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17-02-2008, 04:20 PM
I have been on this site several times before and once before I even asked for some advice but things seem to be getting worse. It seems like I have a self destruct button inside somewhere and someone else keeps setting it off!! I am a true believer in me and I strongly question everything that I am told is real cos I know its not!!! I am being attacked by something I cant see but I can feel it and it has got worse since I have been more vocal in freeing minds, please can I have some advice as to how to protect myself as I am now fearing for me. Has anyone else experienced this or anything similar, its like a brutal negativity and heavines.
17-02-2008, 07:05 PM
Well the advice I am about to give you is not a solution, I don't know if anyone else has a solution, but I think its very important that you calm down, breath in and out deep breaths and keep focused on that until some of the anxiety passes.
After you feel a bit calmer, calm enough to take charge of yourself, notice how if you do not do something, you don't do it. Realise that you can fight anything that wants to make you do something simply by being lazy and not doing it. Being lazy is easy for humans. So when whatever it is works up this mass of terror inside you and you feel as though you have to act on it or do what they say or need some release, notice that you can just stay still and wait for it to pass, and it will pass. But even if it never did, and it will, you could still wait it out for eternity because however much it hurts, however bad it feels, you can hold out and wait and not act on it, because it is your body and you are in control.
18-02-2008, 05:27 AM
There are many means in magick to protect against ouside entities or psychic attacks. U could do a search for protection spells/visualisations or aura cleansing. Theres a post in the psychic section on protecting urself and ur home.
Aura cleansing is fairly easy, u reshape so its a few feet out, and even (egg-shaped around u). Then u can use silver rain or violet flame to cleanse it (violet flame is most intense - its a transformation colour, turning dark into light - use in this way only for a few seconds at most).
Blowing roses is also quite a good way to remove a negative thought or energy. Imagine a rose, and as u blow it, it turns to dust and blows away (that rose representing ur negative thought etc).
Now on with the aura cleanse. Then u want to surround all outer edges of ur aura with gold - make sure everything is even, and covered. Gold is a protection colour. If ur extra worried, add a layer of violet to the outside. Do regularly if under attack.
Another way to cleanse is this - a grounding. Imagine a cord/tube running from ur base chakra to the centre of the earth. Imagine it has a colour. Drain the negative energy into the earth, being thankful to the earth for doing so and then choose a new colour for ur cord. Disconnect the old cord and replace with new...
I do both of these if im in doubt as to energies around me.
As far as spells etc are concerned, a circle is protective (ie imagine a circle round u, always "draw" clockwise). As is the crystal citrine. Candles raise energy - white candles truth and purity, and black cancellation and banishment. A combination of black candles and some form of noxious incense is good banishing (ie tobacco, datura, pepper etc). There are many talismans and charms worn for protection also, like the pentacle. There is many more symbols and materials that are useful (for example aluminium is psychically reflective, and glass - which is why mirrors are relfective of these energies)
I recommend looking into protection spells and rituals, thats where ull find all the tools u may need.
May u find peace,
18-02-2008, 06:07 PM
many thanks coshh and drael, am going to act upon both , relax and protect, thank you both for giving me some form of control back, helped more than you know
Love to you both