they are telling you things that hurt you. You are going to be able to clearly discern what those things are and repeat them to me. (countdown) They are telling you things that are hurting you. What are the things they are telling you?

A: They are showing us all kinds of destruction. Cities of mangled iron... things aren't going to be safe...

Q: What's not going to be safe?

A: The planet's not going to be safe.

Q: From what?

A: This destruction.

Q: Who is causing the destruction?

A: I don't know. I just see a wave generated.

Q: A wave that's generated?

A: Um hmm.

Q: What generates the wave?

A: I can't see anything.

Q: What does this wave do when it is generated?

A: Throws the axis off. The magnetic axis. It's magnetic and we have magnetic axis. Somehow it throws it completely out of harmony. It does something to it and throws it out of harmony.

Q: And what is the result of this throwing out of the axis?

A: I see the earth spinning. Not normally, but out of balance.

Q: Okay. And what it the result of this out of balance spinning?

A: Destruction.

Q: Okay. And you can't detect from where this wave originates.

A: Can't see anything.

Q: Is it a natural wave? Or is is unnatural?

A: I don't know what this means. Somebody is causing... they're disrupting something. All those ships I saw...

Q: Are the ships causing this wave?

A: They are disrupting something. There's a disruption.

Q: Are the squadrons of ships you see coming, do they come before this destruction or after?

A: The only thing I can say is that they ride the wave in.

Q: They ride the wave in? And you can't see where the wave is coming from?

A: All I can see is we have to get prepared.

Q: How do we get prepared?

A: They are preparing us.

Q: Do we have to do anything ourselves?

A: We are programmed.

Q: How can one tell if one is programmed?

A: Things will be triggered. You are set up to do certain things... movies, books, different things trigger things that are in your subconscious... I see a key, or a wheel... how a wheel fits together... two wheels fit together and it clicks in...

Q: Okay. This wave you speak of, do you sense that it is a wave coming from deep space or is it a wave coming from within our solar system?

A: It's on its way! We don't know about it but somebody knows!

Q: Who knows, does the government know?

A: Yes.

Q: Do they plan on telling anybody?

A: They are setting things in motion. This is why more and more information is being released.

Q: Well, you have been shown all this information. Is there any other significant information?

A: I'm seeing this real nice woman.

Q: What does she look like?

A: She's all white.

Q: Is she on the ship?

A: Um hmm.

Q: Is she one of them?

A: Yes, she's very kind though, this is a different one. She's holding my hands and she knows that I am really upset.

Q: What is she saying to you?

A: She's saying not everybody can make it, but, umm... they are going to save as many children as they can.

Q: Is it known in advance who is going to make it and who isn't?

A: They are programming a lot of people. Waking people up more and more.

Q: Can you find out from this woman who is very nice about that other woman. Is that other woman perhaps a captured member of the invading civilization? Or, is she one of them?

A: I don't know. I don't know why she's there. It's almost like she's out of place.

Q: Okay, this nice woman, what else is she telling you?

A: She's showing me the earth and it's a playground. I'm looking out this window and it's a playground. Playing with things that we don't know what we are doing. We are doing things that we don't understand.

Q: Is the earth a spiritual playground. Is all of this being done in play?

A: No. School. It's, umm... I see the children are sick. We are the children.

Q: What are we sick from.

A: The souls are sick.

Q: What else is the woman telling you.

A: That we need to gather the children.

Q: What children?

A: The spiritual children.

Q: And do what with them?

A: We'll be going with them.

Q: Where will we be going with them to?

A: They have places set up for us?

Q: On the planet or off the planet?

A: Some off, some on. I don't know what all this means.

Q: Do they tell you that any one place is any better to be than any other place?

A: Unh uh. I don't know. It's funny because this isn't the way the dream happened.

Q: Why did you sense the dream the way you did? Was it a screen memory?

A: Unh uh.

Q: What was the dream, then.

A: I don't know. We were talking in a crowd and the colors were very vivid but I don't see the vivid colors now.

Q: Well, as you move through the experience, what happens next?

