Crawlies in my face.

[holliespirit]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

[blackstar76]

Mental problems are physical problems. People need to start realizing that. Your brain is no different than any other part of the body. As for advice I don't have any since I am about to venture back to a new kind of anti anxiety med. The others didn't work.

But as for your face. Try Epsoms salts when you wash your face. Really cleans out toxics and may take away the crawly feeling. Good for baths also. Been doing it for a few days and notice a difference.

I am also looking into other natural detoxing remedies. Get rid of the nasty chemicals that has built up in my body. I let ya know if I find any good ones.

[holliespirit]

I would try just about anything at this point, and definitely let me know if you find anything that works for you!

[blister]

I don't have any real advice for you but just want to pass on some sympathy and a virtual hug.

Can I ask what you diet is like - do you eat a lot of processed foods or have you done any allergy testing? The name escapes me right now but a friend of mine had a maddening facial tingle for a while. It ended up being some varient of shingles but the name of the disease escapes me.

Also had you travelled anywhere prior to the onset where you might have picked up a tick carrying Lyme Disease? Although it typically starts with a rash some people skip the rash altogether and move straight to the fun stuff. Lyme disease can cause among other things facial paralysis which is sometime mistaken for Bell's Palsy. It also causes headaches and a general malaise.

[holliespirit]

I have lived in the country on and off for the last 10 years, where ticks are pretty heavy. I also had shingles about 6 months before the bell's palsy started. I also thought the two might be related but when I mentioned it to my doctors they didnt say anything of it! Thanks for the hugs! I definitely need them right now! Also, I started taking Zyrtec for allergies this last week, and stopped today, I noticed the last time I took it, I became depressed while using it for allergies. I stopped today and have felt a bit better mentally!

[jconnar]

I would try just about anything at this point, and definitely let me know if you find anything that works for you!

Accept and surrender to it. Stop resisting and stop fighting. In bed before you sleep, watch all your thoughts, don't repress them, just watch them, watch when they come and when they go. Watch even your own mental voice. Once all thoughts seem to stop and you just lay in silence, bring all of your attention to the area of where the bugs are and just watch/feel that area. Use all of your attention and just watch/feel that area. You may be able to feel blood pulsing to that area, keep going, surrender to whatever comes and just watch.


If you decide to dismiss this information, then thats ok. But I will add that I have experienced the crawling bugs also.

[yourbodyisall]

I had Bell's Pausy once after getting Lyme's Disease it went away but some lingered until I recently have fixed.

Fundamentally its a nervous system problem. You don't have connection between the numb parts and your nervous system, your feeling system.

So I would recommend two things.

Endeavor to feel those parts of your body. You'll have to do it deeply and regularly if you have no sensation there. Just feel it, more and more. If need be, start with the closest point you can feel and eventually work towards the problem area.

Also try exercises all the muscles in that area. Just move them back and forth but do so as fast as you possibly can. Stop before it becomes painful or unpleasant in anyway. When you try to move a specific muscle really fast you have feel it really deeply. This will also help to get the blood flowing to that area which will help with the healing.

You may also want to get some raw nuts or avacodos. Brazil Nuts would be best. Your nervous system and brain (where you're having pain) are primarily made from fats (like nuts and seeds). A deficienciency in these types of foods could result in both of your symptoms.

Remember, the nuts MUST be raw and if not nuts then another plant based fatty food, such seeds, avacados or coconuts. Anything else simply won't help and I'd suggest it would do the opposite.

You can feel free to PM if you have any more questions.

[wonderfullife]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

Sorry to hear about what has happened to you. Have you investigated whether you may have BB or Lyme?
This is a good site to look at http://healthfreedoms.org/2011/07/01/lyme-cover-up-rages-on/
I was diagnosed with MS but now I reliase that it is Lyme because of my family history and I got bitten by a horse fly and yes they can be infected too! We also had dogs and a cat which can have 15 ticks on them at one time!. We used to walk in the woods a lot.
I have just ordered some Water purifying drops (MMS) well what the hay the doctors have written me off why not? There is medical evidence that MS is not a disease n it's own but chronic Lyme or BB. From what you have said it sounds like Lyme or BB or even a co infection. Don't bother getting tested cos there is a crack down on actually diagnosing Lyme it's a huge coverup.
This is worth a look at too http://www.themiraclemineralsupplement.com/
My brother had Dyslexia then he was diagnosed with MS
My mother had Parvovirus
My father had an autoimmune disease that nearly killed him
His mother had Alziemers
The family had low thyroid
Cancers
All of these ailments are connected to Lyme or BB.
Lyme can mimmick all of the above and it is connected to Bells palsy or rather causes it. Sounds like you have the Lyme Itch thats like bugs crawling under the skin.
Or have a look at Morgellions MMS helps that too.
Lyme is a bio weapon developed by a Ex Nazi scientist on Plum Island look it up. Jesse ventura made a film about it. Plum Island infected ticks with Lyme and released them onto the unknowing public.
Lyme can be spread through blood transfusions the placenta, breast milk, any bodily fluid.
You don't have to have a bulls eye rash or be bitten by anything it can lie dormant for 10,20,30 years after infection.
Good luck on your investigation your doctor if not Lyme literate will not even think about connecting your condition to BB or Lyme. btw the blood tests always come back negative.
Have a look at this thread http://forum.davidicke.com/showthread.php?t=170626&highlight=Lyme+disease
Good luck
btw my family had a farm and we lived in the country for about 15 years.
My father also got bitten by a dog he was in Saudi at the time. and no the dog did not have rabies.

[wonderfullife]

I have lived in the country on and off for the last 10 years, where ticks are pretty heavy. I also had shingles about 6 months before the bell's palsy started. I also thought the two might be related but when I mentioned it to my doctors they didnt say anything of it! Thanks for the hugs! I definitely need them right now! Also, I started taking Zyrtec for allergies this last week, and stopped today, I noticed the last time I took it, I became depressed while using it for allergies. I stopped today and have felt a bit better mentally!

Shingles is a symptom of BB or Lyme.

[wonderfullife]

You could also try Collidal Silver this may help.
But MMS seems to be the only thing that works.
Of course the FDA and big Pharma do not like MMs cos it's cheap to produce and it works and saves peoples lives.

Jim Humble recommends 3 drops of activated MMS every hour for 8 hours a day for 3 weeks and AIDS is gone and all the rest of diseases too.
Cancer needs MMS2

Vitamin D high amont helps the symptoms of BB or Lyme or co infections
Iodine in the morning will also help about 3 drops with vineger

[wonderfullife]

A new Miracle Mineral is being introduced here. It should have all the fanfare of one of the most important medicines that has ever been introduced to mankind. Unfortunately we inventors, as opposed to multibillion dollar research organizations, never have the money for fanfare. We're lucky to scrape together 50 cents to buy an envelope to mail the concept back to ourselves for a cheap inventor's patent protection. So here it is - the announcement of a new miracle mineral - but without much fanfare.

Hypochlorous acid is an acid that the human immune system uses to kill pathogens of all kinds throughout the body, and many other things that sometimes need to be destroyed. For example when killer cells get old and worn out they turn against the body; the immune system recognizes the problem and proceeds to destroy the worn-out cells with hypochlorous acid.

This acid is probably the most important acid the body makes to maintain health. I think that qualifies it to be considered natural. It is a naturally produced acid because the body’s immune system makes it. It’s not manufactured in a chemical plant somewhere. The fact is, hypochlorous acid will kill most pathogens in the body - even the powerful malaria parasite if enough of the acid is present.

However, for whatever reason, Mother Nature did not provide the human body with the means to generate enough hypochlorous acid to kill all the diseases that might enter the body. Maybe making the acid is just too complex to generate large quantities of it that are now required to destroy the powerful "incurable" diseases that have come to be on this planet. In a more perfect world not much of the acid would be needed.

Suppose you were a medical researcher 80 years ago and you were interested in overcoming diseases in the human body, and you were aware of this data - that hypochlorous acid kills disease pathogens. Well, the fact is, this data was known 80 years ago. Don’t you think you would have spent a little bit of time on the idea of how to supply the body with a little more hypochlorous acid? The body has been using hypochlorous acid to kill disease germs for a million years.

Isn’t that a logical idea - that a medical researcher attempting to find cures for diseases, would at least try giving the body a little bit more hypochlorous acid when germs or disease threaten? Well I think it's logical and if medical researchers were attempting to find "cures" for people instead of making costly drugs that keep people back, they would have found this hypochlorous acid miracle cure and many other such cures - long ago.

So any way, the goal here is to describe Miracle Mineral Number Two. It is so far beyond any known medical drug that there is simply no comparison. You can’t compare it with medical drugs as they are not intended to overcome or cure diseases. This MMS2 kills pathogens and actually aids healing. So what is it? As far as an antibiotic is concerned, it kills pathogens instantly by blowing a hole in the skin. It’s not like medical antibiotics which can take from hours to weeks to penetrate the skin of a pathogen, slowly destroying the nucleus or something in the nucleus - if the pathogen hasn't developed resistance. But with MMS2, pathogens that cause diseases of all kinds cannot develop a resistance to hypochlorous acid. The body chose well when it developed the ability to generate hypochlorous acid. Down through the centuries no pathogen has ever developed a resistance to it.
And maybe, just maybe Mother Nature chose well when she made the various deadly diseases, because even though some of them are anaerobic and some are aerobic, none of them are resistant to MMS1 or MMS2 or the combination of 1 and 2. Isn’t that kind of strange? Of course we don’t have the money for research in this area, but many thousands of people have called me or emailed me representing hundreds of different diseases that have been handled with both of these Miracle Minerals.

So what is it that turns into hypochlorous acid that your body can use? Well, there happens to be a very cheap simple chemical that actually turns into this acid. Your body then can take that acid and use it throughout the body. I’ve been using it for 4 years personally. My clinic and group of people in Mexico have been using it for more than a year with many people. I was at first sending it out to people mostly with prostate cancer, but we then started using it on many things including HIV.

What we found out recently is that MMS (now called MMS1) when given to HIV people generally cures all of their health problems associated with the HIV, but it does not cure the HIV in some cases. It is more valuable than the HIV drugs for treating HIV, but it doesn’t kill the HIV virus always, just sometimes.

So enter MMS2. When taken with MMS1, the two together have produced negative blood test readings (basically that means cured) in quite a few HIV cases so far. In fact, all of the cases receiving both MMS1 and 2 have checked negative (free from HIV). We don't have thousands of cases so far and we will produce the necessary case studies when the Foundation and Institute for Advanced MMS Studies is funded. But just to give you an idea, the protocol for HIV has been: three activated drops of MMS1 each hour for at least 8 hours during the day, plus one size zero capsule of MMS2 taken every two hours for eight hours per day - all done continuously for three weeks, then we submit blood to the testing lab. Oh yes, at first drink 2 glasses of water with the MMS2 capsule and then always one full glass of water thereafter with each capsule.
http://jimhumble.biz/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=38&Itemid=66

[thegenius]

I would try just about anything at this point, and definitely let me know if you find anything that works for you!

Are you interested in trying a magic penis?

Rubbing on the infected area usually does wonders... for me that is ;)

[holliespirit]

Are you interested in trying a magic penis?

Rubbing on the infected area usually does wonders... for me that is ;)

Ugh, my husband already tried that! We were certain it would work

[thegenius]

Ugh, my husband already tried that! We were certain it would work

I don't fancy having a hubby chase me around with an axe haha!

Here's a checklist I thought of for you today at work.

Is there anything currently affecting your immune system, like fluoride in the water/toothpaste, mercury dental fillings, mobile phone masts?

Have you been on a detox?

Are you well nourished? Organic Lemons, Celtic Sea Salt and Organic dark coloured Maple Syrup might boost you up over the course of a few weeks. Also some Salmon, Water Melon and a roasted whole duck!

Have you been to your local herbalist to sort you out a brew?

Tried Massage?

What about armoatheray? And Yoga.

Also, some sport which will make you sweat, like running. Or failing that a hot sweaty bath

:D

[jimj_wpg]

Liquid Bentonite with Psyllium powder in orange juice.

What you do is to take 1 tablespoon (15 ml?) liquid bentonite (it's grey coloured) and then 1 teaspoon (? ml) of Psyllium powder (it's orangy)...Then put in 8 oz./250 ml cup of orange juice....Stir for about 30 secs. then drink within 5 minutes...After that the stuff begins to gel quite quickly and won't taste as good.

You have Morgellons nano-tech fibres in your body. It affects some of us but not others. Someone wants Humans to turn into The Borg or be like the Grey aliens ... half Human and half machine/computer.

http://search.yahoo.com/search?p=Morgellons+nano+tech&ei=UTF-8&fr=moz35

Most of us are getting sick by these unwanted implants which we ingest thru our air.

One word of caution that I have not experienced. ... Do not go to your dermatologist and tell them you have Morgellons or anything crawling inside you...That is a ticket to a psychiatric evaluation... Just stay here and we well help you get them removed with herbal / natural cleansing stuff.

[free33]

Liquid Bentonite with Psyllium powder in orange juice.

What you do is to take 1 tablespoon (15 ml?) liquid bentonite (it's grey coloured) and then 1 teaspoon (? ml) of Psyllium powder (it's orangy)...Then put in 8 oz./250 ml cup of orange juice....Stir for about 30 secs. then drink within 5 minutes...After that the stuff begins to gel quite quickly and won't taste as good.

You have Morgellons nano-tech fibres in your body. It affects some of us but not others. Someone wants Humans to turn into The Borg or be like the Grey aliens ... half Human and half machine/computer.

http://search.yahoo.com/search?p=Morgellons+nano+tech&ei=UTF-8&fr=moz35

Most of us are getting sick by these unwanted implants which we ingest thru our air.

One word of caution that I have not experienced. ... Do not go to your dermatologist and tell them you have Morgellons or anything crawling inside you...That is a ticket to a psychiatric evaluation... Just stay here and we well help you get them removed with herbal / natural cleansing stuff.


Wow. I'm not comfortable with that.

