Telepathic communication?

[cl2008]

I believe I happened to be on the receiving end of such a communication. The speaker did not identify himself/herself. And it felt as if the speaker is a being that is not limited by gender. I dont know WHO or WHAT is that being that spoke to me. An ET? A spirit? An angel? A reptoid? What?!?

Anyway are the things that happened to me:


1) That voice told me that I will regret all suicidal, depressive, and self-harming thoughts by the time I hit age 24

I am 24 years old now and I am confident to say that I have ZERO of those negative feelings. That 'transmission' was sent to me when I was age 21. During the height of my depression and suicidal tendencies. It told me not to worry and to just hang on. It told me that by the time you hit age 24, you will regret everything hateful you said about your life.

I thought it was nothing but a stupid dream but here I am. Age 24 and feel ZERO depression and suicidal tendencies!!!



2) I was half-asleep and half-awake in my bed and unable to move my hands and legs and my whole body.

Then that voice was asking me if I seriously wanna die because of a rant I wrote in some forum a long time ago that is full of hate for my own life, as well as my overall hateful attitude towards my own life. Because all these years growing up, I didnt feel love and felt all kinds of rejection everywhere. From family, from other people, from women. It is too much and I really had alot of suicidal thoughts.

That voice told me that he/she/it is only helping me die. So you wanna die? If your life has no purpose, then why are you resisting my help? I am only helping you die since that is what you said you want.

I was struggling and very afraid of death. Trying my best to regain control of my body.

Again I thought it was just a weird dream. IT HAPPENED TO ME AT LEAST 5 TIMES!!! Now I see it as an external force trying to knock sense into my head.


3) After my breakup with the woman I totally loved, I obsessed on reading stuff on picking up women. That being seemed to have a problem with that.

It told me not to be playing with the weapons of evil and to abandon my plans to break as many women's hearts as possible because of the irrational hatred for women that developed after my breakup with her.

I ignored the being.


4) After experimenting with 'pick up women' stuff and fooling around for awhile, I came to a realization that I'm lying to myself and only causing damage. That being seemed happy with my realization.

But then again, after that realization, I also arrived at a conclusion that IT IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY TO GET RID OF ALL FEELINGS OF LOVE AND EMOTION IN ORDER TO SURVIVE IN THIS EVIL EVIL WORLD.


5) The being had a problem with that. However he/she/it took a more loving approach to me to 'correct' that thinking.

It told me in my dream that I shouldnt try to fight and suppress my loving nature because that is what I am made for. Something like that. Then it flashed all sorts of images into my head that show people and animals showing love to each other.

Then it followed with a dream of me being some kind of animal. I can describe that animal as something that can walk on fours or on its hind-legs... a round shape of body with fur and a tail as long as its body. While having almost useless claws.

Then after that, everytime I see a cat or a chicken or a dog I feel this great happiness inside.

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Yes this is weird. Any idea WHAT that being is? It didnt show me its appearance. It just inserted those thoughts into my head instantaneously.

Is that my 'higher self' or 'spirit guide?'

[serpentoffire]

Please, see this thread:

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=18293

and this document about repts/demons telepathic mind control

http://www.tearingdownstrongholds.com/mindcontrol-bartley.htm

In this thread "The illuminati formula for total mind control"

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=14353

[kblood]

I have read about a person who did out of body travel experiments, and it led to him being able to get in contact with his higher self, so he was able to talk to himself. His higher self gave him good advice, and helped him being a good or better person. It could even tell him to buy something he didnt know he would need himself, only to bump into someone later who needed the thing he had bought because a voice in his head said so.

I believe there are good spirits who helps us. Serpentoffire for some reason believes the spirits that communicates with us all have a secret agenda to manipulate and control us to ultimately lead our soul to damnation. I cant say for sure that it isnt so, but I dont believe so myself, and in the end it is up to you to decide for yourself. I think you might already know from your own experience, it seems to me that you were blessed with the presence of a good spirit who came to lighten your mood when all was gloomy.

[ashra]

Your post sent shviers down my spine, cl2008. Let me explain why:

On 10.01.2008, the day before my 24 birthday (just btw., Robert Anton Wilson died exactly on my 23th birthday ;)), I was walking through the city, emptying my mind by just beeing there in total love with all my surroundings, when I got a feeling of bliss that had never ever felt before. Then rhymes started to form in my head. Believe me, it normally takes me hours to come up with some acceptable lyrics for a song, but what happened at that time was from out of this world.
It was poetry like the one from Hoelderlin. It just kept flowing. It was all about love, new beginnings, the creation, god. I cannot recall much of the words, besides, they were in German.
For that evening I had planned to eat mushrooms. When I finally got home, I found myself in sheer ecstasy for I never loved life that much. Then I ate the mushrooms.