A: She's explaining to me what's going on.

Q: What is she saying.

A: It's almost like she's telling me my future.

Q: What is she telling you? What is your future?

A: I just see, it's like she is telling me about my family and I feel really upset.

Q: What is she telling you that is making you feel upset?

A: (Distress, sigh) She's saying that the path we are headed on, if we don't change, as far as my family goes, there's going to be a lot of destruction. There has to be a breakup. My family has to broken up for some reason and it makes me sad.

Q: And what is going to happen after the break-up?

A: (Sigh) This is funny. I see a peach. Its maybe peachy, I don't know. And I'm getting really hot. [Visibly uncomfortable and perspiring]

Q: Why are you getting hot?

A: I don't know. When you are exposed you get hot. I'm sweating all over. (distress)

Q: Why are you sweating?

A: There is a lot of energy here.

Q: Okay, what's happening next?

A: I asked her why I am here.

Q: What does she say?

A: She says certain people know how to come here.

Q: And how do you know how to get there?

A: They come and get us.

Q: What happens next.

A: I'm back by the hotel and I see a wall of fire.

Q: Where is this wall of fire?

A: I'm standing there and there is this wall of fire. It's like it closes up something.

Q: How did you get back in the hotel room?

A: They put me there. But before I came back I saw the wall of fire.

Q: Did you come back in a ship?

A: Um hmm. But its like I'm standing in front of the hotel and I see this big wall of fire in front of me. I don't know why I'm seeing that.

Q: Okay, you are back in the hotel. What are you doing in the hotel? How did you get back in the hotel? Did they bring you back?

A: We just walked back in and that was that.

Q: What did you do then?

A: Slept. They told me I would be rested and would have a wonderful day.




Here's a podcast featuring an actual session:

http://www.signs-of-the-times.org/signs/dl.php?link=pentagonstrike,co,uk%sott%podcast%sott _podcast_36_20060204,mp3

[mcmenek1]

Hi neutron flux,

Wow!!.......thanks for sharing that......very interesting especially the part about the army of spaceships that will be coming to earth......I couldn't work out if they were friendly though..............:confused:

Love
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Peace

[neutron flux]

Mcmenek1, I don't think the ships will be friendly, sorry :(

Here's some more with some background info on the subject :

The subject of the hypnosis session transcribed below was a woman, about 45 years old; a science instructor at one of the local high schools. She, too, had begun to experience some rather strange things in her life after becoming associated with a Metaphysical church in Tampa, about 40 miles distant from our home. As with most cases of this kind, the initiating events are so lost in a confusing mess of contradictory details that it is difficult to sort out what exactly happened in what sequence. The person is in such a state of PTSD that it is difficult to get them to make any sense.

[I would like to note as an aside that I have worked with many subjects who have gotten into difficulties from erroneous teachings promulgated at various "Metaphysical Churches" which have popped up all over the country in the past dozen or so years. In one case, the individual was possessed by a really nasty entity that informed me that many of the teachings of the "New Age" are designed to turn on, or trigger "mind control programs" leading to enslavement by powerful STS forces which plan to "take over" or "replace" mankind completely. In all such cases, knowledge truly does protect.]

This woman, referred to me by the owner of a book store in Tampa, called and left a hysterical message on my answering machine saying that somebody was following her, she was afraid and could I please call her right away because she needed to find out what was happening in her life - it was a shambles! Familiar story, yes?

She had been married to a professor at USF and had divorced him when she became convinced that he was sexually abusing their daughter. Whether there was any truth to the abuse claims I don't know, because the evidence was that the courts must not have thought so because the father had liberal visitation rights.

After a couple of interviews, I scheduled a session and I was NOT prepared for what came out of that one!