You can't diagnose anyone via the computer. To say you have _____!
And don't go to your DR or Dermatologist! That is not proper.

It could be Morgellons and it is possible the DRs may not believe you but you're not a flake and don't allow any DR to tell you otherwise.

One thing about those who spray for worms etc in my city is that they are super stupid humans and not wishing people turn into grey aliens or borg.
Sad but true. They are really dumb.

I would tell a DR about it. One who actually treats Morgellon and see what he or she thinks. The rest of the advice is just that, advice. Do what you wish with the opinions of others.

((((((((holliespirit)))))))))

Hang in there kiddo.

[neutrino]

Well it's to do with the nerves so the only thing I could suggest is use something to try and stimulate the nerves and muscles, warm your face up and then use an ice cube or icey bottle around the nerve and muscle areas to create sudden nerve shocks, maybe it'll get the nerves rolling again. I might be talking shit but it's something I'd try in this situation.
I'm no expert and it's just a suggestion so if you try it try it at your own peril because if it makes it worse don't blame me. :p

[free33]

Mental problems are physical problems. People need to start realizing that. Your brain is no different than any other part of the body. As for advice I don't have any since I am about to venture back to a new kind of anti anxiety med. The others didn't work.

But as for your face. Try Epsoms salts when you wash your face. Really cleans out toxics and may take away the crawly feeling. Good for baths also. Been doing it for a few days and notice a difference.

I am also looking into other natural detoxing remedies. Get rid of the nasty chemicals that has built up in my body. I let ya know if I find any good ones.

Good post. Mental problems are physical. People are just frightened of what they don't understand. If you are very stressed take the anxiety meds though. Be careful with them because they are highly addicting if in the
"benzo" or Benzodiazepine family. If you have been taking them daily for more than a month, make sure a DR knows if you have to come off of them. That is no joke.
Benzodiazepine - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

http://www.ehow.com/facts_5501199_morgellons-disease.html

I read this about Morgellons but it is curious about the Bells Palsy.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bells_Palsy

Shingles clear up on their own in most younger people, the children and elderly can experience severe reaction but if that is you in your picture, you look healthy. You may be experiencing nerve damage from shingles.
Not sure if it is very common the spots are on the head though.

Shingles can be painful and annoying lasting for years. A friend's uncle had them and experienced pain for about 8 years. The best thing to do is not panic and holliespirit, you are not crazy.

shingles
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001861/

Many times they do not look as bad as the pictures but of course people react differently. the shingles do cause nerve damage but hmmm.... The top of the head does not seem to fit but it is possible.

If you are at your wits end and can't get to a DR and it is not an emergency, do a detox and exercise outside by walking or whatever your pleasure. Start taking real good care of you.

Stress can do major damage to us when we allow. On top of everything else, that is the last thing you need.

Try getting out more and talking to someone bout the marriage issues. Even a friend if not a marriage therapist. It really bites, I know, when DRs dismiss us and think we are only stressed if we are not.

One thing. You may be stressed and they are correct. I'd not stop hunting the answer if it does not go away. Remain calm and believe this,

You will get better.

(((holliespirit!!))

[free33]

Well it's to do with the nerves so the only thing I could suggest is use something to try and stimulate the nerves and muscles, warm your face up and then use an ice cube or icey bottle around the nerve and muscle areas to create sudden nerve shocks, maybe it'll get the nerves rolling again. I might be talking shit but it's something I'd try in this situation.
I'm no expert and it's just a suggestion so if you try it try it at your own peril because if it makes it worse don't blame me. :p

You're not talking crap.
I have been thinking about holliespirit obviously and it does sound like nerve
damage or something similar.

She may need to see a neurologist if it gets worse. Nothing to fear in that holliespirit.

One thing I do know is stress is a major factor in all of our health.
I bet if her stress is lowered her body's natural healing process will kick in and she will be as right as rain sooner than later.

I hope my words helped at least holliespirit.
No fear love.

:)

[mr stoppitall]

I am not a doctor but perhaps you could consider this angle for your own scrutiny.
Depression is hard to diagnose for yourself but it can be the trigger for this what I present you.

http://www.bettermedicine.com/article/psychosomatic-illness

The third type of psychosomatic illness is somatoform disorders. Somatoform disorders are psychiatric disorders that are displayed through physical problems. In other words, the physical symptoms people experience are related to psychological factors rather than a medical cause.

Conversion disorder is a disorder in which a person experiences neurological symptoms that affect his or her movement and senses and that do not appear to have a physical cause. Symptoms can include seizures, blindness or paralysis.

Somatization disorder is a disorder in which a person experiences physical complaints, such as headaches, diarrhea, or premature ejaculation, that do not have a physical cause.

[hypnoticspectre]

make sure ur taking the sub-lingual B12 and perhaps look into acupuncture courses & herbal medicines, if only for coping with stress. People claim its helped with arthritis and other problems, try it even if its just a placebo :)

[consciousness]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

Have you tried going to a spiritual healer ?

[lakkimakki]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

Stop eating sugar. Start drinking more water.

[crystal_ascension]

You might want to give this a try if you suspect it could be Morgellon's:

http://forum.davidicke.com/showthread.php?t=183866

Sounds like you could have a combination of Morgellon's and Lyme (they often go hand in hand). I used to get a lot of tingling and numbness in the face until I cut out MSG and anything that could contain free glutamate (natural and artificial "flavour", modified starch, hydrolysed proteins and extracts, etc.). If it is Morgellon's, submersing yourself in hot water mixed with lots of baking soda or sea/epsom salts is very helpful in relieving itching/crawling sensations. A mask of baking soda and water can be helpful for targeting specific areas.

[jconnar]

third eye is activating..

[mikelambert]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

I understand what you mean when you say it is all real to you. After all it is happening to you. In my view western medicine looks at an illness or problem as a single tree, whereas eastern medicine sees it as a forest.
If you can locate a good practitioner of TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) you might consider paying them a visit. Let us know how you get on.

[crystal_ascension]

I used to get a lot of numbness/tingling in my face and it totally went away when I got rid of MSG in my diet. This is a bit tricky at first because MSG isn't always listed on food labels. They often call it "spices", "seasonings", "flavour", "autolysed" "yeast extract", even "natural flavour" and many more misleading titles.

Start cooking from scratch and stop buying prepared foods and see if that helps.

When I stopped consuming MSG the frequency of my headaches and a whole bunch of other various symptoms improved.

Adopt a detoxifying way of eating so your body is constantly purging toxins and pathogens.

[ozpixie]

Anything that causes your face to droop or lips to change like that is NOT mental. There has to be a physical cause. Too many doctors are quick to reach for the benzo's to shut people up when they havent got a clue what else to do. It is possible for people to have TIA (transient ischaemic attack) or mini-stroke that leaves no permanant damage. My sister had 3 before age 30. I sincerely hope you can find someone who can help.

[thecatsmeow]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

I read somewhere in this forum that TPTB have started putting "stuff" into our food. It's some sort of biological weapon...I'll see if I can find it. In the mean-time I'd trust this man.

Dr. Tullio Simoncini (http://www.curenaturalicancro.com/)

[thecatsmeow]

Here's a transcript of what was written. There's a lot to sift through before you get to it. (Note: This is part one)



George H.W. Bush is a mind control expert, as are all freemasons. Al Gore is also among this group of people. Many of you know of the freemasons; these are the people who actually control this planet. This is something that I know for a fact, and I am willing to divulge every detail regarding this information. If you all are not sure as to whether or not you should believe this, please, bear with me, and read every word of this informative and truthful exposé regarding the freemasons, the highest levels of our government, and psychic powers. I will also delve into the topic of mind control. Mind control even finds it way in written passages, such as this. Pay close attention to ANY voice in your head that somehow suggests that you shouldn't believe this information, while reading this. A voice like "Yeah, Right." is quite common while reading this material. Also pay attention to whether or not these feelings are accompanied by your eyes shifting to a certain direction. Mind Control is situational in the sense that it creates a 'dejavu' type feeling if ANYONE has experienced what you've experienced. While you are reading this, please, pay CLOSE ATTENTION to a voice in your head that tells you NOT TO BELIEVE IT. It's not you!!!!!! you WOULD normally be inclined to believe this if it wasn't for that voice/feeling that tries to convince you that this is all B.S. Anyway, Keeping that in mind, read on.

I am focusing mainly on H.W. Bush because he is truly the leader of this movement, hands down. You'll slowly learn why as you continue to read this material. Other individuals that are surely involved are: George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Joe Biden, Mitt Romney, Al Gore, and all of these individuals' wives.

The most difficult part about writing this is the fact that I find that it greatly damages my credibility as a level-headed, intellectual, normal person with a sound mind. Prior to about one week ago, I was a regular human being with an ordinary, American lifestyle. By this I mean I am young, only 24 years old. I go to college, I have a job, a dog, a girl that I like, an ex-girlfriend that I constantly hang out with, close friends, and so on. I smoke weed, I drink, and I do nothing out of the ordinary that would really make me a horrible person.

I can't stress enough that I am quite normal. Always respecting my parents, having close friends, and so on. Keeping my priorities straight and most importantly, bending over backwards as to never offend anyone, even folks that I don't necessarily care about. Only recently did I start working on this ability to be a nicer person; I'd say prior to being 21 I was lost. Now I realize that you only get out what you put in, so I try my best to stay as loving as possible to all people.

So now, I have to come to terms with the fact that everyone thinks I'm crazy. In the past few days, I've told them that I know for a fact that plans exist that involve detailed wrongdoings within our government; I also know that they are certainly trying to kill many of us late next year under the guise of releasing a resurgence of swine flu.

They tried it to start just as a trial version this past fall season, but this time, they are releasing a chemical agent that is going to kill many, many people, and its going to be used as a means of population control. They even tested a variant of it in the Ukraine, but obviously media reports of that were suppressed greatly.

The most awful part about this, which is greatly damaging my reputation as a smart and level-headed person, is the fact that I am telling everyone that these thoughts are psychic thoughts.

In the past four days, I feel as though just expressing these personal, psychic thoughts have caused me to alienate my closest friends and the people in my family who are closest to me. I am normally the one who always acts the most stable among all of my peers. If anyone has a problem, I put it in perspective, and I try my best to empathize with both parties. I am probably one of the best people to talk to, in the sense that I always have the best intentions in mind. I am usually the one with no problems, usually the one listening to everyone else's problems.

But now, it seems as though things have taken a horrible turn for the worse. An important part of this is that I have to still keep things stable; I crossed the line when I told my parents about it because they are getting old, and don't deserve to hear my crap. I don't want to stress or worry them, I love them so much. This is the hardest, worst thing I've ever had to go through, and I'm doing it for the good of humanity. I am risking sounding crazy.. but I'm not crazy.. I'm beyond normal. So why would I do this?
Our government has plans for us. This is certainly not some belligerent liberal teapot about to boil over; this is a sound-minded man with a good heart who has an important message. Picture a normal guy, destroying his reputation, to send out just this very letter. I've ruined relationships with loved ones, and even had to run on my bicycle the other night because I was threatened with being forcibly removed from my home and taken to a mental hospital, by my parents.

I've told ten people who are close to me in great detail about how I feel and how I've been feeling these past few days, and they all think I'm crazy. Contrary to what most people would do (i.e. seek help), I simply just don't care anymore. I am going to continue to steer with my heart and expose these fraudulent, hateful, inhuman bastards. I feel as though this is my duty. So please, don't consider this to be a wild, confusing, paranoid, almost schizophrenic rant. This is the very truth at its core, and I know this to be a fact. Just remember that prior to this week I was normal and was not feeling this way. Also remember that I am an extremely stable-minded person, so this information needs to be taken seriously. I am not JUST well-written... I have a heart and I know what's good and right. I'm not crazy.

I am an American citizen, originally Indian, living in the great city of Philadelphia, PA, USA. I am proud of where I live and I am proud of who I am. I may not fully respect every law of this country, but I respect people, I respect police officers, and I respect the original intentions of a democratic society which were paved with the constitution and the declaration of independence. I have questioned many things that our government has done, but, I still feel a great sense of allegiance to this nation and especially my city. I have told you some things about myself now, so let me continue on with my message.

Everyone has psychic abilities, whether they know it or not. [This is usually the point when half of people who are reading will close the page, and the other half will continue reading.]

You ever get a thought about someone, and you don't really know why? They all of a sudden just pop into your head? Well, as silly as it seems, its not because YOU thought about THEM, but more because THEY thought about YOU.

This is such a farfetched concept for us to truly accept. I mean, seriously, if mental connections really exist, then what is left? If everyone inherently possesses the ability to just access someone's thoughts, feelings, and personal beliefs, then how could we all possibly just live like this? Exactly, there's no way it could make sense. Right?

Since nobody has ever actually told us this special secret about humanity, we are conditioned to never even fathom the possibility of the existance of psychic abilities. Therefore, our mind automatically justifies psychic thoughts by associating them with our current thoughts. Here is an example: Say that you are walking down the street and you see a dress being worn by a mannequin in a store window. Simultaneously, your sister has a thought about you. As crazy as it may seem, THAT thought actually manifests itself with your current thought. [I know, don't I sound like I'm nuts?]

Anyway, the two thoughts intertwine with eachother. You all of a sudden are focusing on your sister wearing that dress, and your thought may SOUND something like this, "I wonder what my sister would think of that dress," , or "I wonder what my sister would look like in that dress." You'll walk off and continue what you were doing, never even really realizing what actually occurred: A psychic connection! This may seem insane, but stay with me folks. What occurred is that the only way for your mind to actually justify having thought about her without any real reason is by joining the two thoughts. Crazy? Maybe.. but maybe not.

I started to originally notice these psychic powers several months ago, maybe even a year ago. My brother Mike kept telling me, "Yo, when someone thinks about you, it means you are thinking about them." I didn't really believe him until, as time marched on, I started to realize that there is no way that it COULDN'T be true. Before I knew it, my psychic powers started to heighten. I could tell whether or not girls liked me in my classes; I could tell exactly what it is that people were thinking. Pretty soon I would pick on up any and every little thought; it was almost like that movie that with Mel Gibson called, "What Women Want." I know.. this really SOUNDS nuts, doesn't it? An important part about this is that not only could I tell WHO was thinking about me, I could also sense their underlying emotions, and specifically how they felt about me.