To make it short, soon I found my soul travelling through realms we normally should not be able to see. The rhymes came to me again. Communicating, that there is a war going on in the astral world, manifesting itself in the physical world and that in order to prevent our planet from destruction, people
like myself are now given the task to share as much love as they can with everything in this creation. I was shown (how this looked like, I cannot describe in words) what fear, anger, greed,... etc. are doing to our souls. What all kinds of substances/drugs, eating habits, pornography.. are doing to us astrally. And especially, that the urge to die is the greatest poison for your soul.
Insights of the most profound laws of the entire creation were given to me. But at the same time I was told, I would only be able to take a tiny fraction of what I was shown to me back to this world.
They voices revealed themselves as being 'The Brotherhood of the White Light'. I had never heard or read this term anywhere. If you want to find out what it is, just google it.
When I came back from this experience, after over 8 hours, I was told that my soul was immortal and that I will come back to this planet until LOVE has won the war.
Also, I was told to stop longing for that girl I love so much for about a year now because I was here to guide her and that our souls have been connected since the very beginning. I told her about that, and she said, she already knew that.
In the end, Mother Earth assured me that she has always been there for me and always loves me.

I have to go to work now. I'd like to share more of this experience later.

[cl2008]

hat all kinds of substances/drugs, eating habits, pornography.. are doing to us astrally.

Ok let me get this straight:

- Catholic Church says pornography is bad. As well as pre-marital sex and masturbation and looking at porn because it is an impure thought. I was born and raised Catholic most of my life. And an educated one too. The school where my parents sent me really went deep into it.


- However, based on experience, I do not get as sexually aroused whenever I view porn. Sometimes I do not even feel a single percent of horniness.

In fact, I feel a higher level of sexual satisfaction imagining things. As mentioned in another post, perverse sexual activities are part of the reptilian activity. In my own sexual fantasies, they sometimes include things of the domination-submission nature as well as the giantess vore (beautiful giant woman going berserk in a city and causing destruction and eating people) fetish.

Afterwards I dont feel any guilt. Maybe about 10% guilt thinking about that stuff.

What is that? Is that part of my reptoid DNA?

I can trace my roots to the area in the Philippines known as Capiz. In that area, there are many reported sightings of aswangs. Aswangs are said to be winged (similar description to a reptilian's wings), drink blood and have a fascination for violence, and they are notoriously known for sucking out unborn babies from their mother's wombs using a tongue that is similar to a mosquito's proboscis.

Those aswangs are said to get extremely uncomfortable when they see a crucifix or the face of Jesus, and get burned by holy water, and can be killed if you sprinkle salt on its half body that remains on the ground. Because when it flies, it leaves its lower body (from the waist, down) on the ground.

So I've always wondered if I'm part reptoid. And if aswangs are really reptoids.

[pleasuredome]

Please, see this thread:

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=18293

and this document about repts/demons telepathic mind control

http://www.tearingdownstrongholds.com/mindcontrol-bartley.htm

In this thread "The illuminati formula for total mind control"

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=14353

cl2008, beware of those demunz!!!

[serpentoffire]

Ok let me get this straight:

- Catholic Church says pornography is bad. As well as pre-marital sex and masturbation and looking at porn because it is an impure thought. I was born and raised Catholic most of my life. And an educated one too. The school where my parents sent me really went deep into it.


- However, based on experience, I do not get as sexually aroused whenever I view porn. Sometimes I do not even feel a single percent of horniness.

In fact, I feel a higher level of sexual satisfaction imagining things. As mentioned in another post, perverse sexual activities are part of the reptilian activity. In my own sexual fantasies, they sometimes include things of the domination-submission nature as well as the giantess vore (beautiful giant woman going berserk in a city and causing destruction and eating people) fetish.

Afterwards I dont feel any guilt. Maybe about 10% guilt thinking about that stuff.

What is that? Is that part of my reptoid DNA?

I can trace my roots to the area in the Philippines known as Capiz. In that area, there are many reported sightings of aswangs. Aswangs are said to be winged (similar description to a reptilian's wings), drink blood and have a fascination for violence, and they are notoriously known for sucking out unborn babies from their mother's wombs using a tongue that is similar to a mosquito's proboscis.

Those aswangs are said to get extremely uncomfortable when they see a crucifix or the face of Jesus, and get burned by holy water, and can be killed if you sprinkle salt on its half body that remains on the ground. Because when it flies, it leaves its lower body (from the waist, down) on the ground.

So I've always wondered if I'm part reptoid. And if aswangs are really reptoids.

Sexuality is a good pump of energy of evil entities (aliens, spirits, repts, whatever you want).
Fear is another good source of energy.

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