Everything is Melting

[empyblessing]

My wall looks distorted. In fact, everything looks distorted.

It comes and goes to varying degrees. It reminds me of seeing heat waves while peering into the distance on a hot summer day. This often happens on car trips on a long stretch of the highway.

It is a shimmering over everything. One way to put it could almost be as if everything is melting. I know, when I look at my wall that it is not there. That it is merely an extension of my consciousness given properties of psychics and energy by the illusion of reality. I know on another level that I am the wall, that I am here and there, this and that, and both and neither.

I've heard of Ascension before and some of its symptoms. I feel as though this may be one of those symptoms. It doesn't really interfere in my sight but it does make it a very clear reminder that this isn't real.

What are others opinions and thoughts on this? Has anyone heard of similar experiences or know of anything relevant?

[somethinganonymous]

been eating mushrooms again? ;)

[empyblessing]

That's what it reminds me of, a big giant mushroom trip. But I haven't taken any in 10 years.

[somethinganonymous]

I know what you mean (though I haven't experienced it to a great extent) - the feeling of we're all one, all we percieve is an illusion and an extention of our consciousness (or, someone else's consciousness, who knows(?), there might be two consciousness'es at work, our and a maliscious reptilian one;) ), the wall does not exist and then start noticing the whole material world "melting" or blurring away. The bad thing is, I have yet to experience actually seeing further, if you understand what I'm saying. Seeing beyond the wall, for we should be able to percieve what is beyond the wall, shouldn't we?

I guess this is a clear symptom of awakening;) as it can be induced by taking mushrooms as well... Good luck and let us know if you experience something life-changening or otherwise mindaltering...

[truthseeker1980]

Someone mentioned this last week or maybe the week before. Iam getting the same especially if i get absorbed into a TV programme, the wall behind the tv looks as if it is melting, much as it is whilst on mushrooms or salvia. I even had it happen a few times at work last week, the floor was bubbling and melting if i looked at it. A few weeks ago i would have put it down to a salvia or shrooms falshback, but since reading the other post a few weeks ago and this makes me think more into it.

I'm no expert but perhaps the awakening is happening at such a pace that the more people that become aware the less solid our reality is going to look and feel to the ones who chose to accept that the world is not as it is.

[lapis]

My wall looks distorted. In fact, everything looks distorted.

It comes and goes to varying degrees. It reminds me of seeing heat waves while peering into the distance on a hot summer day. This often happens on car trips on a long stretch of the highway.

It is a shimmering over everything. One way to put it could almost be as if everything is melting. I know, when I look at my wall that it is not there. That it is merely an extension of my consciousness given properties of psychics and energy by the illusion of reality. I know on another level that I am the wall, that I am here and there, this and that, and both and neither.

I've heard of Ascension before and some of its symptoms. I feel as though this may be one of those symptoms. It doesn't really interfere in my sight but it does make it a very clear reminder that this isn't real.

What are others opinions and thoughts on this? Has anyone heard of similar experiences or know of anything relevant?


emptyblessing,

You've perfectly described what I too (and many others) have been seeing for years now. I've described it as often looking like a "heat mirage". I've also heard other people, only a few days ago, mention that they were seeing "shimmering" things too.

The wall or street or house isn't changing...you are or more accurately, you're consciousness is expanding. That is causing you to perceive finer, faster vibrating energies/beings/dimensions/light/sounds etc. and this is just the beginning as there's much more that follows. Your hearing, depth perception, colors and numerous other things will continue changing or expanding as well (imo). And yes, this is one of numerous other common "ascension symptoms". Great job and enjoy the wild, ongoing ride. ;)

[empyblessing]

Are violent, uncontrollable emotions also part of this ride? The range of feeling I experience is so great, one minute I'm tapped into the the collective unconscious, being oneness and all, the next I'm thinking how I could just kill someone for fun. I can love and hate so powerfully. I can go insane with rage and want to stab someone and play in their blood. Then I can get all mushy, lovey over seeing a kitten or a baby. :confused::confused:

[lapis]

emptyblessing,

Again you've perfectly and honestly described a huge aspect of the ascension process and all the deep, dark, nasty transmuting we have to do because of it.

I remember wondering the same things about how I could go from being "me", and relatively passive person, to a real desire to kill off every idiot around! :eek: I didn't understand how so much Darkness could suddenly be in me and around me in such a highlighted, hateful way.