The reason that these powers actually heightened is because I PRACTICED. This is something that could technically take even years of practice. But you will end up isolating psychic and normal thoughts if you continue to practice this method. Start to think about why you've thought about things. If people start to include themselves in your conscious thoughts and you wouldn't normally think about them, then it means that they are thinking about you. Start to understand WHY you think about certain PEOPLE in general... if people start to intertwine themselves in your current thoughts, it may be psychic related if you aren't necessarily inclined to think about them on a normal basis.

Also, pay attention to any moment where you are ever in a haze and cannot stop thinking about someone. Its because their underlying emotions are SO STRONG.. Hate and love are the two possible feelings that will be stronger than ever. They are the two instances in which you will be in a haze, and you'll say, I CANT GET THIS PERSON OFF MY MIND!

If I were reading this several years ago, I would never ever even think of believing this. I would just say that it is someone who is just trying to persuade people about paranormality. A conspiracy theorist, if you will. But you know, I'm one of the most sane, level-headed, conscious people that I know! Regardless of all this, lately, I've become adept to reading people as a means of learning more about them. As I've said, you may think I'm crazy. It's okay, I'm still here, writing this. I'm ready for the criticism, I'm ready for people to accept that I'm nuts. I'm here for a reason.

I would have to say the worst part about this entire situation is the fact that I feel so alone. I've always had friends, and people that love me and care about me and are ready to listen to me, but lately, my close relationships are completely ruined. I can't even vent to anyone anymore because they'll all tell me that I'm crazy.

I've alienated every single person that I even remotely care about because I'm shoving this garbage down their throat, but its all I know. Humans are the ones that are here to listen to you, or so I thought, especially the ones that love you and know you. Instead these same people keep telling me to seek professional help, or start taking anti-psychotic medication. I won't do either! Instead I'll just continue spreading my message until people realize that maybe I'm not nuts. I need to expose these fuckbags for who they are and I need to expose every single detail until this mess is stopped. This is my only true therapy, you see.

Here is how all of this nonsense all began. First off, I'm not afraid to tell you this very private and potentially damaging piece of information; I used to sell weed, but I stopped, because I noticed that the D.E.A. was watching me. I cut back on my illegal activity and just watched and noticed that I was still on their radar. Even though I was layin' low, they continued to watch me for such a long period of time. I didn't understand why, but it began to frustrate me.

Either way, I still managed to continue my life as a normal student, even though they were almost on to my every move. It's because of what I DID.. but even when I took their message and backed off, it seemed to enrage them. They just wasted so much time watching a citizen who did nothing more than live his life. They don't even fully know what they've really caused. They'll know, though. In time, everyone will know. This written piece will be common knowledge for every man, woman, and child on god's green earth.

About one week ago, something happened that truly blew my mind. My psychic powers began to heighten to a very scary degree almost. It may have been the practice, or well, thats what I believe. Continuing to isolate my thoughts every second of the day had caused me to be able to realize which thoughts WERE mine, and which WEREN'T. Again, seems nuts. But its a skill that anyone can practice. After much practice, you can even eventually tell which siblings of yours may secretly resent you, and feel bad about it at the same time, but don't. A wishy-washy almost goofy situation. Tough to wrap your mind around it, I know. How could this be??

Once again, the movie What Women Want by Mel Gibson comes to mind. I even got on two subways for the first time since my powers heightened, the Broad Street Line and the Market Frankford Line in my home city of Philadelphia.

Both times I heard so much you wouldn't even believe. You almost cannot truly imagine the amount of negative thoughts that exist in this world. More bad than good! Also, you can FEEL people's feelings. If someone is very sad, it stands out, and you feel it. If someone is happy, that also stands out.. If someone loves you, it stands out. Its a conjoined feeling.. all of our minds are meant to be one collective consciousness. If we aren't all on the same page, we are facing imminent danger! Keep reading, because this is the heart of this message. I specifically want to say, our government does not want the best for us, not by any means, not by a long shot, no way in hell.

Back to what I was saying about the D.E.A.

About five days ago, my psychic powers hit the highest peak that they've ever hit. Keep in mind that the D.E.A. was still listening in on my calls. I was talking to my best friend on earth, on the phone, like I always do. I said something to her like this, "Hey, as soon as you put your two weeks in at your job and decide to move out here, I am going to start looking for a job. The reason I didn't before is because I'm already not even home that much because of class, and I feel bad leaving him at home without anyone to watch him. I think that once you're here, it'll be much better, we can coordinate our schedules in favor of the dog." I said something along those lines.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, the craziest thing ever just happened. Someone, obviously a third party who was listening in on the conversation, had a thought that responded directly to what I had just said. Keep in mind that my psychic powers were at their peak due to the fact that I continued to practice them. This third party, was, in fact, the D.E.A. agent who was assigned to listen in on my call for the day. The thought went something like this: "Well, that's what you get for treating your dog like a baby. He's spoiled now." These thoughts come in so quickly because, well, she thought about me while thinking the thought about the dog. Also what helped was the fact that I was in a heightened psychic state, since my practice was continuing to make my powers stronger and stronger. When someone focuses on you, or your current state, or your current activities, or your face, or is in any moment with you, it is possible to connect with them on a psychic level because you are both experiencing the same thing. [Nuts, I know.]

I immediately responded to that thought out loud. This was the first time I had ever done this to such a high degree of accuracy. I kept my thoughts open, ready for whatever would happen next, seeing if I could get this person to freak out. I kept my friend on the phone, and talked to her, AND the D.E.A. agent. She is my best friend, so, even if she thought I was nuts, she stayed on the phone and kept laughing as she normally would.

[You have to keep in mind that the example that I described about the mannequin is just the very beginning. Its because we are conditioned; our mind justifies these thoughts because we were never taught to practice this ability. The general consensus across the planet is that we cannot all possibly read eachothers minds. So please, separate these two styles of thoughts. Practicing this allows humans to isolate psychic thoughts from personal thoughts. Once you begin to seriously work on this ability, your psychic powers will heighten, similarly to my level of psychic powers.]

Here are the types of things that I was saying to the agent. I was describing her, the way she looked, telling her how she felt, when she started to feel scared, I'd tell her that. Then I connected directly to her thought process, listening in on her every word. "This can't be... but it is.. but it can't be.. but it is.." Just her trying to actually justify the situation was mind boggling. Her FEELINGS were standing out the most.. .Terrified... but mesmerized. As if she had seen God. I was feeling these feelings simultaneously, since our minds were connected at that point in time.

I am going to pause this dialogue at this moment and let you read an excerpt from Linda Kaye that best explains the way that this all works. This is truly something that inspired me to practice my psychic abilities, and continue seeking and searching for the deepest truths about life:

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Have you ever asked yourself why it is so difficult to stop thinking about someone? We are all psychic in one way or another. When you connect to another man/woman in a deep way, you are connecting with your souls. Most people don't realize how psychic they really are. Everyone is clairsentient whether they know it or not. Being clairsentient means that you have the psychic ability to feel another person's energy and feelings.

Now, when you think about someone in a normal way, there is nothing unusual there. Then all of a sudden you feel overwhelmed like you are in a fog and you can't stop thinking about them. Now, stop for a second and focus on where you are feeling the energy. It is usually in the heart and chest area. You've had that funny feeling before. Remember. You just thought it was YOU. What is going on is that you are feeling THEIR THOUGHTS. WHAT YOU ARE FEELING IS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND FEELING ABOUT YOU.

During the time you are experiencing this, you may feel feelings from extreme sadness, or guilt to feelings of peace or missing someone. Keep in mind you only started feeling these thoughts when you connected to their energy. So know that you if you are feeling great sadness, it will pass. If you are feeling a great feeling of peace and joy, you know they are thinking wonderful thoughts of you.

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To find those three paragraphs, I wrote in google, "When someone is thinking about you." Because I started getting so many psychic thoughts that I had to write it to see if others were feeling the same way. This is the only person who actually corroborated what I already knew to be the truth, however, she didn't really dive into great detail. She is certainly truthful in her findings and a great source. But anyway, let me continue with my original story.

I hung up with my friend and continued my conversation with the D.E.A. lady because I knew my house was tapped, through my logitech webcam, by the D.E.A. I kept looking and talking to her, and she would not disconnect from me, mentally.

She was scared out of her mind, and eventually convinced herself that I was god on earth. and Saying things like, "Why you ain't on psychic friends network?" I figured out that she was part black, part hispanic, and 36 Years old, but often lies about her age but can't go lower than 33. Single, not too many close friends, but she's very close with her mom. How I knew so much about her? Because I'd ask her questions, and our minds would be connected, and based on what I'd say, the answer went as follows: "Yes,No,Yes,No,yeee.."

and that last YEEEEE is like, a YES. Its an underlying feeling that people can't hide from. This was blowing her mind. She couldn't lie to me because our minds were ONE. Even when she was lying, its like, she knew, and then I knew. That uncertain feeling was something that she was unable to hide from, and its because we were connected as one mind source at that point in time.

Bear with me folks, this is seriously insane, I know. This lady almost had a heart attack and would NOT stop thinking about me for the rest of the night. This was the highest peak I had ever hit, and I was experiencing it with this lady whom I had never even met! The reason it got to that point is because my psychic powers continuted to heighten, and continued to advance, and become stronger.

She KNEW it was real. She had thoughts like, "Why are we watchin this guy?" Towards the end she got so sad.. and so emotional.. and.. I said... "Why you sad baby?" And she was almost in tears at that point. It was something she had never experienced in her life, an epiphany if you will. She seriously felt as if she was talking to God on earth. Just me, talking to my webcam, nobody responding directly but only mentally responding. The lady was on my mind all night. But not cause I was thinking about her. I swear, I was trying to stop at a certain point. But she was deeply thinking about me so much, that she created that connection that would not disconnect. She was mesmerized!

I wasn't really phased for some reason because it was so common for me to experience these thoughts; I thought, these thoughts won't stop getting better. So clear! This was certainly the cherry on top. "I wonder what will happen next?", I thought to myself. Having this much power was amazing.. or so atleast I thought.

The next thing that happens is just simply awful, believe it or not.

I am riding in the car with my ex, we're going to visit my parents for Father's Day. It's also my dad's birthday. This is two days after I spoke with the Mulatto Woman Federal Agent.... Since then I've already spoken with several other Federal Agents. Freaked 'em the fuck out. For sure, too. On the car ride there, they had our car on audio tap through her cellphone or maybe by some other means. Either way, I always went to see from then on if people were listening, by SAYING certain things and waiting for a reaction. It was fun, for a while.

You see, if a third party reacts to any piece of my conversation, then I'll know that they are listening. There is no hiding from this.. the underlying truth within all of this is all of our minds have the potential to be connected, and you cannot hide from your thoughts. It is impossible. All it takes is some practice, isolating psychic from personal thoughts, and before you know it, you can easily do this. You will be amazed. Also, if someone is focusing on you, and what you're doing, and they know what you look like, i.e., the D.E.A., then its easy to keep a connection. When someone focuses on your exact face, your brain automatically connects with them and focuses on their face. Try another practice method: Tell a close friend to try to connect to you, one who doesn't live very close, but you know their face. Tell them to focus on your detailed face and make sure that you do the same. See how you feel, you may just be able to feel their feelings! [Nuts, I know. Just a practice method.. Couldn't hurt to try, right?]

Our souls all have the ability to communicate, regardless of where our bodies may be on this planet. So I'd talk and say any real thing and as soon as I FELT a reaction, I'd respond to it. Slowly and slowly I'd break another Fed's mind down into pieces, scaring them into oblivion. A cellphone works as a roving tap even if it isn't actually on; as long as it is within the vicinity of the person who is being watched, it actually doubles as a microphone, allowing surveillance to be simpler than it ever was. Our new technology caters to feds and certainly makes their jobs very easy.

On the way to my parents, the guy I was reading was the third or Fourth fed atleast that I had connected to in recent days. [Fed is American slang for a Federal Agent, whether it be D.E.A., ATF, FBI, CIA, or any other investigative branch of the government.] Freaked him out beyond his brain, to the point where he couldn't really explain anything, and couldn't get me off his mind. He is the one who made waves and must have told someone within the higher reaches of the government. Maybe not specifically him, but several people within that agency, the D.E.A. , informed the highest levels of the government that someone is psychic.. Someone we are watching is so psychic that they are telling us things that only WE could know. We want you to start paying attention to him now...

Continuing on, I'd like to say that I feel bad that I have to be the one to bear this news but I also feel as though this is my mission on earth, and I have no choice but to release every piece of information that I know regarding psychic powers and freemasons. I know I have to keep reminding you to stay with me, but its because this seems too crazy to be true.

That night.. Saturday Night.. someone came into my thoughts while I was laying in bed. They told me they were God. You're all going to think I'm nuts, but, it gets better....and by that I mean nuttier.

The kind of things they were telling me were certainly God-like, but their feelings weren't ethereal by any means. They were underlying MEAN feelings. Whoever the fuck this fool was, he underestimated me and my psychic powers, by a long shot. Its like, I knew exactly what the deal was with this motherfucker. Whoever was trying to connect to me at that very point was a face that I didn't fully recognize, but I ended up calling their bluff. You see, our minds were connected, so there couldn't possibly have been ANY lies. The mind is the last stronghold of truth; after all, if you can't be free and truthful in your own mind, then where, can you be yourself? Also, keep in mind, since I didn't know who was connecting to me, and THEY knew my detailed face, I didn't know who it was.

