lost_in_translation
28-02-2008, 11:20 AM
I really do not know how to say this without sonding like a nut but here i go.
these first few paragraphs are from a conversation I had before the dream that I had.
About 10 or 12 years ago I was a lost soul wondering around the country[ america] trying to find my way. lol.. well i was just partying and hanging out..
anyways I ended up in a ladys house in claremont NH who immediately reconized me even though I had never been to the town before. she told me my mothers name and my fathers name. I later found out my mother had lived there when she was younger.and one of her daughters was actualy my cousin. well we sat down and she started telling me all things that I was not ready to hear. things about myself. the way I was feeling inside , and the reasons for me feeling the way that I did. I did not know what to think. she told me that she was in communication with beings from other planets and what not. A part of me heard what she was saying but for the most part my mind was tuned out of the conversation. I DIDNT THINK SHE WAS CRAZY. I just wasnt ready I guess. so we were talking about many things . all of which im sorry to say I cant reamber. we were smoking weed and drinkin a little.a few things stand out though. she told me that my confusion was comming from the fact I was born under two moons. a light one and a dark one. and that was causing conflict with myself. I have asked and asked but no one since her had been able to explane that to me. i wish I woulda paid more attention. and she told me that i was powerful but I have choices to make as to where my power would be drawn to. well anyways I had to leave after a while eventhough a part of me wanted to stay and learn more. but I guess i wasnt ready yet. before i left she looked at me and tole me I was going to have a dream that night. she said I was not ment to react with no one in the dream and no matter what I should not try to fight what i was going to encounter in my dream. just sit back and watch and listen
The Dream.
I went to sleep that night and found myself in a strange dream. there were other people around but it was different from any dream that i ever had before.it was like they were their own beings. a few of the people came to me and told me what was happening. they were basicly trying to show me something that I was not suspose to know existed. I was to basicly hide and watch. . there was somthing like a boxing match going on and the somone i was suspose to see was not there yet. I have a feeling the "boxing match" was set up for me to be shown somthing. it was fake, just a show to bring whatever i was suspose to see out into the open. I guess whatever it was it liked violence. looking back with what I know now i can see that.
from here on in the dream it get fuzzy. but I will try to explain to the best I can.dont take the things i saw and say literly . it was just my perception on what i was seeing and I have a feeling my perception on the events were not all of what was happening ,well there was like a thrown set up next to the ring and whatever was suspose to be there wasnt yet . i was watching the match and somthing strange happened. there was alot of confusion and darkness and I was what I percieve as shot in the chest. I looked down at my body and saw the flesh and felt free . it was surreal. there was a group of us and the rest looked confused and scared . I guess whatever was suspose to come was upset with the show we were doing and the fact I was there. for some reason I believed it was as scared as me as I was of it. so that made me stronger in a way. but I also got the feeling it wanted me dead. I was doing exactly what the lady had previously told me not to do. I was reacting. we were at what i seemed to me like a castle and we were scared. we were brought forth to a chamber and were standing in front of a number of chairs i think there were 13 in all but im not sure. there was a little person among us and another one that seemed like he knew what was going on but didnt like it. then all hell broke loose. we heard a loud scream. it was deep and it chilled my bones. we ran into a little tunnel and we were thinking of a way to excape when somthing immence came out of what i call a lake next to the castle. it was like a dragon but not one. you know what i mean. i looked down and saw i was holding somthing like a sword and i could fly. I fought with the "Dragon" or what seemed like forever and finaly had it contained in what i call a small "ball". the group I was with was looking at me in surprise and they moved to form a circle around the "Ball" that contained the "Dragon" they were chanting somthing and holding hands. it looked to me like they were trying to contain it. then I heard a vioce tell me that water resurects it. then out of no where the little peson i described earlier threw a bucket of water on it and it grew to an enormous size . it had no form but i will continue to call it a dragon. It was angey and hunting me. and this time I was running scared. I woke up and the dream was over.
id like to get everyones perception on the dream I had. I know very little about all this 4th dimenson and how we can interact with it and what lies there for us.
i hope you dont think Im crazy.
these first few paragraphs are from a conversation I had before the dream that I had.