What we've got to remember is that this world, this physical reality, has been one of polarity - the "good" and the "bad", the "light" and the "dark" etc. When one enters the process of ascending energetically, vibrationally beyond polarized consciousness, we encounter all the deep Dark negative stuff that's our own from this life, from all other "past" lives as well, because it's all got to be reclaimed, integreated and then transmuted before we can move forward again. When it happens, we usually perceive it all as a huge ugly emotional, mental and even physical nightmare pain in the ass/heart and everywere else! It's NOT an intellectual process....it's just suddenly lived.

But that's the way out of polarity and polarized consciousness now it seems....right through the deep Dark ancient negative junk in the souls trunk! ;) It doesn't last for too long thankfully, so just hang in there, and don't kill anybody. Think about how much killing has happened on planet Earth since humans have existed on it. That's some of what you're feeling too and transmuting within your bodies. Polarity means we can feel and love and hate and kill. Getting beyond that isn't always a walk in the park but we're doing it. Keep up the good work you. :)

[magicmerlin]

I haven't had the melting sensation, but I do keep getting strange feelings, like 'shit this isn't real' and everything feels a little like a cardboard stage. Especially when I wake-up, it's a little freaky but heck just go with it. I do get the feeling that this is the calm before the storm.....2008 is literally flashing by, and while we have issues such as economic downturn, nothing is really seeming to be happening. Maybe that's the universe gearing-up, or maybe dark forces gearing-up.

[gordysmit]

I haven't had the melting sensation, but I do keep getting strange feelings, like 'shit this isn't real' and everything feels a little like a cardboard stage. Especially when I wake-up, it's a little freaky but heck just go with it. I do get the feeling that this is the calm before the storm.....2008 is literally flashing by, and while we have issues such as economic downturn, nothing is really seeming to be happening. Maybe that's the universe gearing-up, or maybe dark forces gearing-up.
I feel like that 5 days a week like when I am at work some times I wake up in the middle of the night and feel trapped in my room and cant get out like a force feeling trying to keep me there

[cruise4]

Or are you just displaying symptoms of the 'shock' of finding out the 'political truths' that are now coming to light?

[gordysmit]

Or are you just displaying symptoms of the 'shock' of finding out the 'political truths' that are now coming to light?
May be but! I have all ways had a six sense but not about the government I used to love my fast cars and bikes but now I dont give a toss about then

[gordysmit]

If consciousness is everywhere there is no time this not reality why cant we cant sent messages back threw time I:E Nostradamus

[xpleet]

symptoms of a dying sun.

[noobcybot]

Hey guys, nice to meet you! I have been prompted to type my first post in light of a salvia trip I had the other day, however have been interested in the conspiracy for some time now and have experienced obe, ufos and some pretty strange stuff.
It started last week when one of my customers came in and we got to talking about getting high etc... ( this cat is a good kid, but a bit of a scally, not a guy who was hitting this stuff for medatative purposes in short ). In any case he told me about some messed up stuff while on salvia and so me and my bro got some and tried it that very night... to no real effect, I felt pins and needles and was overheating, my vision appeared to bank a bit and that was it, I should add I treated this drug with some degree of respect this time, as I was expecting something a little stronger.
A night or two later, not happy with the effect and a little hacked off at being so naive as to thinking something legal would be anything special
we got our hands of some stuff that was a fair bit stronger 20X extract. Flippantly I loaded a full bongfull (no water, only ice) of the sage and smoked it all up, holding it back until the smoke was no more. I started smiling, thinking "hey, nice buzz" and then as far as I can remember reality ie the room I was in folded in on itself (imagine a pop up book page turning over) and I was in a pastil version of the room and an elvin creature (elvin because it had a pointy hat on ) which on reflection could have been a blurry version of my bro was telling me " That life is over, you should forget about it ". I remember being conscious in this strange reality as I quite laughably was saying to myself " Yeah, I said that something was up " pertaining to the ascendtion end of world etc...
Then the pop up page turning continued on and on continously showing this same room and character until the revolutions of the page turning warped in a state where my consciosness was split and I experienced this loss of self which seems to be reported with a number of salvia trips. Flitting from 1st to 3rd person views I imagined myself as a a part of my teeth and gums continously rotating in a mass people which made up reality (sort of like atoms but of course bigger and represeted as people, think of those vodaphone ads before the big brother tv show that show people moving into various positions to create ships and spacecraft).
In a mass of organic pink and white colours I rotated continously, but I was having trouble accepting this for I was remembering myself as an individual with a name, which led to me to try and physically fight my way out of this situation, at this point I remember very clearly trying to tell my brother in a very calm tone that I was in literal hell and or limbo, but I felt as though I was saying it in the way you do when you try to take a young kid away from a dangerous place but at the same time not being able to show fear or panic so as not to frighten them. I should add that this was as real to me as anything, I felt like I was being slapped into place by the other people/molecules when I attempted to break free, as disgusting as it reads I felt the wet foamy saliva of my mouth being thrown at me and the bustle of the countless billions of bodies around me, I heard the buzzing and grinding of them. Even though this frustrating period seemed to last forever in the next instance I was on a conveyor belt of a massive factory ( seemingly designed by the Jules Verne wing of Fisherprice ) again trying to break free from this joke but was held in place by some kind of production line workers.
Then back in the first room, the real world the folding continued joined by the hands of a clock, made out of carrots no less until I was desperately searching for my bong, quite angry and again frustrated as in that stupor the idea of the bong not being there might have meant I had just gone mad, instead of being under the unfluence an unexpected kick in the knackers from a harmless looking bit of leaf.
I came back to reality feeling more than a little unsteady and was greeted by a very edgy brother who seemed to be in two minds about something ( I later found out the choices were punching me unconscious or calling an ambulance ). I was also incredably hot and confused and went through the old druggie stereotype of taking all my shirt and shorts of, and gasping for air. This state of confusion could be likend to waking up from a very real nightmare, or the end of an adrenaline dump after a fight or something. And that was that. I have a few bullet points if anyone is interested.