That Saturday night, he told me he was God, and then backed off for a bit. He told me specifically that using mind control to get girls was wrong, and that I need to just calm down and stop flaunting my abilities. He also told me to stop reading the minds of federal agents because it is simply a way to show off, and, I shouldn't do that because he is God, and he said that it is wrong to flaunt. [Am I losing it?? Hell No! This shit was in full force, it couldn't just be a dream. I was practicing psychic powers for six months at least, so, this was certainly not just me losing it, all of a sudden, out of the blue.]

The next day was Sunday. He hadn't connected to me for a bit, but then on the ride home, he re-connected with me. [Keep in mind its difficult to connect with more than one person at a time if you want to read specific, detailed thoughts.] Anyway, he told me in exact words that I shouldn't connect with Federal agents anymore, and that I shouldn't flaunt my abilities. His justification for telling me this was the fact that I should learn to be humble. He almost had me, you know? He really almost had me, but at one point, once I had reached home, he messed up, big time.

I was talking to this "God" for a while. Didn't really read his face, but he seemed okay to me. Got home to Philly from Harrisburg, still had him on my mind. Two hour drive to see my parents for Father's day. Like I said, beyond the scope of all of this nutty-sounding shit, I am still a regular guy with regular hopes and dreams, like the rest of you. Seeing my dad was great; hadn't seen him in a while, or my mom, for that matter. Love them both, and god bless them. Continuing on..

I got home and was in my bathroom, and I called "GOD's" bluff. Our minds were connected, so he couldn't really lie about anything once I put him on the spot. My mind was so powerful but I hadn't even realized it until that very moment because I made the choice to call his bluff.

I was like, "Are you really God?" His answer: "Yes..No..Yes..[tiny voice] no." And that tiny little no voice was the exact answer. He also had an underlying feeling of uncertainty I could feel, similar to the concept of lying to yourself. I ended up getting him to admit that he was related to one of the feds who accused me of mind control. He told me he learned it in Vietnam, and that he was a military officer, and an Ex-FBI agent. But then, I did a strange thing. I called his bluff, yet again. "Yes, No, Yes, No, Yes... [tiny voice] No...." And that final answer, like Regis says, is what counts! So who actually was this guy? Who....

Even his feelings were apparent. You can call someone's bluff and sense their uncertainty, mentally. Kinda like an [oh shit.. does he know that I'm lying to him?] feeling. One major part of this is that you cannot lie to yourself. When two minds connect, they are one, and the truth will always prevail. This is a big lesson and something that needs to be taken very seriously. It is the reason for me writing this message, the reason you are reading this. If any uncertainty exists when attempting to learn truths, then, they are lies.

This guy couldn't have been God. Even at one point during our elevated, psychic, mental discourse, he got angry at me. Well, this was the kicker. How could GOD get angry with me? [Yeah, Yeah, I've lost it.. Well, Believe me, I've heard this before. I'm still here though. I'm still writing this.] He even apologized and said, well, sometimes I get angry. What the hell? For god's sake.. this guy is GOD! Getting angry? Hmmmm....

[As difficult as it may be for you to really believe what is being written here, it couldn't hurt to practice this method, right? Try to begin isolating your psychic thoughts from your conscious thoughts.. you may be surprised. You see, you have to literally figure out exactly how your mind works. If you know what it is that you normally think about, then eventually, you'll know which thoughts are YOURS, and which, well, aren't. If you see an item at the store in the Kitchen section, and your mom thinks of you at that exact time, you may mix the two thoughts, and you may just think about what your mom may do with those Kitchen items. Once again, this is your mind's way of justifying having thought about your mom without any reason for doing so. Additionally, while the two of you connect, you can feel her feelings as well.]

I know that this is simply possibly the most insane thing you've ever had the privilege of reading, but I can't stress this simple fact enough: I AM NORMAL. I've always been normal, and I'm always going to be normal. Its just that I had a psychic breakthrough, and I'm here to inform humans of the possibilities that exist within our minds. We can all connect with one another whether you want to believe it or not. Even the worst of souls. The worst of the worst. Our government.

Anyway, I ended up figuring out by the end of that night, and Monday night, and Tuesday night, that the person who was pretending to be god was a guy at the highest level of the government. All that bluff-calling? It was interesting and I'm glad I did it. Cause you can sense uncertainty once you become psychic enough. And believe me, these fucks certainly don't have good intentions. No way. So here's where the story takes a turn for the worse, and, maybe you guys can help me by trying your best to connect to these idiots, specifically everyone I mentioned in the first paragraph. (Cheney, Bush, H.W. Bush, Clinton, and their wives. Condoleezza Rice, Joe Biden, and Barack Obama for sure. But not Michelle Obama. Hahaha.. yeah. Well, please, consider me a mental patient, and please, continue reading on.)

Work on your psychic abilities, and eventually, read these idiots' minds, and see what's on their minds. Start with friends and family before moving onto the government.. you'll soon learn that you'll even be able to know when a close one resents you, and when they feel bad, and so on and so forth. Eventually, you'll even get to know WHY they resent you, or LOVE YOU, if you will. Soon enough, with enough practice, you'll be able to read their exact minds. The reason you'll be able to tell is because you'll be able to understand which thoughts are yours and which aren't; the only way to do this is by practicing and separating the two different styles of thoughts. It takes a lot of time to practice, but eventually, it works. You start to understand which thoughts are caused by you, and which are caused by two minds connecting for a moment in time and sharing a thought.

One night about four or five days ago, I decided to read George W. Bush's mind. This was before this entire explosion of psychic powers involving Federal agents. I just did it for the hell of it; I was starting to realize my peak, so I decided to see what was going on with this piece of shit. Why the hell not, right? Focused hard, very hard, on this guy's face, even though I didn't know him at all.

It wasn't good. I didn't get too much very detailed information, but he seems to say that Texas and Israel two regions of the earth that will be generally untouched by whatever these fuckbags have up their sleeves for late 2011. They certainly are planning population control, and they are certainly going to affect major metropolitan areas. Their plans are to execute this late next year, and release chemical agents into the air that will devastate the masses. They say that it will coincide with the tenth anniversary of September 11th, and it will happen between September and December of 2011. Martial Law will be imposed while we further carry out world domination to a degree unimaginable; folks in the military will not only increase in numbers, but will also hold better economic status than they do at this point. Higher up on the food chain, if you will. Life will be tougher, and our nation's leaders will continue to pretend that they are also in debt, but really, they are slowly becoming richer than ever. Money is control; if they make their piece of the pie bigger than everyone else's, they are winning.

[And, in essence, that's what they are doing. It's something we don't notice because of the 'time value of money', which is a concept that is based on the devaluation of money. Has anyone ever told you that a million bucks in 1980 was a fortune? Its true. Millionaires are a greater percentage of the populous in the year 2010 because a million ain't shit anymore; back in the day, however, telling someone that you are a millionaire was a great big deal. Now? A million is a million maybe because you're saying the WORD million, but the pie is broken up differently. The reason that the world is like this is because it gives the impression that the economy is continuing to be stable; however, since retail prices for goods are so inflated in this nation, there is never any way to tell whether or not we are winning, losing, or staying the same.]

[You see, the pie is ALWAYS the same size. (The large pie of money that this world wields, that is.) but, as time marches on, the numbers get smaller. Even if you held 1% of the world's money in 1980, and you hold 1% of the world's money still now, it means that back then it may have been like $200 quadrillion whereas now it would be $500 septillion, but the reality is, its still 1% of the money. Sorry to sidetrack you all, but, this is an important aspect of what these people are doing. Relative to eachother, we are not necessarily gaining power and status; they are. They consistently skew the size of the large pie of money to make it appear as though citizens are not become poorer, relative to the economy.]

Moving on back to George W. Bush..

I asked Bush without him knowing and forced my way into his thought process and asked questions. "Is Israel safe?" "No... [small voice] yes.." and like, I forced the no, just to force out a yes. This is so crazy to even imagine, but picture if two minds connect and they end up being one. Then both minds are the same mind, they are just working in tandem through two different orifices, or, bodies if you will. Anyway, they both think the exact same thoughts at that exact same time. So if you try to force something false within that mind, the truth will reveal itself.

Say for example you were gay, but embarrassed about it. Great example here, a self-conscious homosexual that's in the closet because they are afraid of what everyone else may think about them. Well, you may end up having gay thoughts, but, you'll tell yourself, "I'm not gay... [small voice] but i am...".. and that final answer, the small voice, is the truth. You're trying to hide from the truth, but you can't necessarily achieve that because your mind is the last stronghold of any truthful statement or belief. Your underlying emotion/feeling that accompanies this thought is maybe embarrassed or even guilty. Either way, you are unable to fully hide from the fact that you are gay.

This is why people are able to connect with others for a brief moment in time and sense that split-second homosexual psychic connection. Its like, sometimes, you can tell when people are gay. Ever hear that? It happens when key words that relate to sex are mentioned, even out of context. Like "I had a hard time at work.." Someone may send you an uncertain gay thought after hearing the word 'hard'... or if someone bends over in front of someone else, maybe that'll spark it. Either way, both parties feel this thought/emotion.

Anyway, using this bluff-calling method that I have described, I connected to Bush, and found out a whole lot about what probably everyone would like to know. They are planning wide-scale population control in late 2011, under the guise of a swine flu resurgence, like I've mentioned before.

So back to this whole "GOD" story, and my whole point. As soon as I called the guy's bluff who was telling me all sorts of untruthful things, I learned something scary. (I used the Yes, no, yes, no, yeee... method to call bluffs)....

I learned that he was in fact, our very own, George W. Bush. A guy I had previously connected with before, but, didn't realize that I was connecting to him now. [Yes, I'm a lunatic, who figured?] But see, I'm not a lunatic. That's the whole thing. My psychic powers are heightened to a level which is unimaginable. Once you start to practice your psychic abilities, please, please, connect with individuals on the highest levels of our government, and start to read their minds.

They cannot hide from their thoughts, and actually, the funny thing, is that if you know the exact shape of their face then you can connect to them on a higher level. You can learn more because they don't know your face, but you know their face. Google images is a great tool for connecting with powers within our government.

[I learned this specific trait about psychic abilities because over the months, things I'd say and do, would make D.E.A. agents feel a certain way about me. I'd feel those psychic thoughts, but, I would never truly be able to focus in on their exact faces. Its because, they knew my exact face, and I didn't know their faces. Eventually, about a week ago, I started to screw with these very agents through whatever means they were using to conduct surveillance on me, because my powers reached that level after months of practicing every minute of every day.]

Use Google Images to focus on the faces of individuals that are high up in the government; it is a great tool. Make the image as big as possible on the screen and focus, hard, once you're at your peak that is. You need to first practice, however. Try to see how it makes you feel to focus on different people, as well. If theres someone you're fighting with at work, or is passive aggressive towards you at work, then try to connect to them. If someone loves you, try to connect to them. Understand that the feelings are almost always shared. Please, practice this. But let me continue with my story.

Bottom line, the idiot who was pretending to be GOD was actually George W. Bush, trying to get me to stop reading feds' minds thinking I'd listen, because the feds were saying too much about this stuff. Their plan was to do as follows: Make my death look like an accident, or detain me in some way and torture me, and at the same time, get those feds' some psychiatric help, and all while doing this, pretend to be God and feed me certain thoughts. [Nuts, Nuts, Nuts, Call a Shrink!] But you see, this is their plan to defend what they are doing. They can't let someone just slip through the cracks and expose them; but that's why I'm writing this, you see. To do that very deed.

The best way to focus on someone, as I've said, is to focus on their face. If you start to heighten your psychic abilities, please, once they reach a certain level, start using google to pull up images of members of our government. Here is where they have the weakness; we have the ability to see their exact faces and connect with them on the deep level where they are unable to do so. They don't necessarily know who is connecting with them unless they actually know them, and that is what is so phenomenal about my abilities. Somehow I was able to figure out that people that I didn't actually know were people that are famous; individuals that are in a power position within this nation. Others I didn't know but were somehow involved in my life were D.E.A. agents. All the specific people I've mentioned in the beginning of this written piece are people that need to be connected with, hundred percent, guaranteed. They have things that they are hiding that we can all figure out. With our minds. I swear! If we are experiencing the same things, then our minds are simply connected, especially if we are focusing on eachother. The reason that we, as the general populous, have the advantage, is because we have the ability to know their faces while they don't know our exact faces.

In the past two days, many, many people have attempted to connect to me. These are all specifically the leaders of our government. [Admit me to a mental hospital, please. Could this really be happening??] The people I keep mentioning are freemasons and their underlings. George H.W. Bush is the leader and has been trying to mind control me for days now, to no avail. They had many, many thoughts about trying to kill me. I intercepted them, and, guess what I did? The most loony thing, ever. Shit I'd never do.

In the past two days, on a bicycle, in Philadelphia, I've literally biked up to groups of people sitting on stoops, or people outside, or anyone and everyone, and stopped my bike at times, sometimes riding by slowly, and saying this. "Everyone, remember this face. The government is trying to kill me. If anything happens to me, you know who did it..." I mean, I am the most level-headed, sane, conscious, regular person I've met in history. No exaggeration, I harbor no angry feelings towards others, and I'm a good person, and most of all, I'd never ever ever do what I just did today and yesterday.

Literally probably a total of fifty people at least heard this rant on my bike, maybe more! I don't even remember who exactly I told, but I just stopped em, told em, and went on my way. I even got on chatroulette and did the same thing with a copy/paste message and showed my face to maybe at least fifty different cams. I also posted the message on facebook, which is public material, and lastly, I've been MASS INSTANT MESSAGING people on my buddylist. On top of that, I've been hastily sending out this letter with a message: Please, send this to EVERYONE YOU KNOW... tell them to send it to EVERYONE THEY KNOW, and so on, and so forth. Everyone, practice your abilities, and help, help us figure out whats happening. I want someone to send this message to people in the Philly D.E.A., also. They are the ones who truly need to know what is happening, since they experienced this.

I want to say that I have effectively saved my life because I biked around and yelled, and because of my posts, emails, ims, and every thing similar to it. If anything happens to me, If I get detained, killed, or really ANYTHING at all, you are all going to know the reason for that happening. Its because I reached a psychic peak and connected with these leaders, and, they kept trying to say they were going to kill me and my dog, instead of making a deal with me and letting me live. I admit, I was selfish, and asked where are the safe areas, and will they let me just go there.