After the induction I did what I normally do in such cases, which was to direct the subject to mentally create a "sanctuary" from which to work. This is a guided imagery exercise in which many things about the individual can be learned by the ways in which they describe their "private retreat" from the world. The general procedure is to find some aspect of the "sanctuary" that can be used as a "bridge" to the regression part of the session. For example, if there is a mirror on the wall, it can be used as a "viewing screen" to other times and places. If there is no mirror, but there is a window to the outside, that can be used. The available furniture is utilized for further relaxing the subject as he/she is instructed to get comfortable on the sofa/bed/chair that may be described, and the trance is deepened from that position. It's a particularly useful technique - sort of like hypnosis within hypnosis - because it gives deeper access to the subconscious mind while maintaining the "safety zone" for the comfort of the subject.

The subject (we can call her "Ruth," though that is not her real name), created a lovely cottage filled with pleasant symbolic mementos of her life, or her "desired life," which she wandered through and described in some detail. The first object she mentioned was a table of dark, polished wood. There were shelves lined with beer steins and copper ale cups, a smell of warm cinnamon from the kitchen, and her feelings in regard to the cottage were so nostalgic that she became tearful several times during the description. Here, we will pick up the session verbatim. My questions (Laura) are designated "Q" and the Ruth's responses are "A":

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Q: Are there any books or papers on any of the shelves?

A: On the table. There are a few.

Q: Can you see the titles on any of the books?

A: No. There are no books, just papers... looks like a map.

Q: Do you know what it is a map of?

A: Like a treasure map kind of...

Q: Why don't you walk over to it and have a look? Tell me about it.

A: It's a treasure map. And I see... first I see the directions up in the left corner.

Q: What does it say?

A: Celestial journey. It's got things moving on it!

Q: What's moving on it?

A: The lights coming from the little circles... or the ships. The lights keep moving around. It's down to the ground and they go 'round... and there's three ships... and the lights go down to the ground. They go around. It's like they take turns going around. And... there's red and green. And... the ground is down toward the bottom. That's where I'm walking.

Q: You are walking in the place on the map?

A: It's funny. I'm in the map! And I'm walking.

Q: Continue and describe what you are seeing.

A: I'm in the woods. And... I'm... ooooh... I see this ship... and it's glowing... pulsating. It's got lights! It's just MAGNIFICENT! It's round... the edge of the trees... I go around.... I see it! I SEE IT!

Q: Who's on board the ship?

A: They're out on the ground.

Q: Describe them to me.

A: They are kind of far away yet... they are kind of like insects...

Q: What do you mean "kind of like insects?"

A: We're walking around, you know...

Q: What kind of insects do they remind you of?

A: Oh! Grasshopper! This is like... like... when I was in a past life... and I WAS a grasshopper! And I ate... I ate... something. Oh! I remember. I ate humans. And I had blood all over me. I think I must be one of them... but I'm not sure yet.

Q: So, they eat humans?

A: There's this little girl... with brown hair... curly. And she's dressed in a light colored blue dress. And it has petticoats in it. And this insect being... eats her.

Q: Is this one you are seeing as you are going through the woods? Or is it from another time?

A: Uhh... this is in the woods.

Q: And you see this insect being eating a little girl?

A: Yeah.

Q: How does that make you feel?

A: Oh...I don't have any feeling. I'm just watching it. It's like I'm detached.

Q: What does the little girl say?

A: She doesn't seem to mind.

Q: Okay. Stop the action for one moment. The whole scene you are observing is going to be projected onto a sort of movie screen. But, this is a very special movie screen that is really a curtain. Now, you have a little box in your hand like a TV remote control, and there is a button on that remote that makes the movie screen/curtain split and open and shows you the true essence of the scene you are viewing - it shows you the energy behind the events you are observing. All the masks and screens will be removed in one instant...

A: Excuse me... I'M eating that little girl!

Q: Okay. How does that make you feel?

A: It's food. I pull her hair back because the hair doesn't taste good.

Q: Do you look at her before you eat her?

A: Yeah.

Q: What does she look like?

A: Shirly Temple kind of...

Q: How does it make you feel now to look at yourself as that other being, that insect, eating that little girl?

A: It's a way of life. It's just what does happen.

Q: Okay, now. I want you to push the button on your remote control and split the movie screen. What do you see behind the screen?

A: [Subject begins to breath in short, gasping breaths.] Treacherous...