- I had put some music on before I had the salvia ( the beautiful remix of Sound and Vision by The Sea and the Cake ) and in the laughing stage before I lost it it seemed to irrate me so much I ad to turn it of.
- Even though I remember trying to describe what was happening to the world I had been told had ended ? and clearly remember the part where I was saying I was in Hell very calmly my brother reported me as though speaking in tongues or more accurately speaking real words just too quickly to understand.
- My brother had to hold me down and restrain me and ended up exausted and stressed out in doing so. He reported me as doing one freaky laugh and then lunging at him, at first looking normal in my face and happy and then looking at him as though very serious with a dead look in my eyes. At one point I was motioning as though I was going to jump through the tv.
- I felt as I was under for forever, my brother reported 8-10 minutes.
- There was an unnerving feeling that I/everyone that was living in 3rd dimension reality was being ridiculed and laughed at.
- When my consciousness split it did so with a visual representation like a load of seaside rock candy being swirled and then split into layers before it settled into differant types of thought.
- The feeling of being a slave in hell was there for sure, when I was struggeling to break free this may have been because of my brother restraining me in the real world.
- With the deepest respect I would like anyone reading this to take what I type here seriously I have no doubt that my trip would have damaged some people.
SALVIA IS SERIOUSLY STRONG STUFF, NEVER TAKE IT WITHOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST TO LOOK AFTER AND IF NEEDS BE RESTRAIN YOU PHYSICALLY. I disrespected this leaf for a second and it taught me a lesson I wont soon forget, dont be fooled if you have had some and it hasnt worked either, dont think it wont work again. Furthermore I am used to thinking about the nature of reality and have experienced some pretty scary stuff before but nothing came close to this, even though I was not really scared as such during the trip, I was fully convinced I was in Hell.
- In short if you arent a shamen, or interesting in visiting Hell or looking at life from the perspective of a particle this drug will not be much fun.
- I was however very pleased to finally experience being in two places at once and other things of the sort which meditation etc... have not even brought close.
- Finally and spookily since the trip I have looked on the net and come across a few instances uncannily similar to mine ( involving to my knowledge, no astral travellers or conspiracy activists, just people looking to get high for inspiration or fun whatever ). These had no influence on my trip as I had heard nothing of the sort before the trip. What does this mean?
Ok we can say the sage manipulates the part of the brain that houses the ego but its just too much that people would have near identical trips. Whats the deal with this 3rd dimension reality being a big joke? Whats the deal with joining a more universal conscious while under?

I have found no answers with the Salvia, only many more questions. I originally wanted to try DMT but Iam not sure if thats possible to obtain. Yet I somehow doubt I will get answers there. Maybe I should stop looking for answers and just go with the flow. But as I so confidently said in my trip, I just know that something is up.

Sorry if that was a bit of a trudge to get through friends, but I just wanted to get a view from some people interested in the deeper ebb and flow of existence.