However, they never ever wanted to make a deal with me. And I soon realized that, I also realized that I was wicked, for even wanting to make a deal in the first place. Now, my only task is to expose them. God has a plan for all of us; well, something is telling me not to back down. Something is telling me to literally, be the crazy one, and send out this message. And that's what I am doing.. I was wrong to actually even consider letting my loved ones DIE.... I was wrong. Now, I'm fixing it. I am fixing it by sending this message to every soul on this planet. I truly realized that these fucks are absolutely relentless and wouldn't even save me and my dog from a plague that potentially could wipe out humanity; therefore, I am going to expose this message. I am so sorry for even considering letting humanity cease to be; I am fixing it, people. I am sending this with the hope that it reaches every corner of this planet. Please know that this is important stuff.

It is my god-given duty to expose every shred of detail imaginable regarding this horrible, inhuman, and evil mess of ideas that these fucks are planning for all of us. It is also my god-given duty to train every human in sight on how to be a psychic mastermind. They certainly don't have the best intentions. I am calling on all of you people to please, don't cast me out as a loony. Just read this message... and Pass it on. I'm not trying to just mess with people's heads.

If you could, try, and focus on your psychic abilities. I am never going to bring this subject up again anymore because it makes my loved ones feel like shit, and I've always been normal and would like to stay sounding that way. Its just, I feel as though I am the most psychic person on this planet, and I am NOT going crazy... and people need to hurry up and get to my level before its too late. These guys may possibly even make my death look like an accident.. I am not joking in any way, shape, or form. Its all entirely possible.

Additionally I'd like to say that its been near impossible to even reconcile any psychic thoughts that make any sense in the past three to four days. I am unable to connect to anyone except these government fucks; worst part about is, I am not crazy. I am far from it.. [!!!!!!] They are, however, in essence training me to defeat them. That is the ironic part about this entire situation, is that somehow, they tried to defeat me. But how? We are all the same mind, so how the hell could someone defeat themselves. I am exposing these fucks. When someone plots against me, it shows, cause its me, plotting against me, if that makes sense..

I am normal and I have always been normal.. This is all happening for a reason. My name is Mark, I am 24 years old, and this is my message.

Thank you all, and god bless, and I swear, I ain't crazy. I had to just get this off my chest, and, Thats it. Now, maybe, I can return to a normal life, although, I will always know that this is never going to be a possibility. This is the beginning of a long and difficult journey. Pray for me, and, give this some real thought before dismissing it as some guy who has lost his mind and sadly can still articulate himself like a scholar while maintaining these insane, loony, off-the-wall convictions. This is real, people. This is a warning, and this needs to be taken seriously. You guys need to all start practicing this, whether or not I die.

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Today is an update, the date is June 24, 2010, and it is 8:42 PM. I just went outside and they are spraying Chem-trails at an unprecedented rate like never before. Everyone is acting a little slower, even me, no kidding. Its almost as if they are trying to fight this problem, and the epicenter is existing in Philadelphia. They are starting with my city and executing world domination. As crazy as it seems, I have been mentally fighting with them for days, and now, they are trying to take back over. Please everyone, help, Philadelphia is possibly under attack. Please, search on google about chem trails to understand more about this. This is just another way for them to keep us down, and make sure that we never reach this higher level of consciousness that everyone has the ability to reach. Please, practice, and practice, as much as possible. I can't stress it enough!

They also may cut power and internet to this city.. it would be extremely difficult for them to do so without a few days to prepare and a viable reason, but remember, this is the epicenter of this particular movement. 80% of people who received this email to start are in the Philadelphia area, so if anything specific happens in this geographic region, it is to raise red flags. This is a region that is probably going to be targeted heavily by whatever these fucks have up their sleeves, so please, pay close attention to media reports about whats going on. They may convey a message that is just a ploy; the things that they say may coincide with this very email, and the peak that I've reached. I want you all to know that I truly am at this point in time their worst enemy for having written this detailed psychic handbook that not only teaches practice methods but also determines the leaders in place and their intentions, which certainly are not good intentions.

Philadelphia is ground-zero for this movement, remember that. People were in a stupor today, for sure, and this is not just in my head. Search for chem trails in google for more information about that specific style of warfare that I've mentioned. Please, stay updated with me, for sure. Send this out to every soul on god's green earth. It is important and could possibly be the last guiding light for humanity.

LOVE to you all!!

PS here is a list of Freemasons
http://www.masonicinfo.com/famous.htm
http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com...id=UgDtew0w6IO

Cheney admitted to Washington hospital for tests
Posted: June 25th, 2010 09:13 PM ET

After reporting he wasn't feeling well, former Vice President Cheney has been admitted to a hospital in Washington.

Washington (CNN) - Former Vice President Dick Cheney has been admitted to a hospital in Washington after reporting he wasn't feeling well.

A spokesman said he saw his doctors Friday afternoon at George Washington University, and upon their advice, was admitted for further tests.

Spokesman Peter Long says Cheney is expected to remain in the hospital over the weekend.

Cheney has a history of heart trouble, but the cause of the discomfort wasn't disclosed.

If anything happens, the following 3 individuals are to be saved because they have good hearts: Beyonce, 50 Cent, Michelle Obama. Not Barack!!! Barack Obama is evil; a black face on white terror.

[thecatsmeow]

Update, July 01, 2010

So my parents actually admitted me to a mental hospital; they interpreted this message as a 'cry for help'. I was there for three days and I met some pretty cool people. See, the most interesting part of this whole situation is that when someone with a history of psychological problems ends up having these thoughts, people do not tend to overreact. However, when an absolutely normal person starts saying things like this, folks are more inclined to take it seriously. My words hold more gravity simply because I have never had a history of any mental problems. It's not because of how well-written they may be but moreso because of the depth and the passion in the message.

This story may seem like an exaggeration. However everything that I've outlined has happened; the keenness of my psychic powers were actually a breach of security for these freemasons and their power structure. And you're probably thinking, how could a breach in security be completely a mental issue? Intriguing.

Even though I am just a normal kid with an ordinary life, I managed to slip through the cracks. So since I've been admitted, these guys have continued their mental warfare to a degree that you couldn't even perceive. I'll warily continue writing this even though it got me sent away from my dog, my life, and everything else that I knew and loved. Keep in mind that when I say mental warfare, I mean that when two minds are connected, mind control is certainly within viable reach. Whatever one mind feels is what the other mind feels as well; if hundreds of minds, or even thousands of minds, are focusing on one single mind, then they can invoke the same exact emotion at the same time and it is extremely magnified for the recipient. If it is sudden then it can easily be considered warfare. It makes people feel much differently from what they normally feel. This can make someones feelings almost manic, unpredictable, and certainly uncharacteristic of their normal state of mind. It could even induce a seizure, or other forms of mental sudden grief. I am an enemy which means that they are going to attempt to make me succumb to their evil thoughts. What they don't understand is that love is much stronger of an emotion than hate, and I have so much love to give. I am going to change the gameplan of this world; instead of everyone dragging eachother down, we are going to lift eachother up and love eachother. I will continue on and describe several methods of warfare these clowns have been attempting to use..

Say for example 10,000 minds connected to me at once, and all invoked the same emotion... things wouldn't feel right depending on the feeling. A common form of mental warfare is the scare: Here is how it works. 500 to 1,000 freemasons focus on someone's face, very hard. Maybe even more. They connect to them, their enemy, like I've explained before, by thinking about their exact face and creating a mental image of the face as accurately as possible. Almost consider it a snapshot, as exact as possible. Simultaneously, someone purposely scares the life out of them, by entering a room and yelling or just screaming loudly, the same way that people normally get scared. It also works by yelling or shaking someone. What this does is just cause the unsuspecting recipient who would otherwise normally be in a regular state of mind to just expel a ghastly scream for no reason whatsoever. It's almost like screaming for your life, or when you believe that you're going to die. They've used this method on me several times today, and, it somewhat works, but it also makes me stronger at the exact same time. The strongest one that they did was outside my house, sitting with my dog. Very smart move for them; you see, they made me scream because I was not expecting it at all, and they were hoping that someone would hear and possibly think that I was crazy. Sitting outside in broad daylight and within earshot of neighbors while acting like a goofball certainly does not help my case, especially since I was already admitted to a mental hospital once and had to spend 77 hours in there, languishing as a direct result of my defiance to the freemasons. They may even do it again tonight, and I could see them invoking that same emotion in me and at the same time mind controlling my upstairs neighbors to call the cops on me. So if that scenario plays out, remember, it wasn't a natural feeling. I yelled because they scared the crap out of me with a scare attack, and they called because they were controlled to do so. Any manic or uncharacteristic feelings must be noted; I can't stress it enough, most people aren't even stable enough to be able to train themselves to not feel certain emotions. But please, calm down, implement anger management, and try your best to practice all of these methods that I've described.

Now I embrace the scare attack as well as others because I want to show them that they are not exactly helping their situation during these attacks. These bastards do not realize that they are adding more fuel to the fire.. Maybe they do realize it, but either way, they will not stop the battle. Well, neither will I. I will fight till the death. I am resilient and I know I am doing the right thing. The more warfare they use, the more I document it to a tee. Every step of the way my vendetta against these pricks increases. The warfare was personal. They've affected my relationships with my dog, my parents, neighbors, and others in my life as well, all by using the simple trick of mind control. These special relationships I have are sacred and I have always been vengeful. I take these attacks personally.

Psychic powers are something that everyone SHOULD know, but nobody does. Instead of allowing all life to exist as one positive, happy, loving, collective consciousness, these pricks want to infuse my every thought with negativity and turn me into some faceless, lifeless, soulless being. One thing is important however; Love is stronger than Hate, and that's why they will never truly win. Now I feel as though the only way to go is to fight because they have been relentless from the beginning. My mind is a sacred place.. those who dare enter, beware, and prepare for war.

Another tactic that was used against me was attempting to mind control my dog. They basically used the scare tactic on my dog. During the beginning of this warfare that they were using, I noticed that my dog was acting a little funny. I've had him for two years and I know exactly how he acts. I found out that they used the same warfare tactics on me as my dog; these freemasons absolutely have no respect for souls. This is why they are really going to have to pay because mind controlling my dog was an extreme violation and it makes me want to continue writing this.

When thousands of them focus on his face, whatever emotion they are feeling is simultaneously felt by him. I've grown accustomed to many styles of mental attacks, and that is why I am describing each and every one of them in detail. They can infect your pets! If you end up being an enemy, pay attention to any signs of manic behavior or changes in behavior with any and all of your loved ones, pets, parents, neighbors, family members, friends, co-workers, and so on! It's possible that if you're trying to explain this information to someone, the recipient may be subject to mind control by freemasons. Ask THEM how they normally feel, and tell them that they may be subject to mind control as well, in order to dispel the possibility of any of this being true. Tell them that its possible that people are trying to connect to them to tell them that this information is not true. Mind control works very well; you have to analyze your thoughts and every single aspect of your thoughts. If you do not think it is possible to be subjected to mind control due to this pre-conditioning of our society, then, you may be a possible victim of mind control. In essence, I am trying to explain that our team is potentially bigger than their team. So, don't let them win. We need to fight 'em.

One thing that they may do is play both sides of the court. For example, I know for a fact that they may be trying to get me sent back to the mental facility. I am an enemy and this'll help their case because someone that gets sent to a mental hospital once is somewhat believable. But if I do another stretch in that place, it'll be more difficult to believe what it is that I am saying. Right? So, what they'll do is, attack me and make me scream, and then maybe mind control all of my neighbors around me to try and call somebody on me. Hey, may seem difficult to believe, but don't be surprised if you end up finding out that I got sent right back to the exact same place for the second time. It's not because I am crazy, it's because mind control is a powerful influence and it actually causes people to believe things that aren't necessarily true. It taps into the decision-making process of your brain and actually renegotiates thoughts. It's possible to actually make people do stuff with mind control! It should exist as a privilege for all living things but instead, the few that wield this power are the ones that are actually wreaking havoc, influence, and just maintaining power through their independent group, the freemasons.

An attack that is very confusing is what I like to call the switch. It worked very successfully on me many times, and here is how it works. Say for example you are trying to read someone's mind. Well, they can thwart that plan by waiting for the exact moment that you connect to someone, and re-connecting with you. You have to pay very close attention to who it is that you are connecting with, because, the switch works very well. It worked SO well that these idiots had me on a maze trip across this city. They actually used two people that look very similar to my upstairs neighbors, and connected with me, and made it seem like they called the police on me. I left the house for a while because I truly believed it. But what they do is that the split-second that you connect with someone, they connect with you, and say something. It is almost believable, it's like a 'voice in your head'. But if you get to the point where you are able to read clear thoughts, which is the end result of this practice that I've described, then it is possible for them to attack you by entering your brain right as you are focusing on someone. Remember, if the face that you are focusing on starts out clear as someone you're trying to read, and then within a split-second turns to an unclear face, then it's possibly mind control. Stop, and let THEM talk... see if its your brain, or their brain, that is speaking. When two minds are connected, the thoughts are very clear, and it is very easy to discern whose thoughts are whose as long as you keep the connection. That is how I actually connected with the D.E.A. agents like I've described before.

Another attack method that they have been using is mentally pointing guns at my head. I know, seems goofy. But they actually know the room that I sit in and write this message, and, through the window behind me they all hold guns up to the back of my head. Helicopters have actually made me jump right out of my seat; in the beginning, that is. But as time marches on these fools don't realize that they have built up a mind much more powerful than theirs. I mean, it's so true. I'm bearing the brunt for civilization, and, they haven't endured what I've endured, not by a long shot. Now I just sit here, because, killing me would mess things up severely for them. I have taken many many precautions to make sure that I am not killed, all that I've described earlier in this writing. Sending this to people that I actually know was the kicker! Everyone knows me as the most stable, level-headed, normal guy there is. I've never been loony, so it's to be taken seriously. The guns they mentally hold up to my head are just a way for them to really admit that they can't kill me; and they can't! This entire city knows me, the cops, the D.E.A., my friends, my family, and everyone knows that nobody would kill me. So my writing this is just a way to say, please, scrutinize the details of my death. If anything does happen to me, please, pay attention to the circumstances that surround that event, whether it be death or detainment. Understand that it could be because I have written the most comprehensive guide to mental connections due to my practice and all the attacks I've endured.