Q: What is treacherous?

A: [Whispers] It's like... it's NOT a grasshopper...

Q: What is it?

A: It's like an ant... it's an ANT... and it's DEVOURING.... they're FEEDING... uh... uh... uh... they're FEEDING... THEY'RE FEEDING... [gasping and choking] these kids.... KIDS are being herded in and they're EATING THEM!

Q: How do you feel?

A: Horrified!

Q: What do you want to say?

A: Uh.... UH... HUH...... [gasping and choking and sobbing] Theyr'e HUGE! I can't.... there isn't anything I can do! They have NO understanding! They're CREATURES! Their EYES! HUGE! They're like Preying Mantises... that's it... They tear arms off like we would a chicken wing... look at the blood! It's running down! That's why they grow these kids! This happens ALL OVER EARTH!

Q: Are you okay?

A: I knew that Earth was a terrible place... but I didn't know it was a feeding ground! [Coughing] We're in danger. RIGHT NOW! You and I are in danger. Because we know. It's scary. This is why there are so many lies and deceptions... the so-called "abductions" are lies... all smokescreen. Jesus Christ! Manipulation... [laughs] WE are the manna! I SAW this in a past life... but it was left unfinished because the therapist got scared. It's what you call a "hot item." [...] Now I know why I'm here. It's penance... what I did in the past.

Q: As one of those beings?

A: That's right. But I'm not gonna lay myself down and let 'em eat me!

Q: Let's go back to the map. I want you to go back to your cottage, go to the table, pick up the map and look at it again and tell me what you see.

A: I see big... either... it's not snakes... it's more like tree roots. And they're slithering... kinda brownish green. I am ONE of them!

Q: You are one of these snakes?

A: I don't see heads... I just see bodies.

Q: What is happening to them?

A: They just kind of weave in an out like a whole big bunch of earthworms.

Q: Do you get any sense of where and when this is? Is it on earth?

A: It's at the core... ohhh... I see! These ships go into the earth and feed these big worms.

Q: What do they feed them?

A: People. That's the ships they talk about in Peru. The Arcturian book talks about the caverns that the ships go into... and how they exist inside the earth.

Q: Are you one of these worms or are you just looking at them?

A: Well.... I'm looking at the worms from a spaceship... it's got ... the window is kinda like a lid only it's in the middle. These are our PARENTS! Isn't THAT wonderful! We all gotta come from somewhere! We're... the DNA from these worms is just part of it...

Q: What do they use the DNA from these worms for?

A: I'm not sure. Let me look. It's like there's a basic DNA... and it's a combination of the worms and the ants ... uh... and they can create whatever being that they want to depending on how much they take from where. It's kind of like a chemistry lab... the whole thing is like a scientific project.

Q: I want you to move to an event that impacted you with the feeling of being "prey" that you have wanted to address...

A: Oh! They're gonna push me down! And feed me to the worms! I think that I'm there as part of the expedition... but they turn on me and... they're going to push me out of the ship... and down... to the worms.

Q: Do they do it?

A: It's like I'm hanging onto the door... and I plop.... down... and they EAT me!

Q: How does it feel?

A: Crunchy.

Q: Okay. Go back. What do the others in the ship look like? Are you one of them? Do they look like you?

A: Yeah. Well... they've got clothes on. They have uniforms. The weirdest thing... they have on uniforms... but they're insects. Insect-like people! Insects with intelligence. More like ants that stand up and have human-like qualities. Now! Hang on just a minute! Their heads! I see the heads. And the eyes... they aren't really big on these guys. The head turns and... they're just... I don't know... Preying Mantis sort of... but their hands aren't like Preying Mantises... they're just a different kind of insect... more like an ant.

Q: Do they have fingers?

A: I guess it's more like a fly. They don't really have hands. It's just like it tapers off... kinda like a fly without wings. And they have on these uniforms. Huh!

Q: You were one of them?

A: Yeah. I guess I was. [Deep sigh]

[mcmenek1]

Hi neutron flux,

Thanks for that........very interesting read................:)

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