About 10 or 12 years ago I was a lost soul wondering around the country[ america] trying to find my way. lol.. well i was just partying and hanging out..
anyways I ended up in a ladys house in claremont NH who immediately reconized me even though I had never been to the town before. she told me my mothers name and my fathers name. I later found out my mother had lived there when she was younger.and one of her daughters was actualy my cousin. well we sat down and she started telling me all things that I was not ready to hear. things about myself. the way I was feeling inside , and the reasons for me feeling the way that I did. I did not know what to think. she told me that she was in communication with beings from other planets and what not. A part of me heard what she was saying but for the most part my mind was tuned out of the conversation. I DIDNT THINK SHE WAS CRAZY. I just wasnt ready I guess. so we were talking about many things . all of which im sorry to say I cant reamber. we were smoking weed and drinkin a little.a few things stand out though. she told me that my confusion was comming from the fact I was born under two moons. a light one and a dark one. and that was causing conflict with myself. I have asked and asked but no one since her had been able to explane that to me. i wish I woulda paid more attention. and she told me that i was powerful but I have choices to make as to where my power would be drawn to. well anyways I had to leave after a while eventhough a part of me wanted to stay and learn more. but I guess i wasnt ready yet. before i left she looked at me and tole me I was going to have a dream that night. she said I was not ment to react with no one in the dream and no matter what I should not try to fight what i was going to encounter in my dream. just sit back and watch and listen
The Dream.
I went to sleep that night and found myself in a strange dream. there were other people around but it was different from any dream that i ever had before.it was like they were their own beings. a few of the people came to me and told me what was happening. they were basicly trying to show me something that I was not suspose to know existed. I was to basicly hide and watch. . there was somthing like a boxing match going on and the somone i was suspose to see was not there yet. I have a feeling the "boxing match" was set up for me to be shown somthing. it was fake, just a show to bring whatever i was suspose to see out into the open. I guess whatever it was it liked violence. looking back with what I know now i can see that.
from here on in the dream it get fuzzy. but I will try to explain to the best I can.dont take the things i saw and say literly . it was just my perception on what i was seeing and I have a feeling my perception on the events were not all of what was happening ,well there was like a thrown set up next to the ring and whatever was suspose to be there wasnt yet . i was watching the match and somthing strange happened. there was alot of confusion and darkness and I was what I percieve as shot in the chest. I looked down at my body and saw the flesh and felt free . it was surreal. there was a group of us and the rest looked confused and scared . I guess whatever was suspose to come was upset with the show we were doing and the fact I was there. for some reason I believed it was as scared as me as I was of it. so that made me stronger in a way. but I also got the feeling it wanted me dead. I was doing exactly what the lady had previously told me not to do. I was reacting. we were at what i seemed to me like a castle and we were scared. we were brought forth to a chamber and were standing in front of a number of chairs i think there were 13 in all but im not sure. there was a little person among us and another one that seemed like he knew what was going on but didnt like it. then all hell broke loose. we heard a loud scream. it was deep and it chilled my bones. we ran into a little tunnel and we were thinking of a way to excape when somthing immence came out of what i call a lake next to the castle. it was like a dragon but not one. you know what i mean. i looked down and saw i was holding somthing like a sword and i could fly. I fought with the "Dragon" or what seemed like forever and finaly had it contained in what i call a small "ball". the group I was with was looking at me in surprise and they moved to form a circle around the "Ball" that contained the "Dragon" they were chanting somthing and holding hands. it looked to me like they were trying to contain it. then I heard a vioce tell me that water resurects it. then out of no where the little peson i described earlier threw a bucket of water on it and it grew to an enormous size . it had no form but i will continue to call it a dragon. It was angey and hunting me. and this time I was running scared. I woke up and the dream was over.
id like to get everyones perception on the dream I had. I know very little about all this 4th dimenson and how we can interact with it and what lies there for us.
i hope you dont think Im crazy.