But what I mean about the guns is that, it's easy to create that image for all those who are connected to feel. Once you get to the point where you are a very strong psychic mind, you can actually create scenarios in your head. For example, I could actually set up a mental recreation of the Oprah TV set in my brain, and whoever I am connecting with, we can all just sit around as if we were actually on the talk show. We can connect with multiple people at the same time in this setting or in any setting that you choose. That is what is so wonderful about mental connections and psychic powers; you can connect with your loved ones who aren't even near you. People whom you haven't seen in a while that you are thinking about, you can just connect to them, and talk to them and find out how they are and actually have a conversation with them, regardless of where they are on the planet. [Hey, I know, it's nuts. Take it with a grain of salt.]


This writing scares/intrigues the hell out of people, and I know it. Why wouldn't it, though?

I mean, if this were all actually true, wouldn't you want to be left in the dark? Frankly speaking, this ISN'T something that people would actually like to believe. It means that their plans for the future may possibly be forever altered all because of the few greedy individuals that happen to harbor this secret. They are the ones at the top of this food chain that we call life.. (not for long, though. Please, translate my message in as many languages as possible.) Many folks have known that freemasons have controlled this world for many millennia. What you probably didn't know is that all freemasons are taught these psychic powers and mind control techniques. Meanwhile, the remainder of the populous is meant to be desensitized to the psychic abilities that they inherently possess. This self-taught technique champions their power to the level of their status. I mean after all, wouldn't it help to know your opponent's every move in advance?

Another attack that the freemasons have been using is what I called the auditory scare. Whenever any sudden noise happens, or when a siren is heard, or any loud noise at all, they have people waiting that are already focusing on me that are purposely scared. This creates the false illusion that the noises are scaring you. They especially do it when police sirens are heard.. somehow these guys have a decibel counter and even a microphone so that when any sudden change in noise occurs, they simultaneously scare someone who is focusing on me. So in essense, any noises or sirens are used to their advantage because they use this sudden scare tactic to make it appear that those noises are scaring me.

Since my incarceration in the mental hospital, these freemasons have used each and every technique which I've described in an attempt to quell my entrance into this psychic world. Humanity, I am proud to say that they had no idea what they were up against. The English language, something that these greedy bigots created to be the powerhouse of this world, is exactly what ended up defeating them. I can say with pride that even though I don't speak multiple languages like my parents, I can truly work magic with the one language that I do know. They have ironically created a monster. After all, English has the largest vocabulary in the world, and is the most widely-known language in the world at this point in time on July 1 2010. That means that I can tell everyone exactly what it is that I want to tell them without missing a beat. This written work of mine is tantamount to these individuals' undoing, and I am upholding that truth in the most powerful, loving, and profound way that I possibly can.

I also notice that whenever I attempt to post this, there are all types of different things that happen. For example, there have been many many discrepancies in this story that I'd like to point out. First of all, someone kept sending the message to my parents. Secondly, they normally would not have actually reacted to the point where they got me sent to a mental hospital, neither would my sister. They don't realize that they are actually being subjected to mind control! This is the game that these people are playing. Anyway, I will lay out the many discrepancies that prove that there is someone out there that doesn't want this message to get out. Whenever I try to email or post this, it doesn't go to certain people, but, it makes its way to other people. I sent this to many many people on my email list and there were mailer-daemon responses that I wouldn't normally receive. Also, somehow, the message managed to get to my parents, when I never even sent it to them. It's almost as if the government wants people to believe that I inadvertently sent it to my parents as a cry for help. I specifically wrote in the original email message, please, do not send it to my parents, it just scares them. So who sent it? Not my sister... but who?

They received the mass-email that I sent somehow! Here's what I believe happened; I am such a threat that the government sent the email to my parents, and simultaneously mind-controlled them to believe that I needed help. They were acting more manic than usual for sure; crying, going nuts, and honestly it's just because I wrote this. This could have been processed seriously with a sound mind.. but with a mind that being attacked with mind control techniques? No, certainly not. They automatically determined that based on writing this it means that I need help, which, isn't something my parents would do without normally speaking to me first. It's almost as if they were being influenced by someone.. well, they were. Many, many minds were connecting to them to tell them to send me off. They were very manic and almost bi-polar during the time that I was experiencing all of this. Very uncharacteristic feelings for my parents. My sister also backed them up and was very manic in doing so. If they were to read this, they'd just say, "ITS BECAUSE WE WERE WORRIED.." but they know me. And normally they wouldn't freak out to the level that they did; it's all because of mind control.

Another form of mind control that these freemasons have been attempting to use is the dejavu method. If you experience dejavu at any time while reading this, its because, someone has experienced what you are experiencing. So pay very close attention to which way your eyes move during a dejavu experience.. Freemasons will associate a certain thought with text that is being read in order to invoke a certain feeling. Mind control is extremely easy.. please, listen carefully to the voices in your head. I cannot stress enough try your best to keep your mind as clear as possible; see if someone is there. If someone is there, then its possible that you are being mind controlled while reading this. Turn your thought processes off and see how you feel when reading certain things. If reading a certain sentence invokes a thought of you being skeptical, then its possible that the freemasons have associated that skepticism with this passage that is being written. It's almost as if someone is TELLING YOU NOT TO BELIEVE IT... Mind control is very easy and it's what they use to desensitize and suppress the masses while they maintain power.

When I first began writing this, my computer which I've owned for four years, gave an unusual error. One I had never seen. Notepad Illegal operation and Dr Watson Post Mortem Debugger Illegal operation. It hasn't happened since.. but I took a screenshot immediately and saved it, and I am posting that on here as well. I am not saying that it is a coincidence, I am saying that they were trying to thwart me from expounding the ideas that I had written down so far. It makes sense because at that point in time, I spent an hour writing five paragraphs of this story, and I hadn't pressed the save button once.

Fact or fiction, take this story how you will. I may or may not believe this information, I want to stress, that this is just a story that I wrote. I am not saying this because I am afraid of people sending me away, I am saying this because I believe that this is just a story and nothing more, so, please, let that be duly noted. I wrote this originally as a story and I am continuing to write it as just a story, so, if anyone takes it the wrong way, please, think again. I am a fully sane person that just enjoys writing, so, leave me be.



Here is my most recent update. Take this as fact or fiction, it is just what I am writing. Remember that. Each day I learn and grow more, not only through these attacks, but also because I am young. My mind is still fresh, still growing, so I am actually exponentially becoming stronger. I can feel it. Here is some clarification on some of these issues, or further more detailed explanation if you will.

First of all, homosexuality has been suppressed and demonized from day one, and there is a reason for that, one that you all may or may not know. It's because of the homosexual split-second psychic connection that I briefly described earlier during this literature. You see, if homosexuality were absolutely accepted as normal behavior across our world of six plus billion people, then people would start to ask questions about that split-second connection. Instead, it is suppressed and therefore far more comfortable to attempt to ignore it. You see, that gay feeling that both parties feel is accompanied by two things. First off, if you are the one who triggered this feeling, you already know it. A certain word taken out of context [i.e. a HARD time at work, or a STIFF back], an accidental glance at a private area, or even looking at the way someone is standing in a room, if it looks 'gay', then that can trigger a feeling. Even someone nodding their head quickly or drinking out of a beer bottle can invoke this type of a feeling because it makes a person think about oral sex. The point is that the one who triggers this feeling knows it.

If you are the recipient, you will also feel a 'gay' feeling. This will be accompanied by a deep breath, and your eyes suddenly shifting to a different direction. You will notice it and if you're informed about this particular information regarding sexual psychic connections then you can possibly even deduce what actually was the cause of that connection being triggered.

Sadly we are so conditioned in our society that homosexuality is on the wrong side of the equation at this point in time; by this I mean to say that the majority of humans do not accept this behavior. This means that when this weird psychic homosexual connection occurs we have to juggle balls in our brains trying to figure out if it should or shouldn't have actually happened. Well, it's normal behavior, and I hope I've enlightened you in some way to believe so. Anyone who bashes gays and still experiences these split-second connections needs to bash themselves in return for not willing to properly justify this absolutely human behavior which is misaligned in the face of societal pressure.

2. One example of mind control may be this; since situations create that 'deja vu' feeling, its because, others are experiencing the exact same thing that you are. When you reach your psychic peak, even reading a document that someone else may have read might trigger a split-second feeling where someone at that exact moment in time had experienced exactly what you are experiencing. So, pay attention to stuff like this; when you read the part about them mind controlling my dog, you have to keep in mind, the freemasons read every word of it. So, what they would do in order to battle me is invoke a certain feeling of dejavu during that exact passage. They may send a thought like, "Well this guy is probably a schizophrenic who abused his dog.." This further discredits my story, so, it's exactly what they'd say. Keep in mind its absolutely not true.. the most aggressive thing I've done to my dog is kiss him. It's just that, thoughts are like air.. they are everywhere. When a collective group of mind controllers is ready for an attack, they'll think of something very deeply during a certain time. Dejavu, like, "Did this happen before?" It's because it happened for someone ELSE, and you feel that familiarity because in essence, you ARE them. This is such a difficult concept to understand but it needs to be embraced. If the familiarity is very magnified, it may be in order to invoke a certain emotion out of someone. I know in my heart that they mind controlled my parents in order to call a mental hospital, guaranteed.

So the dejavu/eyes changing direction feeling is just an indicator of whether or not someone is thinking about you, mind controlling you, or really any psychic indication at all. Remember, a great way to tell whether or not you are being mind controlled is to pay attention specifically to your eyes. It's also a great way to discern a psychic feeling, or, a community feeling, from your own thoughts. The whole 'voices in your head' thing? Exactly. Minds can be accessed! Pay attention specifically to which voice is YOURS and which ISN'T. if you're being mind controlled, i.e. schizophrenic, then voices do exist. If you aren't, then, you are free to access your own thoughts without anyone talking back. I can't stress enough, keep your values in check, and think of what you'd NORMALLY do if you think you may be subject to mind control. Anyone who has read this needs to pay attention to this; thoughts can be expounded into this vast general air that holds them so you need to pay specific attention to your eyes in order to pick up on psychic thoughts. Also, voices in your head, that talk back. Even if they don't talk back, it is difficult to fully stay quiet so listen to a faint voice or even try to feel an underlying feeling. I can't stress enough, keep your feelings and values in check. They have the upper hand right now because we don't know all this and we are at a disadvantage because they can alter our thought process and renegotiate our own thoughts.

If my death were to occur due to radiation poisoning or ANY type of brain cancer, it's because Al Gore (basically enemy #2) supports this style of warfare. There is a way to concentrate radiation from space in order to have it affect a certain target; this is something that they have used on Ron Paul and have attempted to use on me, however, it does not work one bit. Also, John F. Kennedy's death was caused by freemasons for sure! He was a target because he was going to divulge this information to his own mother; instead of allowing that to happen [ because JFK's mom was a good person, too good they said ] they just killed him. They read his mind and found out that he was going to do this and then they killed him in public.

This is why there are so many conspiracy theories surrounding his death. Martin Luther King was also someone who had somehow succumbed to being a target of the freemasons and this was all because he was going to unite the world through his psychic consciousness.

I got an MRI done regarding this exact problem because I was so paranoid as to whether or not cellphones hurt your ear; I think I felt a tiny buzzing on my right side every single time that I went to use a cellphone, but, its also possible that this was all in my head. [yeah, what an ironic analogy].. I actually went and got an MRI done just to be safe because I was so worried; my dad has been a radiologist for thirty years and said that there was nothing amiss but also suggested that I get a test done by a neurologist called an "EKG" just to be safe. The MRI being inconclusive was good enough evidence for me, so I decided not to go for any further tests. I also seldom use cellphones now, and haven't complained about this pain once. But, if for some reason I do start to even feel any of these pains, it is certainly because they are attempting to concentrate radiation to a certain specific point, directly into my brain in order to induce brain cancer or even slow my brain down. Once again, this is a weapon that they have

[Remember, you can all deny or affirm this. This can be interpreted as fact or fiction. Try some of these practice methods and decide for yourself if it's true or just talk!]

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What they've been doing, actually, is building a superpower. Each and every thing that they do, I am onto it. It is fun for me because it actually stimulates my mind and helps me grow. Now, their attacks are barely even affecting me. It's almost as if I'm waiting for the big one, except its never ever going to happen. I can finally collect my thoughts and think like a normal human being now, which is great because it means that I can go to class, hang out with friends, and do all the things that I normally do without having to worry about any of these bogus motherfuckers. The worst part about it is that clogging my mind is actually in a way disrupting their own agenda. You see, not many folks know about this mind control. The ones that actually do know about it are working on different tasks. For example, it's possible that almost every world leader or many many different people are being influenced to do things that they normally wouldn't do. Almost each and every political decision is influenced by mind control; marijuana would have been legalized many many years ago if it had not been for several different tasks involving mind control.

Al Gore is specifically target enemy #1 by the way; he is someone that needs to be focused on. I know for a fact that my fellow citizens of this Earth are NOT going to be happy when they find out what the original plans were for us; and the people who are involved are people that you wouldn't even imagine, like Mitt Romney, Al Gore, Colin Powell, Joe Biden, The entire Bush family, Barack Obama, Newt Gingrich, Bill Clinton, Hilary Clinton, John Kerry, Tipper Gore, every single individual in the Bilderberg group, and so on.

