lenejento
10-01-2008, 02:27 PM
Hi all!
I hope you all had a great christmas, I had a good one. :) I will spend less time on the forum but I just thought I'd share this experience in the hope that some of you has some more knowledge about this being that I saw.
Only 3 nights ago I woke up in bed paralyzed again, knowing that I was dreaming. I decided this time to have abit of fun and take control of the dream, I started sinking down and the room started disappearing into blackness, but I got myself up again with intent. I started trying to jump out of my body, and I got parts of my astral body loose, however my stomach was still stuck and it felt uncomfortable, and I changed my mind because it was uncomfortable.I wanted to wake up and somehow I knew that focusing on my solar plexus chakra would wake me up, so I did, and I easily and comfortably woke up completely. (whereas before I'd shake my head, legs and arms and will myself to wake up, which was very uncomfortable). Or some would say not completely because, as I sat up in my bed and looked out my window, I see this being. Lit up by our neighbours garage light someone was standing, at first I thought it was a youth with a hoodie on. But then I got a completely different feel. The being turned it's head (as it's back was partially against me) and looked straight into my window, it had an almost completely white face whatever it was. This is when fear struck me, but I continued watching almost wishing it would disappear, but it didn't, he was looking around, back to my window again, sat down on the fence at one point, and as each second went by the realness of it sank into me, and at the same time it felt unreal.
Finally I got up and called my bf. I was so scared. As I think back on the memory now it doesen't feel that scary. But back then my mind was so confused about what it saw. I didn't know if I was hallucinating or if it was real, both equally scary. The day after the fear hadn't quite left me yet, and I was feeling very sensitive to my environment, like a hightened sense of awareness, and heightened psychic ability.
This being was dark, but I don't know if it necessarily was of bad intent. I have only found one other account almost exacly like mine on the net. Many people see cloaked beings with no face, it is more common, but the being I saw had a white face, and it seemed real.
I hope you all had a great christmas, I had a good one. :) I will spend less time on the forum but I just thought I'd share this experience in the hope that some of you has some more knowledge about this being that I saw.
Only 3 nights ago I woke up in bed paralyzed again, knowing that I was dreaming. I decided this time to have abit of fun and take control of the dream, I started sinking down and the room started disappearing into blackness, but I got myself up again with intent. I started trying to jump out of my body, and I got parts of my astral body loose, however my stomach was still stuck and it felt uncomfortable, and I changed my mind because it was uncomfortable.I wanted to wake up and somehow I knew that focusing on my solar plexus chakra would wake me up, so I did, and I easily and comfortably woke up completely. (whereas before I'd shake my head, legs and arms and will myself to wake up, which was very uncomfortable). Or some would say not completely because, as I sat up in my bed and looked out my window, I see this being. Lit up by our neighbours garage light someone was standing, at first I thought it was a youth with a hoodie on. But then I got a completely different feel. The being turned it's head (as it's back was partially against me) and looked straight into my window, it had an almost completely white face whatever it was. This is when fear struck me, but I continued watching almost wishing it would disappear, but it didn't, he was looking around, back to my window again, sat down on the fence at one point, and as each second went by the realness of it sank into me, and at the same time it felt unreal.
Finally I got up and called my bf. I was so scared. As I think back on the memory now it doesen't feel that scary. But back then my mind was so confused about what it saw. I didn't know if I was hallucinating or if it was real, both equally scary. The day after the fear hadn't quite left me yet, and I was feeling very sensitive to my environment, like a hightened sense of awareness, and heightened psychic ability.
This being was dark, but I don't know if it necessarily was of bad intent. I have only found one other account almost exacly like mine on the net. Many people see cloaked beings with no face, it is more common, but the being I saw had a white face, and it seemed real.