Another method of "warfare" that these freemasons have been attempting to use is what I like to call the stop/start method. Each person picks a partner and, flashes back and forth between the target and their partner. The reason that they use this style of attack is because they are attempting to make their target panic. I like to call this the 'induced scare' or 'induced uncertainty'.. see here's how they'd try to catch me in a lie. For example, for the past three days, these fucks have been trying to catch me in a series of lies; all it's really done in essence is made me a better liar. Now I can actually lie to everyone; the only reason that they are unable at this point to discern between a lie and a truth is because there are so many people focused on me at a time. They induce an uncertain feeling like a, "Do they know it's a lie? " feeling, right as they are trying to ask a question or put me on the spot. You see, the mind is powerful. The more that it endures, the more it grows and learns and is able to defeat every single mind game in sight. Anyway, the way that they attack me is by having as many people focus on me at the same time as possible.

How many? Possibly even in the hundreds or thousands.. I don't even know. But they are deep focused on me, and, it doesn't phase me anymore. I've just trained myself to make my mind the strongest mind, and it's been slowly becoming stronger and stronger. Just remember, if they ever do decide to use these methods on you, don't be overwhelmed. It may SEEM like a lot at first, but in reality, you are training yourself to be a stronger and better person. You are also effectively preventing yourself from suffering any form of epilepsy for the rest of your life; as a matter of fact, this will be the new warfare we use against those who were trying to suppress this information from us. Make sure you find out who is good and who is bad because, as time marches on, those who do not feel the same thing that the group feels will stand out.

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The silencer is another great method that these freemasons have been attempting to use. The reason that I keep using the word attempting is because they originally worked, to a degree, in the sense that I wasn't exactly sure what they were doing. However slowly but surely I could not only discern the differences between the styles of attacks but now I can describe them in great detail. I also noticed that my mind is effectively the most powerful mind in sight; what these freemasons failed to understand is that one smart mind is far more powerful than even thousands of collective minds because the one mind is undergoing so much that in essence it is learning and growing more than any of those other minds ever could. They are building a powerful mind and then attempting to defeat it; the only reason that they are unable to do so at this point is because I have not only protected my mind by learning and growing, I have protected my life by going nuts. My city bike rides, facebook posts, and overall loony behavior has made this possibility a dream. Nobody can kill me anymore because every detail of my death will be scrutinized; the cops, D.E.A., every citizen of this city, all my friends, family, anyone and everyone that's read this material, and so on and so forth, are ALL on my side. Some are not sure as to whether or not to believe it, but, believe me, if I die they will most certainly give me the benefit of the doubt. Even if I die from a radiation style attack, this will be scrutinized. Any form of my death will actually give even further credence to everything that I am stating in this tell-all exposé. Normal people don't just go nuts, ya hear??

Another weird but funny method that these individuals use is the one side method. They'll all focus on a specific image in the lower left portion of their brain, or, the upper-right portion of their brain. Picture like, everyone making a photographic image of the exact same thing. Well, it would be very magnified for the intended recipient of the attack. So everyone focuses on a white screen with a devil in the upper right. Almost like a devil picture frame hanging. These used to work.. but now, they don't. They are failing to realize that I've reached a peak to the point where the only thing I'll ever really do in response to their attacks is.. well.. WRITE ABOUT IT. I'm going to detail every single thing that these idiots have done in order to ensure that this never, ever, EVER happens to any good citizen of this world ever again. This is mindlessness; somehow I feel as though GOD is on my side, because every little thing that these bastards do actually builds me up. Now I can not only withstand their attacks but I also know that I am holding them back from achieving exactly what it is that they'd like to achieve. In the meantime, while all these games end up taking up so much of their time and efforts, they'll lose track of what their original intentions in regard to mind control actually were. All while this is occurring, people will begin to practice and they'll save me. The end result should be to invoke seizures in the similar fashion that they do. Coordinated attacks such as like, "We'll all think of.. Sarah Palin.. in a hateful way.. at 8:52:46 AM.. Straight-up send this hateful bitch into heart-attack/seizure oblivion at that very second." And so on. Just remember that each and every one of these individuals are complicit in this attack against humanity; they want to kill many of us and they want to keep many of us down. They want power and they want it at the cost of the quality of our lives; the things that make us happy? Well, to these people, they don't matter. They are only worried about themselves and their kids and their own power. They enjoy the fact that many of us are going to possibly lose our lives if we don't stop them; just remember, these guys do not have good intentions. I cannot stress that enough. They are inhuman in the sense that they want to battle their own species; and for what? To uphold the tradition of power? And that's it. It's mindlessness like I've described and I am going to be sure to expose them in every way that I possibly can.

Also, keep in mind that moderators on these message boards are also very subject to mind control. The fact that I've even posted this is enough for the members of the freemasons to attempt to mind control people into not believing it. Pay attention to split-second rapid eye movements; these are psychic connections! Even if they don't know your face if you experience the same exact thing that they experience, i.e., reading the same passage as they have in the past, then its possible that you can be a target of this mind control. Anything that makes you skeptical about this material that is accompanied by an eye movement which is rapid and simultaneous with the thought is possibly mind control. For example, if your eyes move one way and someone expresses that this material is redundant, then, it may just be someone attempting to make you believe that. The government likes to put thoughts in people's heads through situational dejavu, so, reading this may actually emit feelings that are very unlike yours. I can't stress it enough, practice these methods. Also, a great way to read someone's mind is to attempt to hold the image of their exact face in your brain and keep your mind silent. This is the very essence and truth of mind control; after some practice you will actually be able to access people's thought processes. Yes, you can make someone be schizophrenic if you wish.

Remember, every single member of the Bilderberg group is definitely involved in this mess. Each and every member in the Bilderberg group's faces needs to be analyzed and picture perfect snapshots need to be taken of these individuals in order to take them out. The attacks that they have been using are the same attacks that I've been withstanding, documenting, and preparing to use against them. They don't realize that they are creating a monster that can not only corroborate every single piece of information that holds this power structure together but can also make waves across the internet. Pretty soon I'm going to blanket Rittenhouse Square with this information in order to make sure that everyone starts focusing on members of the Bilderberg Group in order to learn every piece of the puzzle that hold together their plans regarding world domination, the New World Order, and every scheme imaginable. Also, I hate to sound redundant, but I want to ensure that you folks all practice this method. Anyone that even thinks that this information is repetitive could also be subject to mind control. Please, pay specific attention to your eyes while reading this.

You can connect to someone in a psychic way without actually knowing them. This actually happened to me with the D.E.A. agents that I've described. If the face is an unfamiliar face then it actually means that its someone that knows the exact shape and picture of your face but you don't know their faces. Keep in mind that this is particularly how schizophrenia and mind control work, and this is why schizophrenia, psychic powers, and mind control are often found all in the same category. In essence, they are all actually the exact same thing.

These guys have a radiation weapon that they have been using. They still aren't quite sure as to whether or not it actually affects me, but, I've figured out that they are using it. Specifically the one that champions its use is Mitt Romney. Just remember, citizens of God's green earth, I am the one that wrote this for a reason. I wanted to change the world, and I wanted people to stop killing people for no reason. There is so much on this planet that just causes so much anguish for so many people that I don't even really truly understand how the freemasons can sleep at night knowing all of this, I really don't. Even as I write this they are thinking that I am just trying to invoke sympathy but guess what? It is safe to say that there are more of us than there are of them. There are certainly more people that want to increase their quality of life; I can also guarantee that when all these people find out what these hateful bastards are up to, it's not going to be good. All the warfare that they attempted to use on me, just remember, If anything were to happen to me this entire set of writings would be taken much more seriously than it actually was.

Anyway, the radiation weapon is just a way to concentrate radiation to an exact geographic location. It's their only hope anymore because the mind games don't work anymore. So, I'm going to write as much about this radiation weapon as I can because I want to cause their untimely demise as quickly as possible. This mission is truly no longer about life and death for me anymore because fighting these guys, being in a battle with these guys, means that I have to fight to the death. They have already made up their minds that they are never going to stop using the radiation weapon so that truly means that I am going to write as much as I can about these individuals, specifically who they are, and so on and so forth. Just remember, If I die by any radiation-related death or if I die of brain cancer, this is to be taken seriously. Normal people do not predict their deaths and furthermore they certainly do not predict the exact method that they are going to be killed. This means specifically that If I get any radiation-related problems for my brain or If I die by radiation then these guys are responsible. The funny thing is that they are relentless; they are still trying to somehow convince me that everyone SHOULD die, and that it won't include me, and that I should make a deal with them. Is this some kind of a joke?

I am vengeful. This is who I am and it will never, ever, ever change. Anything that these bastards do is not only documented in this essay, it's filed away in my vast brain and it is to be remembered and used as further justification for my attrition towards them. I do not just walk up to people and pick fights, but I definitely finish 'em. I am a good person, trying to help, trying to do the right thing. What do you think people are going to say when they find out what my role was, and what their role was? Who's side do you think they are going to take? Just remember, these guys control the money in this world and they've set up a system that keeps us down. They also are using mind control to carry out every single task that they wish; this is why they are in power, it's because, they are all-knowing to a degree. They know what you're going to do before you do it and on top of that they wield great influence over every world leader because they are able to access their brains very easily. They can just renegotiate their thought processes in order to get people to comply with their every wish. I am glad that I am writing this because it ensures that this will never ever happen to anyone else. Practice these attacks I've described by constantly flashing the image of Barack Obama's exact face in your brain. If millions of people do this, it will send him a message. We need to do these seizure style attacks and use them on every single member of the Bilderberg Group, and every single person I've described in this entire set of writing, especially Al Gore and Mitt Romney. Whether you believe this material or not, it wouldn't hurt to flash accurate images of Barack Obama's face in your brain. Just try to connect with him. If everyone does it, trust me, it won't feel good for him. It's exactly what the guy deserves.

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Everything that I've said about epilepsy, schizophrenia, and low-income neighborhoods is very true. Just remember, these freemasons enjoy keeping people down. What's their motivation? Pure hate. Why? It boggles my mind. This is the only real mind game that exists, trying to figure out the positive aspects of their agenda. This is possibly the only thing that even makes me worry in the least, is, are these freemasons ever going to save themselves? Are they just going to dance with evil and wonder what people will do? Or will they repent and realize that they are certainly not in their right minds. Who knows, who cares. From what I see, this is still a battle, and it will rage on until I fall over and physically die. At that point, you will decide for yourself, how could a young 24 year old predict his own death. Could it have been at the hands of the government, or is it just some crazy person? Either way the evil is very apparent within Mitt Romney, Al Gore, Barack Obama, and their cohorts. Even so that almost all of the women within this group are also just as relentless. The only woman who actually doesn't belong within this group is Michelle Obama. She just got mixed up with a bad group and regrets it. But Ann Romney, Jill Biden, Tipper Gore, Sarah Palin, Hilary Clinton, Condoleezza Rice, and many many others are all people that are complicit in the demise of our good people. Loved ones, babies, pets, anything you can imagine these evil power-hungry maniacs want to just hold us down and suck the life out of us. How will you respond? Will you practice these methods I've outlined?

Back to the topic of schizophrenia and epilepsy. In impoverished areas where there aren't enough resources to go around, these two conditions thrive. Just remember, once we all catch on, we know who's gonna get the seizures. We know who's gonna be losing their mind, and it's certainly not us. It'll be more like people that are in charge such as Mitt Romney. You see, freemasons don't understand that once everyone catches on to their crap, all we'll really have to do to cause their untimely demise is just focus hard on their faces at an exact time. A crowd of a few thousand will surely do; if it doesn't work, we'll up the ante. These are the unbelievers and they deserve sneak mental attacks. The funny thing is, we can't even be charged with anything for doing this, because all we're really doing in essence is using our brains. We will invoke seizures against those who choose to oppress us. They like to overwhelm unsuspecting minds and keep the populous in an economic, mental, and social chokehold. They keep us down; you see, think of it as pizzas. They keep the extremely large piece of pizza for themselves to the point where they aren't even able to use that many resources. They just want power and they want to hand out resources as they choose, but, it's wrong. Everyone should feel good and have three meals and have a nice place to sleep and be disease-free. Nobody on this earth should be held down. It's all they want to do though. You see, they have the entire world set up so that as time marches on, they are the ones that are in charge of the resources. Therefore, they are in charge of us. The military is the enforcement strongarm of this entire plan, and they carry out every single step vehemently and switfly because it's all they know. These folks that are in office have no choice but to fight because they are the ones that are the descendants of the original freemasons; therefore they have no other option but to defend the title. Just remember, I have sympathy for some of them because of their ambivalence in this entire situation but others are just hateful. These are the ones that will stand out and, well, once we all become psychic I'm sure we will come to a consensus as to how to deal with the unbelievers. The reason that it is so simple for them to carry out their plans is because nobody knows about these special psychic powers that everyone has the ability to posess. They are able to use these powers as leverage because they have been taught exactly how to do them for generations. The freemasons have held power since the dawn of time specifically because they wield these powers; they are able to exist as puppeteers in this world of humans simply because people aren't informed of the possibilities that exist within our minds.

Continuing on to describe more attacks, the more I endure the more I write. This is my way of life and my only response to the idiotic actions of these greedy, powerful, hateful, inhuman pricks that somehow coexist with the vast cornucopia of living things. The reason that their demise is imminent is not only because they are upholding tradition but because their intentions are in the wrong place. Think about what's going to happen when I literally air drop these books in front of schizophrenia and epilepsy treatment centers. The parents and loved ones of epileptics and schizophrenics are going to say, "They.. did that to my baby? They did that to my child? But why? I only have one life to live, I only have one chance to procreate and create children, and this is what they did? But why?" That's going to be the main question. Why. Why on earth did these bastards have to do this to good people? And see, justice will always, always prevail. People are certainly not going to take this lightly, that their livelihoods are simply in place to exist as peons for just a few that happen to wield this power. Tradition will certainly fall victim to humanity because these freemasons' hearts are going to remain in the wrong place. They will continue to attempt to breed hate, and as a result, they are to be dealt with accordingly. I don't even need to really say much in detail about what's going to happen to these folks but I know that my fellow humans will do the right thing. I know that you guys aren't going to allow a few people to alter and suppress your collective consciousness that was always meant to exist. I know that you guys will fight back, too.

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Please pay specific attention to a directional movement of your eyes that is accompanied with a thought while reading ANY OF MY WRITING. I know that I keep saying this but mind control has even found its way into this passage. It's possible that while you're reading this, you'll get a rapid eye movement, and say something like, 'this guy is full of shit.' Now if that happens you need to think outside the box and understand that it's possible that you yourself are being mind controlled to believe that this information is not true. Hey, I know, it seems quite farfetched, but if you had those powers and a certain evil agenda, what would you do? Wouldn't you want to prevent people from actually knowing this information? Just make sure you keep your values in check, which may be very difficult to do so. Also remember, you would normally believe this stuff if it wasn't for a different voice in your head that is telling you not to believe it. Once you have found your way outside the realm of mind control you need to start practicing some of these techniques. I know that this information can positively have a great effect on humanity. I urge anyone and everyone to please, translate this writing in as many languages as possible, and urge your peers to practice these methods so that we can actually find out what is going on and who is trying to progressively diminish the quality of our lives. Once you all find out exactly what the game plan is, and who's behind it, I'm sure that you'll be livid. You'll also fight the force that is doing this.

Another method that these freemasons have been attempting to use is the silencer method. They try to get as many of them to connect to one mind and keep a clear connection, all while staying completely silent without saying one word. The reason that this attack actually works unlike the others is because instead of a voice in your head, its more like emotions that are staying within your brain that aren't saying anything. It's someone that's there, but, they aren't actually there, if you know what I mean. Also keep in mind that it's not just one person but rather many, many people if they are attacking you. Remember, I am writing this because they are attacking me for divulging this information. However, I am withstanding the attacks because I happen to love myself, and as a result, there is no stopping me. Not one of these individuals who are fighting me loves themselves, and I already know it for a fact. I am selfless; willing to lose credibility with peers, friends, family, professors, even family in India. Willing to ride around on my bicycle and proclaim the possibility of my death. I even spent time in a mental hospital. I am even explicitly stating that they may use radiation to cause my death. Why? Well, think about it. There's a reason for all of this happening, and, soon enough you will all realize that this written passage was inevitable. Someone had to compensate for their undoing because they weren't supposed to remain in power. Once again, all of this information is very difficult to grasp and probably sounds extremely dramatic. As I've been saying, take it with a grain of salt, and please remember to love yourself along this journey that we call life. Also pay attention to any voice in your head that is telling you that this is NOT true. It certainly is. I can't stress enough, pay very close attention to rapid eye movements that are accompanied with specific thoughts, because if any of these state that this information is not true, it is quite possibly government mind control. Force yourself to believe this, and practice the methods.

Fireworks were a great way for these freemasons to attack me. They can simulate the 'scared' feeling by invoking the perception of that very feeling in your body by focusing on your face and simultaneously creating a scare. Well, these guys also had a decibel counter where any sudden change in sound would be automatically accompanied by one of these scare perceptions. This can cause the intended target of these attacks to actually believe that he or she is being scared by things that wouldn't normally scare me. For example, these guys were using this invoked scare on me any time that I'd hear a siren, any loud noise, and especially Fourth of July fireworks. Again, good tactic, but after I while I became immune to not only this attack but many others as well.

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Just remember, Philadelphia is the epicenter for all of this information existing. If anything, and I mean ANYTHING whatsoever is to happen to the Philadelphia area within the next few months or even up to a year, it is related to all of this information. Many of you are not sure as to whether or not you should take this information seriously, however there is a great deal of information regarding the NWO/freemason group's abilities to cause earthquakes. You can further research this online if you aren't sure by searching about it in Google. Just remember, specifically if Philadelphia suffers an earthquake, or any other form of disaster involving widespread sickness or death, it is directly related to this information that I am posting. These guys want to protect this information and the majority of people who are involved in this episode are from Philadelphia or live in this area. You must spread this information beyond the city of Philadelphia and inform people from every part of the world that this message is to be taken seriously regardless of what your mind may be telling you. If this city suffers a disaster it will greatly silence the information that is written here, and it also may cause my untimely death. I feel as though I am a target at this point for explaining all of this to so many people, and posting it on many many forums. This is my way of protecting myself, by proudly proclaiming, if I ever die, please take this message seriously as my dying wish. Young, healthy, normal people do not often predict their deaths.
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So fake smugness is a way for these guys to actually attempt to make you believe that they are smug, because, they have something up their sleeves. All you really have to do to figure out whether or not they are lying is call them on it. Put them on the spot, and, if the feeling that you feel at that time is not fully uniform then they are lying. If there is just an ounce of uncertainty, like, 1% uncertainty, then it is 100% uncertainty. Not everyone can keep their feelings uniform; it's almost as if the more people they use, the greater their disadvantage. The reality is that nothing could truly be up their sleeves because anything that they do will further scrutinize each and every detail of my writing. If they mess with my city, if they mess with me, this information is going to be taken far more seriously than it already is. And believe me, people are starting to realize that this is a concise, detailed, informative guide that allows for people to understand the topic of mind control in ways that have never been described. These are secrets. This is how they control us which means that this is information that needs to be distributed to every single person that cares about their well-being. If you care about your families, pets, your futures, and your lives, then this is something that will save you. Everyone who knows mind control is actually involved with world domination and does not have good intentions for us. I cannot stress it enough, Barack Obama and Mitt Romney are complicit in plans that allow them and their team to gradually decrease the quality of our lives all while amassing a fortune. They are gaining power at the expense of our happiness and therefore must be stopped at all costs. The best way to do this is to focus on their exact faces and try to use THEM as practice methods. Just repeatedly flash the accurate image of their faces in your brain.

I must also say yet again that if my death is to occur, my message must be scrutinized, especially if it is by radiation poisoning, brain cancer, or really possibly any form of cancer, any accident, or anything at all. I can't stress enough that at a young age if someone is predicting their own death, and writing all of this stuff, it is to be taken seriously. The government can make my death look like an accident in many, many, many different way. Even a death that seems natural can be staged. If my death is at a young age then it is because they want to silence me. My death is to be scrutinized because being able to spread this word is the biggest threat that the Freemasons have ever faced.

Mind control works in any and every which way possible. By this I mean that if you are a target, you may find yourself in situations where your family and friends are being targeted by mind control. A renegotiation of one's thought process is very very subtle. This means that if someone is tuned into your mind, they can stay silent and then wait for certain moments in order to renegotiate. They don't want to make it too obvious because a 'voice in your head' is quite apparent. They don't want to spook people into believing that someone is there, so, they have to be very subtle. In lower income areas they are less subtle, hence the reason that schizophrenia is so widespread. People don't just 'hear voices' in their head. There is a reason for that, one that you may or may not all know. It's just another way for those in power to use these mind control techniques to their advantage. You see, the higher income groups and lower income groups in this country are quite separate. This works in the freemasons' favor because they are able to inflict these schizophrenic and epileptic attacks in a higher proportion for just the lower socioeconomic groups. This strategy allows for poorer people to appear more crazy and less credible and therefore they extract far less sympathy from the rest of the population. Middle-Income and High-Income groups are desensitized to all of this oppression and as a result are inherently racist. They may not act racist but it's because at this point it is politically incorrect to do so; the way they feel however is quite different. Blacks certainly are oppressed in our world due to the workings of the freemasons. I must also say that in 2010 Whites are passive-aggressive about their racist convictions, but nonetheless they are racist.

The Federal Reserve is yet another cog in the gears of hatred these freemasons wield. All this system does is simply allow for those in control to amass yet an even greater amount of power. As time marches on they slowly and slowly gain a tigher chokehold on the people of our world. Why? Who will ever truly know their motivation. Somehow this menacing machine that continues to exist is just a game of divide and conquer for these members of the Bilderberg Group. They are not concerned with the values that many of us hold near and dear such as common decency, love, and respect for one another. Instead they take pride in crushing and destroying families. The ones that we love? That is not their concern. There are people in my life that I am close with that are struggling, and, it's because of these guys. They still have yet to explain to me their motivation; it will remain an enigma and is surely to keep me forever in the dark. They have not broken my spirit, not once, they have only made me stronger. For the past two and a half weeks I have slowly but surely managed to turn this small problem into a gaping crater. Soon it will be apparent who is right or wrong. Whether they kill me or not, this information is going to be common knowledge for every intelligent being on this planet.

The reason that Black people are low-income people is because of the plans of the freemasons and it continues even to this day. This is what makes Barack Obama, Eric Holder, Colin Powell, Jay Z, and Roland Martin so despicable. It's because they are Black people that are absolutely content with the progressive demise of their own people. They are the ones who are going to get the least sympathy when this information becomes more available. Beyond the scope of this group called the freemasons, these people have destroyed their own people and they enjoy it. They are people that will stand to defend their group at the expense of the well-being and livelihood of their own race. Well, I will say this much, the world will certainly not be forgiving like myself. Black freemasons, you guys are probably the bravest freemasons of all to be able to sit pretty through this firestorm that you've procured. Just remember that when people choose to exact their vengeance, nobody will feel bad for you.

[rbl_4nik8r]

@thecatsmeow

WOW what a post, a few problems tho its the last week of 2011 and we have no swine flu, or did something happen.

Now I did find a few things odd about this, one day you wrote this on my daughters 21 bday that was kind of freaky, and also the fact she lives in Philly and rides the subway you took that time daily freaked me out even more, and she is going to school in Philly to. Plus I used to live in Lancaster County and I take it your from Harrisburg or have been there, kind of miss 105.7 the X. Anyways here's the deal since you got this gift and all could you have my kid call me on new years eve not to be picky but I only got a fucking text for Xmas and she only bothered calling on Thanksgivings because she needed money, thanks.

[thecatsmeow]

@thecatsmeow

WOW what a post, a few problems tho its the last week of 2011 and we have no swine flu, or did something happen.

Now I did find a few things odd about this, one day you wrote this on my daughters 21 bday that was kind of freaky, and also the fact she lives in Philly and rides the subway you took that time daily freaked me out even more, and she is going to school in Philly to. Plus I used to live in Lancaster County and I take it your from Harrisburg or have been there, kind of miss 105.7 the X. Anyways here's the deal since you got this gift and all could you have my kid call me on new years eve not to be picky but I only got a fucking text for Xmas and she only bothered calling on Thanksgivings because she needed money, thanks.
Sorry! I didn't write it. (Look at beginning of first part and the end of the post before it, thanks :)) From what I can remember it was posted in 2010. :) Oh, yes, it was posted by kadaimara75

[ormus]

If you want something for mental health there are lots good stuff omega oils. Another you might want to look at is Empower Plus from Canada.
Yes if you have problem with your thyroid vitamins and minerals won't help you much. I have heard of the argument that if you take iodine for your thyroid you are at risk for hashimoto disease it is an autoimmune. They do say that mms gets rid of autoimmune diseases.
Don't let your protein come from dead animals. I think some the best protein is organic hemp protein and you need always need good enzymes. 2 enzymes that are good and easy to get are pineapple and papaya you can't go wrong with any of this stuff.

[paradise found]

Try a Zapper?

[rbl_4nik8r]

Sorry! I didn't write it. (Look at beginning of first part and the end of the post before it, thanks :)) From what I can remember it was posted in 2010. :) Oh, yes, it was posted by kadaimara75

Oh well that was way out there and don't believe everything I read, just the stuff I make up lol. I read thru most of it but thought you wrote that back in 2010 the thing is not much of what he talked about came true.



4nE

[thecatsmeow]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

I found the information here's (http://www.ggnonline.com/) the link...please look down the left-hand side of the page to find it. Okay :)

[thecatsmeow]

I've exhausted all efforts at other forums, as well as my own funds seeing doctors and getting medical exams. A few years ago my face went numb, it drooped to a side and tingled. I was diagnosed in the Emergency Room with Bell's Palsy. Months go by, no change. I took the meds they gave me..and nothing. Then when I quit the medicines, it got better. My mouth still doesn't work entirely the way it used to, it looks odd when I speak my bottom lips do this odd droop thing. Then it came back on the other side of my face, and once again went away. I had an MRI done and everything was fine. Then I began having migraines, silent ones, painful ones, ocular migraines and then the doctors just started calling them complex migraines. Now, two days ago, I am experiencing the sensation of crawling bugs on one spot on my head, and one spot on the back of my head. It is quite simply maddening. My doctor gave me Xanax because she said it is anxiety. I started taking a multivitamin two days ago with b12 because someone suggested it. I cut out caffeine slowly to reduce withdrawal, thinking it could be too much caffeine. I'm at a loss right now, sitting here feeling the sensation on and off. I have been incredibly stressed out, since I'm having marriage problems, I'm off balance and feel disconnected to the world. Like I'm walking around as a ghost. I'm trying to stay positive, but have no where to turn. My family brushes me off as crazy, but even if my health problems have all been "mental" they are still real to me.

I found the information Morgellan's fibres nano particles here's (http://www.ggnonline.com/) the link...please look down the left-hand side of the page to find it. Okay :)

Edit: Here's (http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/06204/707970-85.stm) a news article

Edit: Morgellan's Research Foundation (http://www.morgellons.org/index.html)

[simbi_laveau]

Acupuncture ,acupuncture ,acupuncture .Then craniosacral therapy .
Have all the tests for lyme. There is a general test,that frequently comes back negative if the spirochet titers are low.
Do the sensitive test . I don't know the name for it,but if you have lyme ,this test shows it.
You may also want to get tested for bartonella.
And lyme is no longer just a tick borne disease.It's basically a bug bite disease.
Mosquitoes,fleas,wasps,can all carry lyme. Oh yeah .
Lyme is a hidden disease,and there's evidence its sexually transmitted .So .....
Yeah....

[maverick angel]

third eye is activating..

Yes, the sensation of bugs crawling on the skin is very kundalini, as is the left side of your body going numb. I wouldn't dismiss a spiritual root to what's happening too you. Try meditating and observe the crawling insect sensation, see what happens.